Tuesday, May 19, 2009

The Blog Is Moving..

"Thoughts Of Mass Destruction" is something like..uhmm,politics.Since I'm recovered from my addiction towards politics (and I'm sick at it),I decided to close this blog and move to my next blog.

Plus,there's so many sick people attacking me and before I get sick,I better move on.


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

To Mr English Grammar Checker,I Don't Give A F!

First of all,I am a student of political science,and I'm studying in University Of Calgary.But some people,they're questioning about my English standards because of some "grammar error" and for them,I tell you this:


OK,I'm not strong in English.I admit it,since I'm living in Milan since kids and we didn't speak English much at home.I don't need to speak like Queen Elizabeth to telling that I'm that damn good in English.

Plus,you can see others blog,who writing in lousy English.Some of them are from UK.Go to Liverpool and they didn't speak like Queen Elizabeth.

As long as others understands,it doesn't matter.Plus,I don't need to write an essay and someone looking for my grammar error.Hello,we have Arab students who didn't know how to speak one word in English,yet he still success in his course.

So,Malaysians,blimey,I don't give a shit.This is my blog.You can get lost if you hate my blog,and I don't need an English teacher to tell me about grammar.

I using "Street English" in my blog.Don't need grammar at all.

Woi,kau nak gi mana tu?Jom la jalan-jalan! - Most Malaysians use this kind of language in streets.Does they care about Dewan Bahasa style of Bahasa Malaysia?NO,DUMBFUCK!

I can speak 8 languages and all you can say is my grammar sucks.Well you're suck too,dumbo.

You can't knocked me like that with such cheapshot.So if you're Mr English Perfect,go and chat with Wayne Rooney.He'll telling you in Scouse.You'll definitely will be dumbfuck in a middle of Wirral,Liverpool.

And I'm a Celtic fan,and it's an Irish club in Scotland.And let me tell you dumbfuck,Scotland and Ireland is Celtic nation,alongside Wales and Brittany.England is not Celtic nation.

I don't give a fuck whether you're from Oxford Grammar Police or what,this is my blog and I will write whatever I want to write.If you so dumbfuck and you're even didn't understand mine,I don't care.

Monday, May 11, 2009


I will go to Green Day Concert on June 7th!


Courtesy of Rasheed and Christina Rivera. :)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

To Allahyarhamah Sophia Izmit Emir.

I would like to dedicate my late mom Sophia Izmit Emir,happy Mother's Day.

Even though you're gone,but you're always in our heart.

Take care of our sister Elly and Arul with love and care up there.

We will always miss you.

Happy Mother's Day.

From deepest of our hearts.

Sulaiman bin Daud(your husband)
Shahril Iman bin Sulaiman(your son)
Ezreen Emira bt Sulaiman(your daughter)
Citra Sasmi Hardina(your daughter-in-law)

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Som La Gent Blau-grana.Viva Barcelona!

Tot el camp
és un clam
som la gent blau-grana
tant se val d'on venim,
si del sud o del nord,
ara estem d'acord, estem d'acord
una bandera ens agermana:
blau-grana al vent,
un crit valent,
tenim un nom,
el sap tothom:

Barça! Barça! Baaarça!

tots units fem força:
són molts anys piens d'afanys,
són molts gols que hem cridat,
i s'ha demostrat, s'ha demostrat,
que mai ningú no ens podrà tórcer:
Blau-grana al vent,
un crit valent,
tenim un nom,
el sap tothom:

Barça! Barça! Baaarça


The whole Stadium
Is chanting
We are the "Blaugrana" people
It doesn't matter where we come from
From the South or from the North
Now we all agree, we all agree
A flag joins us Brotherhood
"Blaugrana" in the wind
A valient scream
We have a name
The whole world knows it

All united we have the strength
So many years full of hard work
So many goals we have cheered for
and we have shown, we have shown
that nobody will be able to break us
"Blaugrana" in the wind
A valient scream
We have a name
The whole world knows it


Sunday, May 3, 2009

Tudung vs Non-Tudung.

Warning:18 or 21 years old or above only.

I only provide links,I didn't show the videos.The visual is disturbing.Please prepare to see the truth,and this is MY STATEMENT TOWARDS THOSE RELIGION FASCIST RASCALS that want to kicking women who didn't wear veil to hell.

Get ready for the truth.

Gadis Bertudung Yang "Dijamin" Syurga Oleh Fasis Agama?

Gadis Tidak Bertudung Yang Mahu Ditendang Ke Neraka Oleh Fasis Agama.

Gag me with spoon,fascist!

p/s:I didn't hate people who wear tudung.It's their own right to wear it.It's up to them whether they want to wear it or not.If you're wearing tudung and put your religion name(Islam) in good name,I respect and salute to you.But if you're wasted your tudung with your lack of knowledge about Islam,then forget about hell-kicking.

You don't need to wear tudung just to proof that you're a good decent woman. :)

So,stop pre-judge non-tudung woman.This is my answer towards Annoyed Anonymous that always bugging my blog.Satisfy with my answer?I hope you are.

Say no for women discrimication!Say no to religion fascist!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Airport Is My Hotel.

Marseille Provençe Airport,Marseille,France.

Manises International Airport,Valencia,Spain.

Barajas International Airport,Madrid,Spain.

Pearson International Airport,Toronto,Canada.

Calgary International Airport,Calgary,Canada.

I don't want to releasing my pictures because I've noticed that some religion fascist rascals are viewing my blog,and I'm so damn tired to read fascist comments.Please,por favor.I'm jet lag,I'm tired in quarantine area,being questioned like a criminal inside,about swine flu just because I'm a Canadian.My dad didn't speak Spanish so I have to translate for him.

But there's always a silver lining in the clouds.Although it's sold out to watch Real Madrid-Barcelona,I still available to buy some merchandise,but I bought the Barcelona one.Santiago Bernebeu is awesome,it's huge and there's a lot people coming there just to see Real Madrid being humiliated by my dream boyfriend sexy hunky favorite football manager Josep Guardiola.Go go Barcelona,but Celtic will always come first.

I'm glad that Celtic won the match against Alex Ferguson's previous club Aberdeen.And the best part is Scott MacDonald scores his 50th goal in Celtic green and white hoops shirt.

Celtic win,yaay!
Barcelona win,yaay!
Man United win,boo..

By the way merci beaucoup to all beautiful people in Marseille,muchas gracias to people in Valencia and Madrid,and say hello with tonnes of work when I return back to Election Canada Calgary Office this Tuesday.And the jet lag headache,it's was cracking up!

So please,I don't need any fascist comments here.Por favor,gracias.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Red And Blue,Blaugranes,Mes Que Un Club!BARCELONA!

The sexiest hottest youngest manager in UEFA Champions League,Josep Guardiola.Why I always write it wrong,aigh?

When I watching football,I always covers myself in two colors-green and white.I always proud of Celtic FC.Forever and ever.My heart belongs to Celtic Park and I will singing "Let The People Sing","You'll Never Walk Alone" and "C'mon You Green And White Hoops The Bhoys" with my throat goes up.I'm kissing four-leaf clover badge written "1888-Celtic Football Club".I love this club,forever.

But tonight,Champions League night,I saw 3 out of 4 semis were English.As my solidarity to my Scottish and Irish rebels who fought against English,I prefer Barcelona to win Champions League.

I can't speak in Catalan but I can in Spanish.

¡Barcelona te amo! Guardiola, subsistencia a ser tan sexy como usted podian ser!

I love Barcelona and Guardiola,keep your sexy style on!

Red and Blue Blaugranes,FC Barcelona.Mes que un club.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

On Hiatus-Go to Marseille,France.

Au revoir moi amie!

Je suis mes vacances a Marseille.

Un semain,Dimanche(26 Avril)-Samedi(Mai 2)


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Pakatan Rakyat,You're So Suck!

When Malaysian GE vote countings was over on the night of my birthday last year,I thought it was "a new hope"-to see the new way of administration in Malaysia.5 states are on opposition hands.The best part,three largest economy in Malaysia;Penang,Selangor and Perak is in opposition hands.That's means they have more authority to control economy and gain more resources to develope the state,according with what they had promised in election.

Then on August 2008,Wan Azizah stepped down to Anwar Ibrahim for Permatang Pauh MP seat.OK,I still fine on this move.Maybe it's a time to replace the true leader after Wan Azizah led the coalition,Pakatan Rakyat for a while.

The election goes Anwar Ibrahim won with huge majority.Everybody cheered.He was jubilantly declared that "this is one more step to people's victory".Fine.

Then it was Kuala Terengganu election.It's okay because the MP was death,on heart attack.Then PAS clinched the victory,defeating incumbent BN.Another winning moment.

Bukit Gantang and Batang Ai - fine.Natural course,death.It's okay then.BN won in Batang Ai while Nizar Jamaluddin of PAS won in Perak.Then in Bukit Silambau it was another stepdown.Once again it's PKR.The MP told the media that some people wants to kill him if he didn't join the coalition government party,Barisan Nasional.Then another election goes.15 candidates,which is the most idiotic election I've ever heard,because most candidate wasn't serious about their candidancy.

Then here we go again.Penanti by-election.

Ladies and gentleman,election is not a joke.It's a process for building a nation.If you cannot be a candidate,do not be so stupid to candidate yourself.

In my point of view as Studentvote School Election Officer,I'm seeing this as a major issue.Candidancies are not seriously taken by it's own candidate.In Canada,we taught in school,"if you're not a responsible person don't be a candidate".As simple as that.

This is such a waste of time,money,and energy.There's more posters to be printed,more campaign and more "political candy" be required.And if this is what Pakatan Rakyat strategy to be new government,I don't believe they will be a good government soon.Most Pakatan Rakyat supporters were "pakcik-pakcik yang suka pakai kopiah cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah",a bunch of fanatic,religion-fascist people call PAS.They believes that they're the only true Islamic party in Malaysia,and they believes that they're represents Islam.

Once again I tell you guys,religion is a sacred thing.In politics,especially in Malaysia,where it's totally not professional,obscene words is everywhere.Pot calling kettle black,retarded people calling idiot to another,guys,you're tarnishing the name of Islam.

People like this love to mixing up politics and religion,and this rascal fascist group are always believe that they're the only side who is right,joining another group is "sinful".What the fuck?

Religion-fascism is a dangerous thing.Look at Irgun,Al-Qaeda or evangelist,they're mocking others religion while saying that they're right.They killing other people that not belong to them.This is fascist.I believe that everyone has its own right to decide which religion he wants to join.I am a Muslim not because my father or my mom,but I take the Prophet words "humans are all same in God's creation".There's no such thing as Pope in Islam.I love this concept,egalitarian and equality among others.But when you judging people based on his religion but not his attitude,that's wrong.There's so many Arabs who beat his wife in front of the public and he is a Muslim.This is wrong.And so does this rascal religion-fascist in Malaysia,or "pakcik suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah".

Meanwhile,DAP told the world that they're representing Malaysian Malaysia.I love the concept,but why on Earth they're always fought for minority Chinese?If you really want the egality and equality then ask Malay to join DAP,like PAP.

PKR loves to step down and do another election.They're not serious about people's mandates.

One thing for sure,most Malaysians doesn't take it seriously about democracy.And some people,especially "pakcik suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah" groupies,they believes that this is "a new drug for political junkies like them".

I don't know how many years you guys Malaysians can take this kind of stupidity.Both Barisan and Pakatan,you're suck!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Art From Adryan About Manchester United.

When Aril my brother,a staunch Manchester United's fan create a joke about Liverpool's Hillborough 1989 tragedy(which he call it as "crashed in the sardine tin"),Adryan wasted no time to create this banner.Adryan told me that "statement on pictures are stronger than by words".

Pictures says the thousand words.So United fans,get ready to be humiliated(because your stupid idioticity and arrogance,and disrespect others).

Click for enlarge.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Justice For Elly/Justice For the 96.

I'm writing back on this blog again!Thank you for those who dedicates their sympathy and wishing to Elly happy birthday.Although she's no longer here,but she will never be forgotten.

And I'm also glad that Celtic FC legend David Moyes to kicked arrogant Rangers FC legend Alex Ferguson out of FA Cup tournament.For me,when Everton vs Manchester United,it's Celtic vs Rangers literally,because David Moyes was defender of Celtic,Alex Ferguson was striker of Rangers.

I hope it's not to late to wish to all Liverpudlians who lost their members of family especially when police mistakes is the reason for Hillsborough disaster.It's a morbituary neglect act by police.

Justice for the 96.

And I think my family's fate is same as those Liverpudlians,because of carelessness of somebody that holds responsibility with others life.Like 96 victims of Hillsborough died because of morbituary neglect,so does my sister Elly.

Justice for Elly.

I represents my family would like to say thank you to all of you to be with us whenever we need it the most.Thank you.Merci,grazie!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

This Blog Will Be In Mourn Until April 19th.

In this lonely room I stares to the window,
With my wet eyes I look it in sorrow,
This pain and misery days without you Elly,
Every seconds and every day I never forget this honestly,
And every smiles and wonderful moments as the wind blow.

For every strength of you I have borrow,
And our glittered memories that glow,
I'm not a good sister,it's so badly,
In this lonely room I stares.

We've been together,high and low,
When in the dark,your heart will always glow,
My heart and soul dragged like a carriage it's painly,
No one could ever see this agony,
And the wind keeps to blow,
In this lonely room I stares.

When I'm sad you've asked me what went wrong,
And asking me to be strong,
How can I be so strong,
Living without you is something wrong.

-Nami on Elly's memoir,July 9th,2007.

Happy 22nd Birthday,Achik.

A week to respect my sister's birthday Sherina Ellyana.Within this week,all entries will not in usual form,"thoughts of mass destruction".

The title blog will temporarily changed to "Sherina Remembered".

I will wear black for whole week,and on April 19th,I decided not to online/Myspacing/going out.I want to spend my whole day inside her room.

Thank you.


Tag From Nami's New Blog.

Apakah benda paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
3F,Freedom,Family and Friends.

Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?

Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Las Vegas hahaha!

Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
Ermm,depend,kalau macam hantu I tinggal je.

Adakah kamu dilamun cinta?

Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
makan kat rumah je.

Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
The History of People of United States-Howard Zinn.

Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Ezreen Emira Sulaiman.

Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
right now,i just only have my dad.

Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin berjumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
Daniel Johns of Silverchair

Sebutkan 7 sabahat PALING rapat dengan anda?
1. Sue.
2. Nami.
3. Citra.
4. Adryan.
5. Christina Rivera.
6. Mary Edward Shane.
7. Susan McCartney.

Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian kamu sendiri?
Yup,i takde duit nak hantar pergi dobi.

Tempat yg paling seronok kamu mahu pergi?
Pet shop.

5 perkara tentang org yang tag kamu
~ Dia ada 3 blog.
~ umur 25 tahun.
~ dia Jawa.
~ dia radikal.
~ Dia suka Radiohead.

Friday, April 10, 2009


The disease.

As a School Election Officer,I've been go to some schools,kindergarden,primary and secondary schools to monitor elections in school.Sometimes I'm dealing with student's petitions about food,about teachers and sometimes it's simply about burden of study.I also handled student's surveys and opinions about their school.

However,today I've facing which is the hideous philosophy in history of mankind - fascism.

A Neo-Nazi wannabe boy,around 14 years old,going straight to my face and slanting his eyes (sign of despised for Asian people).I call him.He stopped.

"You hate Asian people?"

"Yup.They're stealing our land.I hate them all.They don't deserves living here.Like you."

I'm telling him frank,

"Your T-Shirt."

"Why?" he replied.

"Most fabric came from China,you moron."

Then he stares at me.And I look him straight.

"Look kid,I'm an Irish-Turkish-Malay blood.I don't give a fuck about your fucking blood.Plus,you're ain't fucking Hitler.Hitler is a German.You're not.Wake up,dumbo."

I left him and heading straight to office.I then reported racist remarks from that kid.All I know his name is Michael.I hope action will be taken for him,to educate his ignorance about internationallity.

So,what is Nazism in German,Vichy Revolution Nationale in France,Mussolinism in Italy,Asia for Asian in Japan,Zionism in Israel,Klu Klux Klan in America and Ketuanan Melayu in Malaysia,what they're fighting for?

Their race supremacy towards one piece of land called state,nation or country.As what I've learn from my learning in my entire life,people like me is represents internationalism.My late mom was Turkish-Irish,while my dad anchestor came from the island of Sulawesi(Bugis).I don't believe in purity of blood.What the fuck is purity of blood.What makes you so sure your blood is so pure?

Some people believes that there's no race better than his race,no religion better than his religion,no clan better than his clan.A royal family's blood is so pure that no one could ever touch.His religion is better so he can insult others religion because he thought his religion is the best!

This is the disease in our society now.I know some Melayu in Malaysia calling for boycott for against Zionism aggression towards Palestine,but in the same time they have a thought that Chinese is 'pendatang'.Hello,your anchestor was naik tongkang from Indonesia too,hundreds years ago!

I hope this article can heals these people from this idiotic and moronic ideas of race supremacy.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

UEFA Champions League:My Prediction

Last nights in Europe(in Canada it's afternoon),quarterfinals of UEFA Champions League.Although a Celtic fan(which already disqualified),but still remained observing one of the most prestigue cup in Europe.

In Old Trafford,title holder Manchester United are losing grip against 2004 Champion FC Porto.The defending champions might facing difficult task to defend their title in Dragao,Porto next week.However,solid rock defender Rio Ferdinand might return back and it would be great for the Red Devils.

United 2-2 Porto
MU:Rooney 15,Tevez 86
POR:Rodriguez 8,Mariano 89

In El Madrigal,home Villareal CF are also tight with away Arsenal.This is a great chance for Arsene's boys to qualify to the next stage.Arsenal's best achievement in Champions League was 2006,qualified to the final but lost to Barcelona FC.

Villareal 1-1 Arsenal
VIL:Senna 10
ARS:Adebayor 66

In Anfield,Mighty Reds,the 5 times Champions Liverpool FC in shock defeat in home with another English rival Chelsea FC.The Londoners has managed to win in Anfield for the first time since Roman Abramovich takeover.However,it was The Reds who leading when sensational Fernando Torres scores as early as minute 6.Chelsea should be thankful with defender Branislav Ivanovic for two header and Didier Drogba to The Blues win.

Liverpool 1-3 Chelsea
LIV:Torres 6
CHE:Ivanovic 39,62,Drogba 67

In Nou Camp,Catalan giant Barcelona FC reveals that they are the force of the football today.The youngest manager on competition,Josep 'Pep' Guardiola shows that Barcelona might bidding 'treble title' this season.Argentine superstar Lionel Messi are absolute sensational,while Bayern defenders keep blaming each other as the Catalan giant smacked the Germans 4-0.

Barcelona 4-0 Bayern
BAR:Messi 9,38,Eto'o 12,Henry 43

The next match is on April 14th.

Chelsea vs Liverpool(Stamford Bridge,London)
Bayern Munich vs Barcelona(Allianz Arena,Munich)
Arsenal vs Villareal(Emiriates Stadium,London)
Porto vs Manchester United(Dragao,Porto)

The final will be held in Stadio Olympico,Rome.
United will managed to win,in small amount of goal.Maybe 1-0.I don't think Cristiano Ronaldo will score because he is in Porto,which he is a hate figure,because he is from arch rivals Sporting Lisbon.I think it will be Rooney.
Arsenal will win the match,3-0.Easy when you're in Emiriates.Adebayor will score one of the goals.
Liverpool won't have a chance to qualify after a huge defeat with Chelsea.I think Chelsea will play defensively,although without captain John Terry.I think the game will be on Chelsea,2-0.
Barcelona don't have a problem in this match.I think some key players like Lionel Messi and Henry will be rested.Take a look Bojan Krkic,he is the rising star.Barcelona will win,maybe 2-0 will be enough.

Best performance of top 8:

Liverpool FC(5 times-1977,1978,1981,1984,2005)
Bayern Munich(4 times 1974,1975,1976,2001)
Manchester United(3 times-1968,1999,2008)
Barcelona FC(2 times-1992,2006)
Porto FC(2 times-1987,2004)

Arsenal(lost to Barcelona in 2006)
Chelsea(lost to Manchester United in 2008)

Semi finalist:
Villareal(lost to Arsenal in 2006)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Teaching Democracy In Classrooms To Future Of Canada.

It's my new job (practically in workforce training) as School Election Officer in Election Canada.It's part of Student Vote programme,to teach children what is democracy.

In Student Vote,I will teach kids in kindergarden and primary school to perform their responsiblity to their country.

And to teach the good or bad in democracy.

Wish me luck.


Monday, April 6, 2009

Condoglianza L'Aquila,Italia.

Nella mia compassione piu profonda a coloro che e morto nel terremoto,L'Aquila,Italia.

-In my deepest sympathy to those who died in Earthquake in L'Aquila,Italy.
Mourning for a day. :(

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Confessions of a Shopaholics-Addiction or Consumerism?

I've watched the latest Jerry Bruckheimer's movie with Rasheed after lunch yesterday-Confessions of a Shopaholics.Anyway it's about a woman(Isla Fisher-which is currently Borat the Kazakhstan Sacha Baron Cohen wife) who addicts to shop,and from her addiction,she got a job,as a fashion critic of a magazine.Pull stop,I don't want to spoil the story.

Well,shopaholics is a problem.I was a shopaholics too.I guess my brought-ups in Milan spoils me.Teatro Alla Scala,Galleria Vittorio,near Piazza del Duomo,it's a shopping haven.Gucci,Prada,Louis Vuitton,Dolce Gabbana,you name it,it's near my doorstep.During when I was in Malaysia,Bukit Bintang is my roaming center.Edge to edge,floor to floor,I already conquered it.Bags of new clothes,it's my way to kill my depression.And it's killing my wallet as well.

To be honest,I don't care about anything at all,and flash back when I 6-7 years back,I think I'm such a bimbo.I don't give a damn about global poverty although I know it,but looking at that time when I was in love with a socialistas who loves bundles second hand shop,I asked him I don't know how many times,"what is your satisfaction by buying clothes that people already wore?

Yes,his answer makes me yawned.At that time.I swear to God I don't give a damn about poor people.They are poor so what?Should I be as poor like them,oh please.That was my answer at that time.

Things a lot happen to me and makes me more wiser,I guess.Yes I admitted I was a smart dumb girl at that time,but I don't know,when I arrived in this boring steppe city of Calgary,where people wearing cowboys dress and jeans,and pretending to be cool,sometimes people here thinks that their dress-ups is so damn cool and want to showing off with me,hello,I'm brought up in Milan.My school dress are far far stylish then your casual dress,please!

But anyway,it's just clothes.You didn't look nice or bad,it's just your psychology.I don't know,people tell me Lady GaGa is stylish,I look her like a rubbish,in my eyes.I don't know,people says Katy Perry is stylish,but for me,I don't like her striking colors fashion.

Somehow I felt a simple shirt and pair of jeans with Converse shoes will be great.A transformation to be rock chic,right?Hik hik!

If you had a girlfriend like me,please,advice her.Or she'll waste your money away.

Don't let your credit card wasted you!

Friday, April 3, 2009

Walk the Walk,Talk the Talk.

I've seen so many of angst people after Najis been appointed as a Prime Minister.Based on my observation over 40 percent Malaysian disagrees with Najib to be PM.40 percent,in politics means it's HUGE.

But even as huge as 40 percent,which equivelant to 12 million Malaysians,are seems not enough to stop a determination of one person to achieve his gameplan agenda.12 million peoples are include those "pakcik-pakcik sembang kedai kopi","pakcik pakai kopiah suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah",political junkies,whiners,internet keyboard warriors,and some people who seek for balancing the political power in Malaysia.

We have proven,although Conservative Party led by Stephen Harper is still ruling,yet we sucsessfully make him to listen some.We make him scares a little bit.We voicing up our concern about economy,and constitution's right.At least,with our voice we make him to concern about something.Baffin Island near Arctic Circle is already declared as National Park.At least Stephen Harper shows something that he's listening(although not all of our voice he concerned).

However,people in Malaysia who against the establishment of Barisan Nasional,seems loves to sensationalizing the issues played by Opposition,which never carried serious issues such as unemployment or economic crisis that we're facing.All I ever listen is "rasuah sekian-sekian juta,bla bla bla",and they're talking to the air.No proof,no tribunal,no nothing.How about enviromental,does one of 12 million of you concern about it?None.Because after all these time,I've listened about Barisan Nasional corruption,but I never listen "contigency plan of Pakatan Rakyat" if they become(some of states already became government) people's elected government.

First,unite Pakatan.I believe the unification of Pas,DAP and PKR is just for sake to prevent BN to rule.We must stop to think to be an Opposition.We have to step forward,to be a GOVERNMENT.Unless people like Nami which declared "the best government is no government at all".He's an anarchist.But non-anarchist oppositions like "pakcik sembang kedai kopi","pakcik suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah",internet political junkies,whiners,stop voicing and keep on yack yack yack in front of your coffee.It's a right time for you to act.

Second,be serious in political topic.Talk about our unemployment rate goes higher and higher,our currency become less valuable,talk about economic growth that become so slow,in Canada,that's concern us a lot.Not chit chat chit chat about something that you're even not sure.

Walk the walk,talk the talk.It's like in Malay phrase "cakap banyak pun tak guna".

Yack yack yack,talk talk talk.I already joined mass rally against Conservatives in Calgary.I know what it's feel to be a rioter.

100,000 is only for protestors.To revolt,it tooks MILLIONS.

Thursday, April 2, 2009



Ladies and gentleman,The 6th Prime Minister of Malaysia(Number 6 is the devil number hahahahaha!)

I'm glad that Stephen Harper,despite sucks,at least he didn't murder a Mongolian. :)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

A Call at 3am In The Morning.

A call awakes me,I'm looking at my clock,it was 3am in the morning.What the fuck?With lazy eyes I picked up the phone.

Ez:Hey,it's 3am in the morning.Who is this?

And suddenly it was my eldest brother,Shahril a.k.a. Aril a.k.a. Along.With his nervous and worried voice,plus his voice like,shaking or something.Very chaotic tone.

Aril:Angah,my house is on fire!My house is on fire!

My jaw dropped like Oh My God!I opened up my eyes widely to fight infinite sleepiness and listens to him very carefully.

Ez:Did you call fire department?Police?Anything?

Aril:Of course I call them first,then I call you.Please inform my parent-in-law that Citra is on peril.She's trapped on fire!

I'm even shocked when listening from Along.Without wasting a second,I'm going straight and knocked my dad's room.

Papa!Papa!Aril's house is on fire!Wake up!

My dad is a very calm person.Although he's calm,he's kinda worried.His son Shahrul/Arul/Usu,his daughter Sherina/Elly/Achik and his wife Sophia died.I don't think he didn't want to lose another family member.

He picked Aril's call,and tell him to calm down.Remember,Allah will always there for you.

Papa:Don't worry.Call fire department and meanwhile,save anything important from fire.Your passports,IDs,everything.

Aril told my dad that he didn't have a time to save anything,including his wife Citra.He tried to awakes Citra but he failed.

My dad said "hang up,Aril.I'll call your parent in law."

And then here comes Citra's parent.Very,very worried for Citra.

Adryan,Citra's cousin also here.They're waiting the news from Aril patiently.

And for me it's a very dramatic situation when Aril describes what happen to him at London,Ontario,Canada,which is 2,000 miles from Calgary,Alberta,Canada.

I felt so nervous.And my dad tells him,

"Don't worry,we'll pray for you.Just relax,ok?"

As my dad put the phone down.A SMS was received at my dad's phone.

"Haha.April Fool dad,Ez!-Aril"

What?APRIL FOOL?3 am in the morning??

Everyone is like,pissed off with Aril.Everyone's faces is like,"Damn you eternally,Aril!".Curses keeps on going as Citra's family return back to home.

If you want to create a joke,why on 3am?

A very cruel dumbass brother.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Tagged by Sarah Samz

1. Rasheed calls me "Bee Bee".
2. Sue calls me "Bestie".
3. Aril and my dad calls me "Angah".
4. The rest calls me "Ez".

1. March 9-my birthday
2. April 19-Elly's birthday
3. July 8-Elly's death
4. Oct 31-mom's death

1.MTVing my life. :)
4.Drinking coffee.

1. feed the cats.
2. bake the cake.
3. call "bee-bee".
4. be happy,as easy as that.

1. Elly
2. Mom
3. Arul
4. Grandmom at Kuantan.All of you RIP.

1. Shunsuke Nakamura :P
2. A good book to read.
3. Celtic FC jersey.
4. Shayna Zaid CD!

1. Online
2. Nagging
3. Writing
4. DVD-ing.

1. Dublin,Ireland.
2. Celtic Park,Glasgow,Scotland.
3. South Africa
4. Kuta,Bali,Indonesia

1. I'm addicted to coffee.
2. OJ that's for sure.
3. Green tea for a better 'chi'.
4. A simply plain H20.

1. Canadian dollars.
2. Canadian ID.
3. Elly's bracelet.
4. Coins.

1. Green
2. White
3. Pink
4. Red

1. Stephen Avenue
2. Rasheed corn-in-the-cup stall.
3. Food not Bombs Calgary Center.
4. Home sweet home.

1. Allah and rasul
2. Family
3. Friends
4. Lewis Hamilton :)

1. Elly's charmbracelet.
2. Art of War book.
3. Paper teddy bear.
4. Remote control.

Sis Maria,Nami,KO_E and Nizam.

1. I love to answer tag.
2. I'm bored.
3. I'm lonely.
4. I'm horny hahaha!

p/s:dismiss the last point!

Monday, March 30, 2009

My Favorite Books.

I love books.The older book the better.I love the smell of old books.By the way this is books that I love to read.

The Art Of War-Sun Tzu

This book is actually about strategy to win the war.As human it's our nature to war.To win the war we need strategies.This book is about strategies and philosophy to win the war.Not just war,but to compete and challenge.To be superior.To earn respect.

The People's History of United States-Howard Zinn

The naked truth about United States.Statue of Liberty is a symbol of liberty which actually a lie.To build that statue needs thousands of African slaves,some of them died because of malnutrition.Liberty is fake in America.How Native Indians been ravished?How Anglo-Saxonian and white gains control in America.

How To Overthrow The Government-Arianna Huffington

Coup d'etat or overthrowing the government needs strategy.To cut down government's nerves and pulse,especially information to the masses.Gaining control to get acsess the vital parts of government's strength,especially important generals,key-man politician and financial wise.How to divert the attention of the enemy(the government) and how to distort information to confuse the enemy(the government).

Oliver Twist-Charles Dicken

The painful story of children.Children slavery,to beg and to steal.How Artful Dodger uses Oliver Twist weaknesses for his good,and how Fagan the gangster control children's life into deepest misery.A very melancholic story to be read.

Animal Farm-George Orwell

When the animals take over the farm,they think it is the start of a better life. Their dreams is of a world where all animals are equal and all property is shared. But soon the pigs take control and one of them, Napoleon, becomes the leader of all the animals. One by one the principles of the revolution are abandoned, until the animals have even less freedom than before.A mirror of Soviet Union in Stalin era.

Nineteen-Eighty Four-George Orwell

The story about patriotism has been abused by leadership to dictates people in the name of Oceania.War is peace,freedom is slavery,ignorance is strength.To kill is a will,in the name of Oceania.Think is a crime,and will be punished to death.A very dark dystopian book.

Homage to Catalonia-George Orwell

His experience about Spanish Civil War to defend civil liberty and dignity against facism.And how his views about the ugly of war itself.Spanish people especially in Barcelona and Catalonia will definitely emotional when read this book.

This is way few books that I want to share with you guys.Remember,


Sunday, March 29, 2009

Idiots Are Taking Over.

Malaysian's April's Fool is on April 2nd.

I've heard from most of my friends in Malaysia,they will receive new Prime Minister on April 2nd.The candidate unopposed,UMNO President/Fuhrer Najis Tun Razak.

Well,April 2nd is brand new April Fool for Malaysians.Why?2,500 UMNO delegates represents 30 million Malaysians?1 vote of UMNO delegates represents 12,000 Malaysians?Are you dumbass or something?Why this stupidity became so hideous so utterly that I can't even tolerate,if people accept this Najis to be PM just because 2,500 money-hungered people vote for him,I guess those people are far dumber than my reptile platipus.My platipus is far,far smarter than those people who agrees.

Ha ha you're dumber than my platypus.ha ha!

I don't give a fuck about Malay supremacy.It's already fucked.It's already a bullshit for me.I don't support any facist regime or any conservatives movement.

I don't give a fuck about Altantuya.I don't give a fuck about everything that Pakatan Rakyat told me about his wrongdoing.What I laughed is,the way he's elected as a Prime Minister.Unopposed,or you can't opposed?

What's a point of voting guys?If these 2,500 bastards can decide while others waiting to be fucked up by your Prime Minister?

Nationalist,Malay ultra,Malay supremacy,daulat tuanku.Bullshit.

Get ready Malaysians.You're ready to be fucked.

p/s:We're in Canada been fucked by Stephen Harper too.Everybody has been fucked.Ha ha ha!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Earth Hour--Let's Turn ON Better Future with Turn OFF the light.

As far as I'm writing this blog right now,it's 12.30 pm in Calgary.6 hours left for Earth Hour.

I join with the rest of the world to shut my PC,TV,DVD,everything electrical in one hour by candlelight dinner with my Rasheed.

A Romantic Earth Hour aye?

By the way,what the hell happened to McLaren Mercedes?Come on Lewis you can do it!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Ezreen Emira's Economic Theory.

I've read one of Nami articles about steep raising price in Malaysia.And I don't know somehow he had mentioned about a theory--which I never realized when I was saying it--my Ezreen Emira Economic Theory,simply Triple E.

This Triple E Theory,for me it's just a random observation,but somehow I feel it's make sense.

The theory is:-

1.The value of money will drop at least 30 percent 10 years from now.For example,C$100 right now were just C$70 in 1999.

2.Since the money's value dropped,the price will automaticly raise to bring balance to the drop.

It was 1950s in Indonesia,according from Citra's father,they still can get things to buy with 1 rupiah.But right now it's Rp6,500 equals to C$1.Why value of money dropped significantly?What it takes to re-structure your money's value?

I'm agree with Nami that paper money that we hold right now are not valuable.It's just represents the capability to exchange.What's is the different between C$1 and C$100 notes?Or RM1 and RM50 notes.It's still the same--paper.What it takes to say this paper is more valuable than other paper?It's still the same thing--it's a paper.

If you buy an ice-cream--you'll hands up with ice-cream seller with papers.In the same time if you buy a car--you'll still hands up with papers.Is ice-cream is same value as car?Of course it's not.It's just a representation of your capability.It's not a comodity anyway.

Some says that we should return back into gold dinar system.Yes,it's inflation proof,yet,how many gold and silver you have to dig for humans to use?And how many place on Earth to be destruct for the sake of our economy?

According from CIA Factbook,it was 142,000 tonnes of gold has been mined since the beginning of civilization,which it's estimated around US$4.5 trillion dollars.Compared with huge amounts of this paper currency which values US$54.5 trillion dollars,I believe this amount of gold is just a drop in the ocean to solve this inflation and global economic crisis.Definitely you can't raise the gold price to be equal with paper money,because the price of money will be so expansive that no one could ever effort to get a penny,if we lay our money into gold standards.Because in order to balancing up the value of money with value of gold(since we pegged up with gold).

But over-printed money can causing the value of money to drop.Of course,more people to be born everyday.It was estimated 7 people per second was born in this world.More people requires more money.And the government needs to print more money for its people and to ensure the people got buying power to buy goods and services.So,when money been printed not according with capasity of population growth,value money can be dropped.

Bailouts and government backing's to some capitalist faggots is another factor the value of money will be dropped.Bailouts requires more money and if those taxpayers money been used to bailing some troubling company,then this cycle of vicious will still carry on.People still need to pay taxes and parking ticket,which government will charge,in the meanwhile the government using our money for some stupid faggots who loves to steal our money.So the governments' problem-solver?Print more money.Let the value dropped and let the people die.Because this capitalist pay more to the government,isn't it?

In my study case in Russia,the rubles value dropped significantly.In Soviet 1 ruble are equivelant to 1,000 Russian rubles right now.So,which money is valuable?Soviet 1 ruble or Russian 1,000 rubles?The answer is,the value is same.So is that Soviet rubles are more valuable than Russian rubles.Definitely,by thousand times valuable.

Why currency in Zimbabwe is hideously troubled with inflation?Because the supply of money is too much compared with the demand.The high supply happens to fund Mugabe's regime,to bail some of Mugabe's crony,but overprint papers causing the price to drop.Do you believe three eggs in Zimbabwe worth 100 billion dollars?

The best thing to solve this problem is let the people hold the money and decide how much money to be printed.If governments ever care about some capitalist faggots to be saved and need more money to be printed,then the value will drop.And the price will raise.It's automatic.So,are you waiting til the time when we buy eggs worth 100 billions?

Let us kick this stupidity out of frame.Let us know ourselves that the main culprit of economic crisis is because of capitalism lost its foundation.The world should ready for fair and square of economy.That's why I told people that Barack Obama's bailout strategy somehow will fail.Millions,billions or trillions,if you keep printing money for bailing out the trouble company from bankruptcy,then be prepared that US dollar will dropped significantly.And why peg your money to US dollar?

Economist John Maynard Keynes said that "Governments should spend money they don't have may have saved capitalism".In the same time ceteris paribus (or equality between supply and demand) keep controlling the value of money.What happen in the world right now is because capitalism greed that controls each and every penny that we have,and since they want more,the governments printed more and more,and the price drop,the price raising up,the people suffers,and they got money to burn.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Million..Billion..Trillion..These Numbers Makes Economy Goes Numb.

I start my article with tribute and respect for Jade Goody for her death because of cancer.RIP Jade Goody.

OK,I was told by a patient who stay in hospital after road accident 2 days ago,that it was glorious Canada when Pierre Tredeau was a Canadian Prime Minister.A universal healthcare system which subsidizing healthcare and one of socialism method in Western society,has now been thrashed away by Stephen Harper.

Today,Canadians debt more than US$919 billion dollars.

United States debt is US$11 trillion dollars.

Million,billion,trillions.It's just a number.But where the hell money goes?And who's we owed?We have to pay to whom?

Capitalism are screwed.If Ronald Reagan still alive today he will committing suicide.Thank God he's dead.He's the one who start this problematique,the country owes the corporate.

And now the corporate has no money and owe the people.And what is the solution for this problems?

Nationalization.Bring back universal health care.Those cripping corporate is no longer owned by themselves.They own our money,they should pay to us.

AIG bonuses being slashed by 90-100 percent to pay back to people.So,people who works in AIG didn't got their salary this year.

That's not the way President Obama.What should you do as a president is to reform back your economy.Let those corporate falling with their knees and nationalized it.Bailout is not a solution.

Last budget is US$787 billion is like drop in the ocean compared with the huge amounts of money.

Who's actually owed who?

So,in order to pay back to the people,give them free services such as healthcare or education.That's would be better.And bring this capitalist faggots away from our money.Simple as that.

You don't need to be hectic about this.This is simple.The hardest part is to save those capitalist faggots.Leave them rot and die.They don't care about people,they only think about profits.

So,if we talking about debt,millions,billions,trillions,it's worth no more.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

George W Bush's Speech In Calgary.

I'm so sorry due to my anger last evening.It's my bad habit and because of my anger,I lost my sister.Long story guys,I'm so sorry.

Yesterday my mood was ruined by former POTUS George W Bush.That's why I let all my anger to all of you guys.When I'm not in a good mood,a provocation could be disaster.In cyberworld I let my keyboard do the things.In real life,my hands do all the things.When I'm not in mood--fork,spoon,plate,ashtray,everything grabbed and I'll throw staight to the face.I still got my muay thai kick although my ankle broked last November.I can kick people straight to the face,no problem at all.

Yesterday it's St Patrick's Day,it's Irish day of celebration.It's like Chinese with Chinese New Year,or Malay's Hari Raya.My arwah mom was half Turkish half Irish,so I believe although I'm not a St Patrick worshipper,and I'm not Christian,but in Irish society it's a celebration,it's good to meet up your Irish anchestors in our Little Dublin.

But hope to celebrate this Irish Day was shattered when former POTUS George W Bush came into town.In Calgary,Conservative Party(nicked as Tories) has queue since afternoon to meet George Bush's asshole.Meanwhile,all political science students must arrive sharp on 6 o'clock.Students attandance are compulsory.Police everywhere,while the Emperor of Asshole which the one ruined our world economy,our world peace and my Irish celebration day--came with escorts and CIA's black suits.Meanwhile,at the corner of the town,my friend Christina and her socialistas rebel has demonstrated against Bush's arrival to town.I'm joining the protest earlier at the morning,but I'm managing to escape.

Well,George Bush received tough questions from Calgarians--especially about his policy towards economy and Iraq.He refuses to answer by saying,

"Barack Obama deserves my silence".

Well personally,not his political policy--Bush is a nice guy.He is gentleman person,always allows people walk through him,and he's never grumble.He telling the security "not to tighten because I've once avoided a pair of shoe.I think I can handle it alone".

To be frank,I don't listen much with his speech.As he grabbed the microphone,I started to listen my I-Pod.But as the thunderous claps when he ending up his speech,I didn't clap,but looking him walk away from hall with an open,warm smile.

There's my story with former POTUS--George W.Bush--or he dubbed himself as "Dubya".

He might been the symbol of hatred,but he deserves a warm welcome from Calgarians.

p/s:Nami,I didn't bring my camera.All pictures I took from Canadian newspaper online pictures.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Siapa Kau Nak Tuduh Aku Bukan Islam?

Aku tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu supaya otak benak kau faham!

Ini apa yang kau kata:

Adakah saudari ANTI - Islam dan juga Agama Allah?

Maaf mungkin saya tak pasti...

Saudari bukan beragama Islam

Aku lebih suka berterus terang.Kalau aku cakap kau bodoh,kau bodoh.Aku bukannya orang seni,aku pelajar sains.Aku tak suka selindungkan fakta.Aku akan cakap apa yang betul.

Artikel semalam tentang Penagih-Penagih Politik,adalah termasuk dalam golongan kau,Lim Slim Shady.Kau adalah seorang penagih kronik yang wajar dihantar ke mana-mana rehab.Aku tak tau sama ada aku harus lempang kau atau aku harus bunuh kau.Tak tahu yang mana satu.Mulut kau yang bodoh lagi celupar tu buat aku marah tatkala aku sedang menyiapkan diri untuk mendengar lecture dari manusia paling dajal di muka bumi George W Bush.Aku ingat George Bush akalnya paling rendah,rupanya kau lagi bodoh rupanya.

Kau tuduh aku bukan Islam,kau ada nampak aku menyembah tok pekong mana-mana?Kau ada nampak aku masuk gereja?Kau ada nampak aku memijak-mijak al-Quran?

Artikel semalam adalah ketidakpuasan hati aku terhadap Hadi Awang tentang idea bodohnya tentang kerajaan campuran dengan BN.Kau apa hal nak tuduh aku bukan Islam?Kafirkah aku kalau aku kata dia bodoh nak buat kerajaan campuran?Apasal kau nak interfere Islam atau tidaknya aku.

Ingin sekali aku ludah orang-orang bodoh tapi sombong dan rendah akal tapi berlagak pandai.Sekali bercakap bajet seorang PhD,tapi hakikatnya kau ni sama seperti orang-orang yang beli PhD kat Kazakhstan.Kalau dah bodoh,bodoh la.Bila masa Parti PAS tu parti maksum?Semua orang dalam tu tak boleh dikutuk?Pada aku pergi mati la kata-kata kau tu.Orang yang dah lalok dengan politik mana sedar apa yang dia cakap.

Woi bodoh,sejak bila kalau masuk Islam kena daftar masuk PAS?Cakap dengan aku?Ada tulis kat Pintu Kaabah ke nama Hadi Awang?Ada tulis ke?

Ustaz ke,Ulamak ke,Hafiz ke,kalau salah tetap salah.Takkan benda macam tu pun kau bodoh benar nak faham?

Kau ingat kau dah cukup Islam nak mengkafirkan aku?Ada aku cakap aku anti agama Allah?Kau ingat semua ahli PAS tu perjuangkan agama ke?Hukum hudud yang dijanji tak buat-buat.Zakat pun agih macam tak betul.Kau ni sakit fanatik politik bangang!Pergi Pakistan mana ada PAS.Pergi Indonesia mana ada PAS.Kau pergi Mekah pun mana ada PAS!Kau je otak sakit.

Pergi mampus la kau!Bodoh,bangsat!

Monday, March 16, 2009

Politic Junkie.

Politics is like a drug.Use it wisely or you're a junkie.-Nami.

When first time I'm started to blog,I always trying to wrote something controversal,something provocative and something challenging people's mind.My blog reached lots of people,especially Pakatan Rakyat supporters,and especially on my coverage on Permatang Pauh by-election.

By the time Canadian Federal Election came,people starting not to viewing my blog anymore.I'm fine with that because it's my blog,I'm fine if anyone didn't leave a comment for me.Not because I'm no longer interested in Malaysian politics,but the news correspondent such as Nami and Jiman are no longer giving me news.Anyway,Malaysian politics are so lame that people here are laughing til they pee on their pants about Malaysian politics stupidity.I mean,all of them.

I never know naked in your house is wrong in Malaysia?How do you Malaysians bath?Or doing sex?Are you wearing pants while fucking or what?And just because a pervert snapped one of the MP,and you're calling them to step down?What the fuck?Princess Diana nude pictures are still around yet people still adores her.So?

And I don't know what happen to our super-moronic idiotic sarcastic Saiful.He told the whole world that Anwar fucks him.I don't know whether Anwar is gay or not,but I'm no bloody fucking idiot to let people fucking my ass as easy as eating pie.It's a shame when girl like me can defend myself with my self defence,rather than Saiful who is,I think,willingly to be fucked(if it's true).

I admit that I was a politic junkie before.But as time passes by,people are getting bored,even Michael Ignatieff Leader of House Oppossition willingly to co-oporate with Stephen Harper's government to solving economic crisis.I believe Republicans in US are also helping (well of course there will be drama on TV) Barack Obama to handle this problem.

I read Harakah,Suara Keadilan,Tukar Tiub,Utusan,everything is same.Pot calling kettle black.And that's why people like Sarah Samz hate politics so much.Because these political junkies idioticity are far far away from a moose.You know?Everything is so stupid that I decided to stop to write about Malaysian politics.Gag me with the spoon!

Hadi Awang,Anwar Ibrahim,Lim Kit Siang,Abdullah Badawi,Khairy Jamaluddin,Najis Tun Razak--all of them are puppeting people and spliting up Malaysians.I don't know if you Malaysians still not fade up with situation,but in Indonesians are already settled down with their politics thingy.Yup,it's a election year yet I saw Indonesians are far far organized than Malaysians politics.

To be frank,I don't trust Anwar since September 16th.After all of his words I really excited to be true--on September 17th deep down inside me I think he's bullshitting on me.I also being bullshitted by Liberal Party after Michael Ignatieff's not so aggressive with Harper.I decided to quit Liberal Party.This is crap.

Today,I've read Nami's article--Punk,Protest and Politics.After all these time I've been trapped by ideologies,promises and false hope.Then for me it's such a waste time to waiting in the line to vote.Such a waste.

My neighbor--United States of America,I've listened to his POTUS about his promises in election to beat John McCain the C+ grade student and the Alaskan bimbo Sarah Palin.Well,I rather to see Hillary to be POTUS,because Hillary was behind her husband Bill when dotcom companies booming like hell in 1990s.After all promises that he made,Barack Obama stunned the whole world by became the first African American to be POTUS.So what?If he's black or white or red or yellow or whatever,if he's an idiot he is an idiot.Before election he is promising to help poor people and build more schools and hospital for poor,ending up he spends so many trillion to bailout some bankrupt company.

I love to quoted Christina Riviera,a socialistas by saying,"Capitalism is dying?Let them die rotting in the burning hell!".And Obama still hoping that's this is a lifeline for those bullshit companies to comeback after this letdown.While the needy and poor still mumbling about their future,this fucking CEOs and Presidents are begging people's money to lifting up their company.

OK,my focus are landing back to Malaysia.Lately Hadi Awang mentioned about coalition government with BN.After all these time the people and the party against BN,Hadi Awang wants to establish coalition government with BN?Hey Hadi,you really want to be a Minister don't you?Seems powerhunger fueled by religion are still relevant in Malaysia?I don't see any hudud or whatever Islamic things you have done in several years.Hello,Achehnese already did hudud,why all of you PAS people didn't do as you promised to people?You won't dare don't you?Then stop talking crap.

Barisan Nasional with their developement promises,Anwar with his September 16th crap,Hadi with his mission to reign power fueled by religion,Karpal Singh is so addictive with attention after his provocation,this is what Malaysians really really wants?

Politics,whether in Malaysia,Canada or United States--are bunch of crap.Democracy supposed to be beautiful,by people,for people,to people,but ending up these culprits and bloodsucker will always be an agent to stupify people.Giving whole Malaysians the greatest drug of all--politics.

Stop talking crap.Do your fucking job!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

A Conversation With George W.Bush - in CALGARY???

My lecturer on March 17.What?George Bush is my lecturer?

Former POTUS George W.Bush will coming to Calgary for his lecture at Telus Convention Centre,Calgary on March 17 - and all Political Science,University of Calgary students attandance are compulsory.

It's on Tuesday.8pm.Sharp.Wear formal.

WTF?George Bush already ruined our economy with his two stupid hideous war and now he's ruining my personal life too?And he's giving me a lecture?Him??HIM??

George W.Bush to speak in Calgary.

And this is short notice.And George W.Bush?Arrggghhh!!

Christina Rivera and all socialist comrades!What are you waiting for?What better than now?

Telus Convention Center,Calgary,Canada.

At least the food is nice.Really,really nice(I bet you!)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Tag Of The Decade(Question of 10 Years)

Time comes and goes.10 years were in the blinking eyes.

Rules:Do answer the question based on the 10 years within 1999-2009.Simple as that. :) Give me ONE answer,not more than that.Precise,easy and simple.

*2009 is based on current situation.No future event because only God knows what happen next.


1.What is your favorite song on that year?(Doesn't mean the song should be released on that particular year)
1999:Genie In The Bottle(Christina Aguilera)
2000:The Way I Am(Eminem)
2001:A Woman's Worth(Alicia Keys)
2002:Don't Know Why(Norah Jones)
2003:Where Is The Love(Black Eyed Peas)
2004:No Surprises(Radiohead)
2005:Only One(Yellowcard)
2006:Perfect Situation(Weezer)
2008:You'll Never Walk Alone(Gerry and the Pacemakers)
2009:Bonita(Shayna Zaid)

2.What happen on your birthday on that year?(leave it blank if your birthday did not arrive yet).
1999:I celebrate my birthday at KLCC Garden,with Elly.
2000:Aril smashed me with eggs and flour mortar(damn!)
2001:Exam week,preparation for PMR(sigh!)
2002:Celebrate with my friend Lydia and it's hell of fun!She brings her hot guys around hik hik!
2003:I lost my wallet(damn!)
2004:Mouth wars between me and current bf Shahrul.(idiot!)
2005:Nami gave me paper teddy bear for my birthday.
2006:Celebrated first time in Canada,Elly baked birthday cake for me with mom.
2008:First time celebrate alone without Elly and mom. :(
2009:Current bf Rasheed gave me corn-in-the-cup as present.

3.Where did you celebrate New Year's Eve on that year?
1999:Home,Subang USJ.
2000:Home,Subang USJ.
2001:Home,Subang USJ.
2002:Home,Subang USJ.
2003:Lot 10,Kuala Lumpur.
2004:Mid Valley,Kuala Lumpur.
2005:Bukit Ampang,Kuala Lumpur.
2006:Home,Glenmore Calgary.
2007:Stephen Avenue,Calgary.
2008:Home,Glenmore Calgary.
2009:Citra's House,Glenmore Calgary.

4.What is your sweetest moment on that year?
1999:I'm the most popular girl in Form 1.
2000:I've got secret admirer.ha ha ha!
2001:Vacation at Pulau Perhentian with family.
2002:Trip to South Africa with family.
2003:I'm a rebel for "Revolusi Pengawas Menentang Cikgu Disiplin Diktator!".I've managed to bring all prefects to boycott school.
2004:Trip to Singapore first time without family.(and it's rock!)
2005:Valentine's Day.
2006:Watching Green Day live!
2007:Trip with my uncle to Manchester,Liverpool,Glasgow and London.
2008:Barisan Nasional defeat's in 5 states.
2009:Join socialist protest in streets of Calgary.

5.What is your saddest moment on that year?
1999:Not sad actually,but it's embarrasing.I've farted in the class and the sound is like "da-boom!"
2000:Current bf Fuad scolded me in front of my family.Silap besar la!
2001:I got hives,a serious hives!
2002:Fall from skate,head first.
2003:Celtic lost with Porto on UEFA Cup Final.Damn you Jose Mourinho!
2004:Mouth war with Shahrul on my birthday.
2005:Current boyfrienddumped me because of a friend backstabbing me.
2006:I dropped my course,Nuclear Engineering because I hate radiation!
2007:Elly and my mom's death.
2008:I'm hospitalized in 2 weeks of brain injury.
2009:So far so good.

6.What is your favorite movie on that year?

1999:10 Things I Hate About You
2000:Cast Away
2001:Ocean Eleven
2002:Lord Of The Ring:The Twin Towers
2003:Lord Of The Ring:Return of the King
2005:Star Wars:Revenge Of The Sith
2006:Da Vinci Code
2008:The Dark Knight

7.And I want to tag:

Sis Maria
Sarah Samz
Lady Zahra

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Shayna Zaid - Great Talent From Malaysia.


p/s:i love "Just Because"."Bonita" is cool too!

I've read about Nami's entry about talent and capitalism in his latest article about Akademi Fantasia.I sincerely didn't against Akademi Fantasia or any Idols but I disagree with the concept-easy lane to be rich and famous.And somehow I agree with Nami's point-capitalism has sold these brat as "the new face of art",and I can feel his angst and disappointment.

By the way,don't simply dismiss Malaysian talents especially who those really talented.But I know Akademi Fantasia somehow didn't help us much in looking for good talent in Malaysia,and I know there's some frustration among "true artist" who fights for their lifes under the sun and high-rise.

But not all "true artist" will fight their life in a middle of sun and busking on the streets.And Shayna Zaid is one of them.A Malaysian talent,but established in Big Apple.New York City is welcoming her,a biggest and brightest star,but I'm quite disappointed why Kuala Lumpur and Malaysian dismissed her as a biggest and brightest star?

She is a phenomenon in NYC.And the way she sings-she sings with her soul.And I'm her biggest fan,and I'm claiming it right now!Shayna is the greatest Malaysian singer,like P Ramlee,Sheila Majid and Sudirman.She deserved to be on the top.

Somehow Shayna has proved that even Malaysian can be a big star in NYC.Capitalism or not,she's the biggest star.

I really hope there's one Shayna and one P Ramlee in Akademi Fantasia or Malaysian Idol.I really do.But hope will remain hope if Malaysians itself didn't educate themselves,what is talent and what is fake?

And let me tell you,Shayna Zaid is the true talent!

Monday, March 9, 2009

Top 10 My Most Favorite Love Songs(And it's a Tag!!)

Not an actual tag usually,but it's more to getting know which tunes can make you smile whole day and thinking about your love.All you have to do is do list,like I did,and describe(you don't have to write Nami's style anyway :P),and tell why you love that love songs.Heartbreak love songs can also counts.

Warning:LOVE SONG,OKAY..nami,any revolution or System of A Down songs won't count.

p/s:and count it backwards like 10,9,8...because I think it's fun to read that way.

#Number 10.

Artist:Savage Garden

I was Standard 6 at the time I'm listening to this song.A naive little girl,typical grow up songs,it's a nostalgic song to me.Everytime I listens to this song,it reminds me at my crush Giuseppe (when I was living in Milan).

#Number 9.

Tentang Seseorang

I almost forget this song once in a while,but ever since my brother married with an Indonesian girl,more and more I gaining back my memories,especially in a great Indonesian movie Ada Apa Dengan Cinta.I was form 5,SPM back then.Very touched with the wordings. :)

#Number 8.

Artist:Nelly feat. Kelly Rowland

You know why I love this song?Simple!You love someone but ending up you're with someone else.You can feel between you and him,there's a chemistry but in the end,spliting at the crossroad of love.I miss this song.So damn much!

#Number 7.

Love Fool
Artist:The Cardigans

Another Giuseppe's memories.Well,sometimes you're waiting for response but still no response,and when the time at the airport,from Milan to Kuala Lumpur,then you're staring at the window,and wondering,"it's such a fool".Yes,indeed it's such a fool.

#Number 6.

True Love Waits

It was raining day.Well,in Malaysia,it's something stupid if you're singing in the middle of raining day because they called it "suara katak" which is absolutely ridiculous,while Nami play out this song with Aril's guitar,it's so marvelous,a mystic of the guitar sounds ambienced with the pouring rain.Indeed,if waiting such a pain,it's a true love.Reminds me of story of the guy waiting for her love one at train station.Just like what he told people;"Cinta yang agung ialah cinta yang menunggu."

#Number 5.

Artist:The Beatles

The song about break up,everytime I break up I will definitely listening to this song.Well,The Beatles always be the best,right?Liverpudlians,be proud of your lads.

#Number 4.

You Get Me
Artist:Michelle Branch

Michelle Branch is one of the greatest pop alternative singer in her era.I can declare she is like Lisa Loeb of her own,and well,this song is about true love that holds your heart.The wordings were awesome.If you're listening to this song,you'll definitely want to fall in love again,bet me,you will.

#Number 3.


Creep is one of the most greatest love songs that I ever listened,although even Thom Yorke the singer are hating it so much that he don't want to sing this song(probably because of pain memories,perhaps?).But anyway,if you really listens what Thom's saying in this words,well,listen carefully,you can feel the frustration and angst of being rejected.Song for the rejected.Easy guitar chord.G,B,C,C minor.But it's touched.

#Number 2.

Kiss Me
Artist:Sixpence None The Richer

If I'm married one day,I want this song will be the song that lead me dancing with my husband.This is a masterpiece from Matt Slocum the guitarist and if I listen to this song,I will listen it twice and feel how much I love my boyfriend right now.And of course,this song always be a theme song of greatest love movies such as She's All That,10 Things I Hate About You and Dawson's Creek.Such a great love.I love this song!!!(scream mode)

#Number 1.


I don't know why I want to pick this song as Number 1,I know this song drives me crazy for a while,it's really frustrated me when your ex boyfriend write a song for your own sister,but after she's gone,and I'm keep listening to this song over and over again,I really felt that my sister,Sherina,which never ever had a boyfriend before him,has fall in love with him.If I were her I won't able to faking up.This song is so special for her.

Now it's time to tag!

1.Sis Maria
4.Sarah Samz

and all people who adore my blog.hik hik!

p/s:please do for me,please..please..you don't have to be detail like me.