Javanese are not part of Malay,for them.

"We established our civilization more than Malay do.Before Malacca,Majapahit is the strongest nation ever!"

-Adryan Adi Worjoyo

Today,another deluge in the papercup happen again.This time,an unintended insult from a blogger in Federation of Bloggers about Javanese famous food,tempe.

There's an ex Chief Minister in Selangor,Datuk Seri Khir Toyo being criticized because of his infinite corruption and his bias attitude towards Elizabeth Wong.I also against for what Khir Toyo did to people of Selangor,and his attitude in Selangor was unacceptable when he was Chief Minister.

However,the title of the blog entitled "Pak Mat Tempe Melayu Pengecut" sparks the controversy among Javanese people,especially Nami,Citra Sasmi and Adryan.They believed that they being insulted by Malays who tagged Khir Toyo as "tempe".

Tempe is Javanese famous food.They're very proud of it and they really adore their tempe.In United States it's already becoming an industry,since vegetarian people loves its "meaty taste".Tempe is cheap protein and good for health.And Javanese people will always love their culture and their food.

Last Wednesday it was Malaysian who unintendedly insult Citra Sasmi and Adryan by calling Indonesian as "Indon".This is very offensive,hence,they're calling Malaysian "Malingsial" and "Malasia".Today,once again our attitude among Malays,a BIG IGNORANT ignores their feelings about their culture.

According from Citra Sasmi,JAVANESE ARE NOT PART OF MALAY.This is because they already established Majapahit empire long before Malay established Langkasuka or Srivijaya.This is fact.They already became one of maritime superpower,long before Malacca.

Read this article:Java is not Malay article 1.
Java is not Malay article 2.

So,they're not declaring themselves as Malay,or part of Malay.In Indonesia,Malay is a people in Riau,Jambi and Batam,and they're not part of Java.

So we don't know whether we're insulting them when we call Khir Toyo as "Pak Mat Tempe Melayu Pengecut".Because according to them,tempe associated with Java,and Java is not Malay.

So,once again,

MAAFKAN KAMI.

Yossi Benayoun is a Jew,so what?

"I ask nothing of the Jews except they should dissapear."

-Nazi Polish governor,Hans Frank with his Nazi-racist statement.

It was Wednesday afternoon,and I've spent my day watching Champions League football games with my brother Shahril,his wife Citra Sasmi,Citra's cousin Adryan and Adryan's significant other,Mary Shane.Meanwhile Rasheed with his first educational about football,since he only knows about ice hockey.He don't even know what is offside.I have to tell him which player is offside and no matter how much I try to explain,he still don't understand.Never mind.

So it's a game between Liverpool and Real Madrid.Shahril and his wife were staunch Manchester United fan,while Adryan and Mary Shane were Liverpool fans.My team,Celtic FC already been eliminated,never mind,I'm not such a gloryhunter afterall.Since I spent my young days in Milan,I support Inter Milan.

And in 86th minute Yossi Benayoun strikes a goal against Real Madrid's goalkeeper Iker Casillas and suddenly with frustration tones Shahril shouted,"damn,Yahudi sial!",because he prefers Real over Liverpool.

And then Shahril shouted at Adryan(since Adryan is a Muslim),"Yahudi Zionis bunuh Palestin!" and Adryan with Mary Shane keep on singing "You'll Never Walk Alone".I'm joining them,since Celtic FC is also in the same anthem.

For me,I have no problems if any Israeli players in my favorite team.Well,Jews are also human race.They're just playing football,nothing involves with politic.

I understand the frustration among Muslim with Israeli oppression against Palestinian,but the West Bank conflict is not about religion,it's about racist agenda.Zionist also killing Christian Arabs,like George and Rasheed told to me.

But I don't understand why Yossi Benayoun should be hated by Muslim?Just because he is a Jew?I believe Rafa Benitez put him on the game because of his quality,not because his race.

Now I believe we should judge him by his ability.If he's good,let him play.If not,kick him out.And he is good.So what if he's a Jew?

More and more Muslims became more racist by hating Jews for no reason.Even some Jews against Zionist and Israel.Albert Einstein is a Jew,but his theory E=mc² are also against the idea of Zionism.Even he is from Israel,football is just football,why should we involving him with the conflict in West Bank?

To my beloved brother Shahril,Malcolm Glazer is a Jew,so what is your point right now?

Just shut up and watch football,will you?

Indonesians Are Patriotic,They're Offended When People Called Them "Indon".

Indonesia Raya,Merdeka!Merdeka!Tanahku,negeriku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya,Merdeka!Merdeka!Hiduplah Indonesia Raya.

Indonesia Raya,national Anthem of Indonesia.

My brother marrying an Indonesian lady this month,and since married,my brother are adapted to be a little bit less Malay-Canadian and became more Indonesian.My brother Shahril are learning Indonesian,especially Javanese culture,eating tempe as his protein supplimentary and he always wear his Javanese batik peci,and although we are far away from Indonesia,the vibe is still there,especially Citra's mom(my brother mom-in-law) Mrs. Ayusari Sudirman,and Mr.Hardina dad-in-law of Aril.They're nice,but for me they are the most patriotic family I ever see in my entire life.

According from Mr.Hardina,his father was an army of the Great Sukarno(that's what he call),and his grandfather also fought against Dutch for independence.During at that time his family settled at Malang,East Java.And his family is uphold Indonesia above everything they had,they love their own country more than anything they had.They don't even interested to change their nationality(just like me and Aril did).

Citra's cousin,Adryan,with his uncle open up Indonesian-Javanese cuisine restaurant.In front of his restaurant,it's a Maple Leaf and Sang Saka Merah waving every now and then.They are very patriotic and don't mess with them,they cannot tolerate if anybody create a joke about their beloved nation.

Today,there's a deluge in the papercup in the house today.I'm using Citra Sasmi laptop for online,while his cousin are also coming.Right now I'm in Citra's house,for family feast.Suddenly Citra was at back of me shouted "Cilaka malingsia!Panggil kami Indon ya!",everyone was shouting and cursing on my friend.

Shahril as a husband trying to console his wife to calm down.As ex-Malaysian,he realized that the big taboo of Indonesia has always been ignored by Malaysian.Shahril trying his best to console his wife,while Adryan keep cursing Malaysia as Malingsia (Maling literally in Indonesian-thief),and cursing Tunku Abdul Rahman to Abdullah Badawi.

Since I'm no longer Malaysian,so does Aril,we don't felt offended much when they called Malaysia,Malingsia.But it's where I born(Aril was born in Turkey),I was born there,my school was there and I have a lot memories in Malaysia.But these ignorant attitude,among Malaysians,that always make their neighbors,offended.


Proclaimation of Indonesian Independence,August 17th,1945(the truth Independence,they fought with their blood)

I've been to Indonesia before.They are cool,and to be honest,they're even up-to-date than Malaysian in fashion.They're up-to-date in art and music,and their films are way better than Malaysia.I bet Malaysian culture,especially Malay,were all came from Indonesia.

Lemang came from Indonesia,rendang came from Indonesia,soto came from Indonesia.Rasa Sayang song also came from Indonesia.Malaysian especially Malay actually don't have identity at all,they are steal and proclaim themselves as their owns.It's wrong.And that's why Indonesians calls all of you,Malingsia.

Citra said that she respect some Malaysian who respect Indonesia,like her Malaysian friend Toby,Siti,and Nami.She also said that Indonesian people are not slaves for Malaysia,they're helping Malaysia but instead Malaysian people insult them as Pendatang Tanpa Izin and Malaysian soldier (especially RELA) insult them in concertration camp.

She said some Malaysian people are "ungrateful bastards" towards Indonesia,Indonesian helps Malaysia to build roads,building,working in factory,babysitting Malaysian younglings,instead,they received insults.

This is not the way Malaysian treat them.You must consider that they contribute their own life for you,instead you're acting like a boss and insult them.

I'm feeling bad to be Malay right now,although I'm no longer Malaysian.

On behalf of Malaysians(although I'm no longer Malaysian citizen),I asking to whole Indonesian people who felt offended to us,

MAAFKAN KAMI.

The People's Republic Of Malaysia.

"All men are created equal."
Thomas Jefferson,3rd US POTUS.


It's been a long time I've not write something radical in my blog.Well,when we in mood of love,the ideas won't came out until the mood to write something radical comes.

This evening I've chat with my long time socialistas friend,my ex boyfriend,Nami.Now,he is a stubborn radical friend.When first time I bring him at my home in Subang Jaya,he's bringing hatred letters and zines from the society of underground.His views is always be left-wing,radical,anti this and anti that.A socialist anarchist person.

OK,cut off my old story.What I've trying to write is,the idea of Malaysia to be a republic country.Without king,led by president,and what would happen if this situation happens in Malaysia.

For your information,Canada is not a republic.Our ruler is Queen Elizabeth II.Literally,we're still not independence from Britain yet,since we need to refers with Privy Council,and Queen representatives is Governor General,which been elected by Queen of England.

I guess what makes nowadays people questionized monarchy system,is because it's no longer relevant with the new world situation.In this world nowadays,people judging you based on your ability not nobility,or your blood.So,if you cannot lead,no matter you're from Genghis Khan or Peter the Great,you cannot lead.

Well,I'm bit by bit,accepting Nami socialist point of view.He definitely disagrees about dividing class,a society based on rank.He mentioned "we are all son of Adam and Eve,there's no such thing as king and slaves".Such a strong statement from young socialistas like him.He also mentioned that "Islam is the closest religion with socialism".Why we pray and ruku' and sujud facing one way to Kaaba.Because we Muslims didn't obey other than Allah.Why we fasting,why we pay zakat and why we go hajj,it's all socialist in symbolic way of Islam.

A little bit I accepting his view.After wasting such a huge time arguing with him about socialist when both of us in love(to be honest I love to argue with him,to be honest he is a good debator),socialist is a bit of Islam,the only reason we lives it's because we don't worship other than Allah.That's for sure.But in monarchy,you need to obey and worship your king.If not,you're derhaka.It's mean your head will come off.

French,Russian,Iranian and Egyptian kings been overthrowed because of revolution.So does Nepalese king and Manchunian emperor,revolution boiled as people angers asking for fair political power.People realized that there is no future for them if monarch still there.

After chat with Nami,I realized that we,the people still can live without king.We still can eat well,sleep well and don't worry much without king.We don't need king at all.In fact,it's king who need us the most.If we don't pay taxes,they don't get their allowance and their royal regalia.Their crowns and tiara,were paid by people.So,if monarchy didn't appriciate people that support them,so why should we?

I think Malaysian revolution will start eventually,no matter what it will happens.10,20 or maybe another 50 years,it will happens.We already saw UMNO stronghold such as Selangor and Kedah crumbles to oppositions.We already saw Malay already declare war with their own Sultan.There will be more.

To be honest as Canadian I also felt discontent about Queen Elizabeth royal power here.We need president to rule,in fact,the greatest nation on Earth right now is a republic.So,what's a problem to be a republic?

It's time for us to break this idioticity away.We don't need you anymore,dearest king and queen,prince and princess.We need an equal share of power,for people to people from people.You're no longer been worshipped.Wake up from your stupid chair,throw up your stupid crown and bring your lazy bum ass to work!

And for the republic,it's a great to feel that people rules for their own people.Not from a family that always telling this and that.

We don't need you,kings.You need us.So listen us or else,revolution is at the front of your palace door.Where all peasants chasing you with sickles and hoe.

I believe Republic of Malaysia will be better,strong country for you.And I hope there will be Republic of Canada too.

Mega Tagging From Sarah!

A mega tagging from Sarah Samz.Cheers!

Name Initial Matters!

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag some people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Ezreen
2. A four Letter Word: East?
3. A boy's Name: Elliot
4. A girl's Name: Emily
5. An occupation: Escort?
6. A color: E56E94(Pink Pale Red html code)
7. Something you wear: Elly's charmbracelet.
8. A food: Egg
9. Something found in the bathroom: E-coli?
10. A place: England
11. A reason for being late: Excuse me,but my car has blown up!
12. Something you shout: Ewwww!
13. A movie title: Emily the Strange
14. Something you drink: Eggplant juice.
15. A musical group: Evanescences
16. An animal: Eagle
17. A street name: Easton Road.
18. A type of car: Enviromental car.
19. The title of a song: Emotion.


Button.

Don't get your heads up high. Hahaha. Cheers~
Let the tag cycle BEGINS!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. ON SHUFFLE.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag ur friends AS MANY AS YOU WANT. :P
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Warning-Green Day

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Nice Dream-Radiohead

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Love My Computer-Bad Religion

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Planet Telex-Radiohead

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
You'll Never Walk Alone-Celtic FC

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
True Love Waits-Radiohead

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Superwoman-Alicia Keys

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker-Sandy Thom

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Idioteque-Radiohead(haha!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Perfect Situation-Weezer

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Starlight-Muse

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Creep-Radiohead(eh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pizza Pie-System Of A Down

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Kiss Me-Sixpence None The Richer

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Guerilla Radio-Rage Against the Machine(haha so socialism!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Violent Pornography-System of A Down(hahahahah!no wonder they call me Lani Lane!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
With or Without You-Kelly's Wig

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
My Pluggin Baby-Muse

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Everywhere-Michelle Branch

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Dangdut Is The Music of My Country-Project Pop(from Citra Sasmi mp3 haha!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Karma Police-Radiohead

THE END. :D


25 Stoofs.


Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. I'm lefthanded.
2. I love Celtic FC because I'm half Irish.
3. My boyfriend is younger than me.
4. My birthday is on March 9th,a day after Women International Day.
5. I love corn-in-the-cup.
6. I adore Hillary Clinton as my neighbor Secretary of State.
7. I love to be girl scout,again!
8. I love exploring the darkside of Internet(haha!)
9. I love Darth Vader.
10. I learn taekwando,muay thai,capoera and taichi.
11. I miss my sister.
12. I was the one who lead Prefect Revolution in my school.
13. I love Thom Yorke of Radiohead.
14. I'm liberal.
15. I rather walk from my home to university rather than taking bus.
16. I craving for durians and ice kacangs.
17. I love my Nizam the Platipus,my weird pet,a platipus.
18. I screaming like fuck when I watched Radiohead live in concert.
19. I'm sucks in cooking.
20. I'm very precise in timing.I hate people to late even a second.
21. Lately I'm enjoy to watch theatre.
22. I love Boston Celtics.
23. For me Shunsuke Nakamura is waaaay cuter than Cristiano Ronaldo.I hate "orang yang bajet bagus.
24. I love poets and corn-in-the-cup to approach me.
25. I'm currently happy with my life.


Now I tag:
1. Sue
2. Nami
3. Kak Maria
4. KO_E
5. Lim Slim Shady
6. Zahra Lady Z
7. Nizam the Platypus.

New Candidate For Punky?Any Opinion Guys?

Oh,Rasheed dearest,is that I'm goofying around or what?Hahaha!

Well I guess my heart is ready for new love.Lesson to be learn.Never be so perfectionist.I'm not a perfect person at all.

Well,Rasheed is average boy,besides,he is a year younger than me.He is not a socialistas rebel or a skater,like I used to hang on,he is not either a book smart or street smart.An ordinary person.

A story,well written about Rose killed her sister Jasmine teached me that love is not about obsession.I'm not obsessed with my new Punky,after all,I accept him for whatever he is.

Life goes on.C'est la vie!

Tag From Sarah.

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?
Sis-in-law Citra,Bro Aril,Christina Rivera

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?
You'll Never Walk Alone-Celtic FC

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
Reading Antigone script.

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
Sis-in-law Citra,to the mall.

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW?
Yellow.

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
Type 'type'.

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
Elly's keychain,my charm bracelet,and TV remote control.

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
Apple green.

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
C$90

10 . HOW'S LIFE?
Busy.

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
Superwoman-Alicia Keys.

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
Study study.

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
31 October 2007,the day she left all of us.RIP.

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
Heaven.

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
Last time with my dad,last week.

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
Sis-in-law Citra.

17.WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
Theatre.

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
Van der Sar superb record.How I wish he play for Celtic.

1 9. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
Brave New World,written by Aldous Huxley book,from Christina Rivera.

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
Definitely a man.

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
Tired.

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
Besties!

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
Myself.

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
Erk, they?

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
Sort of.

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
Filet o Fish and fries.

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
Last week.I miss my mom and Elly so badly.

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
La la la la la!Celtic!Celtic!win tomorrow night!

Now I tag :

Nami
Sue
Nyzm
Lady Mariah
KO_E

Elizabeth Wong:Is Privacy in Malaysia Worth A Price?

Well,I'm quite disappointed with situation in Malaysia nowadays.Politicians are become more--excuse me,pervert?I wonder why rape and sexual harrestment issues in Malaysia are become more common than usual,compared with 10 years ago.

I guess either BN side or Pakatan side realized--or not,that this is absolutely beyond the line.Hey,Joe Biden always criticized Sarah Palin in US elections last year,but he never show some nude sexy Palin pics in public.I don't think Barack Obama ever had a spy to Hillary Clinton and put some camera inside her bed,and record his sexual activities with Bill.Hello,are you pervert enough?

Now,Elizabeth Wong is a woman with caliber.She is a great debator,a "Girl Power" class of her own.But bring her down like this,aren't you shame enough men?As I told you,most Malay men will always born with stupidity ego,and they will try whatever they can--including sending nude pictures for bring this caliber Girl Power torchbearer down.

I also received the same sabotage--only not as humiliating as Elizabeth got.

Well,from Canada with spirit of Girl Power,you always be with me Elizabeth.

And who-ever did this unmoral political ethics--shame on you.You don't deserved to be loved by women.

Let the spirit of Girl Power uphold and we girls will stand behind you.

UMNO-Pervert politicians.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button From My Point of View.

I watched this movie last week,but suddenly I felt want to share my experience,especially from my point of view after I watched this movie.

Well,I don't mind about Brad Pitt was born to be old.But I don't know,this story seems for me it's weird.I never have in my mind,born old,die young.It's something confusal in my head to understand this movie.

Anyway,this story is about how people want to escape their life from the frame of time.We born as babies,grow up as children,and teenager,grow as adult,and then grow older and finally dies.But somehow we humans always trying to escape ourselves from this timeframe.

We always want to look young although we actually old.Look at Ronald Reagan,to be honest he died in young,although he was 93 years old.He always look young,he always active in gym,work out when he was a POTUS,and he always attempt he is younger than everyone although he is around 70 years old during his presidency.

Well,I don't know.When I was a kid,around 5 years old,I always want to grow up.I want to wear high heels,and always watching my mum walking.I like the way she walk,graceful and I want to be as graceful as her.Of course my adorable sister will also follow my steps,and it's funny when both of us unintendedly broke my mum's pair of high heels!

But as I growing up,I want to be when I was young.Where is my world is just me and Elly.Where I don't have to pressure with my studies,lovey-dovey problems and everything.Where everything was fun and everyone's adores you.

What I get from this movie is we humans always try to escape from timeframe.Like Ronald Reagan or Naomi Campbell,they don't realized how old they was until the day they die.

Meanwhile,growing old doesn't mean bad.Wrinkles and eye bags will coming.Even bigger.I can't bend my backbone like some gymnasts did,not when I was 5.I think I can do anything I want.

Not anymore.Of course you can't running naked around the house,just like when you was 5!

But to be honest,I wish I was Benjamin Button.

Dear Bestie.

To my bestie,

We start to know each other in the wrong way.We both argue and fighting over a man,which for me is ridiculous.We fight and finally I have to accept,it's your man and I have to accept it.

For me he is a nice man.He might not smell good,always sweaty when we met up,and he is 'a person out from cave',no table manners in front of food.But he always be himself,and that's his character.He always touches people that he love with his words,his childish character that finally make us laugh.I knew you also touches with his character too.(to that guy,this is honest,okay?No offense! )

I don't need to argue,and I don't want to fight about him anymore.What's past is past,bygone is bygone.I wouldn't ask him to pay back everything that I spent for him during 1 year in relationship with him.

It's your right to defend your right.But seriously,I don't want to steal back your boy.It's your boyfriend.I just want to create joke,and be goofy like friend to friend.I'm just his friend,not more than that.

Believe me,your friendship worth everything that I could ever get.And I really mean it.I know during I'm in hospital it's you crying for me.I guess nobody except you.And I appriciate for that.

And I know it's hard for be a best friend for someone who currently in love with ex.If you be like me you'll know it's hard.But friendship is over up above,no one could ever disturb it.

I already lost my sister because of him,now I don't want to lose my bestfriend too.

I can disappear from both of you,if you want to.If you really want me to do that,I will stop blogging,I will stop Myspacing,everything.Just to make sure both of you happy.

You see,everytime both of you got crisis,I'm the one that should be blame.I'm tired to be blamed all the time.I'm tired to be in between of relationship,and I don't want to be in limbo.

If you really mean "friends forever",then you should embrace those words with care and love,not doubts and envy.

History is history.Germany killed 100,000 French in World War II,but now they became friends.How many Japanese died after American blasted an atomic bomb in Hiroshima and Nagasaki,yet they are one of the biggest trade partner in the world.

We should learn from history,and I failed to love him because of doubt.If you repeat mistakes like I did,you'll be the one who screaming out and disappointing.

Take care of him with love and care.And take care of me as your best friend.

I swear to God that he is nothing but my best friend.

Before I end this open letter,let us sing this Spongebob's song together,shall we?

F is for friendship,friends forever
U is for U and me
N is for N-yway and N-ything at all!
It's all fun for me!

hug and kisses bestie!

xoxo

Viva forever!

Spread your Love!

Who those with your lover,take care your love carefully.

Who those who alone,enjoy your life as usual.

Who those who want to make love tonight,play save.

And who those who died because of love,you're a martyr of love.

And for those who have thought Valentine's Day is a day for celebrating St. Valentine's birthday,let's forget about that.We celebrate the Day of Love,not his birthday.

Boys,take your girls,wear nice,smell nice,bring flowers,sing a song,write a poetry,treat your girl as a queen.

Girls,pamper yourself,be cheeky and let the love in the air!

Miley Cyrus is our New Britney Spears.

Yes I still do remember.It was 1997 when naive aura is surround me.I was 11 years old.Britney Spears in that time,was Disney Channel artist,alongside Christina Aguilera,Justin Timberlake and Backstreet Boys.

After her first hits Hit Me Baby One More Time,she strucks with a lot of controversies.Controversies which sometimes sounds idiot,but controversies still a controversies.

She told the press that she wants to remain virgin until she's married.

In the end Justin Timberlake(what a lousy taste) fucks her before she even marry her husband.She then fucks with Fred Durst(what?another lousy taste),and everything that she upholds now goes to the drain.

In 2003 she created a controversy,kissing with Madonna.People accused her as lesbian.She then marrying her first husband Jason Alexander within 48 hours,before divorce.She then married with Kevin Federline the dancer(what?).

She then divorced,emotionally unstabled and almost be a moron.

After rehab and rehab and rehab,she finally stablize herself,which for me a good recovery after a hideous stupidity which for me is unforgiven.

Well,Miley Cyrus is the brand new Disney Channel star.After her first sucsess of Hannah Montana,she then created a controversy due to her naked camera pictures that bluetoothed by all people around the world.Duh?

She then break up with one of Jonas brother(I don't remember which,my headache is as hard as rock right now),and currently date with underwear model I don't remember his name,Gaston,Justin or who-the-fuck-he-is,I don't care.

She told media that she will remain a virgin until she married.(ha ha ha ha!)

She is right now been sued by some Chinese who felt offended sue her US$4 billion(C$6.5 billion) after her slant-eye pose.

Well,I just want to told you guys,Disney is evil as fuck.Disney can turn a decent country girl into lunatic freaking whore.Believe me,after Britney,here comes Miley,who's next?Vanessa Hudgens?Already got her nude pic.

Well,the best thing for you kids is to leave your tv remote control and go back to your room and read your book.

p/s:the only good thing about Disney is Phineas and Ferb.The best cartoon for me so far.ha ha ha!

Evil as fuck.

Tag and Keep On Tagging.

This tag game is called "Motion Pictures Soundtrack".All you have to do is answer those questions below with song title that suits your answer.Ready?

YOUR FEEL TODAY.

1.How do you feel today?
"Good"-Better Than Ezra.

2.How do you describe yourself?
"Superwoman"-Alicia Keys.

3.You meet your favorite singer/actor/sportperson.How does you feel?
"El Scorcho"-Weezer

4.What do you feel about your neighbor?
"Freak On the Leash"-KoRn.

5.What do you feel about your boss/lecturer/teacher?
"Shut Up"-Simple Plan.

6.What does you feel when you drive/walk to school/office/college?
"Let Down"-Radiohead.

7.What does you feel towards your best friend?
"My Best Friend"-Weezer.

8.What does you feel towards your boy/girlfriend?
"Berhenti Berharap"-Sheila On 7.

9.What does you feel when you're facing big moments such as presentation/exams/interview?
"You'll Never Walk Alone"-Celtic FC

10.When clock strikes 12.00 am it's time to?
"Go To Sleep"-Radiohead.


PEOPLE SURROUND YOU.

1.Your mother?
"When Your Gone"-Avril Lavigne

2.Your father?
"The Greatest Men That Ever Lived"-Weezer

3.Your brother?
"Jackass"-Green Day.

4.Your sister?
"My Immortal"-Evanescence

5.Your pet?
"Cheeky Cheeky Goo"-Phineas and Ferb.

6.Your lover/significant other/crush?
"Creep"-Radiohead.

OTHER PEOPLE.

1.Barack Obama?
"I Can"-Johanna Stahley.

2.George W Bush?
"Ha Ha You're Dead"-Green Day

3.David Beckham?
"Bodysnatchers"-Radiohead

4.Miley Cyrus?
"Nobody's Perfect"-herself.

5.Joe Jonas?
"So What"-Pink

6.Chris Brown?
"You Make Me Sick"-Pink

7.Zac Efron?
"Who's That Girl?"-Eve

8.Angelina Jolie?
"Wannabe"-Spice Girls.

Now it's time for the next tag victim:-Sue,Sarah Samz,Nami,Nyzm and KO_E.

Elly,If Only You Were Here Right Now.

My dearest sister,Elly,

Yesterday our big brother Along married with someone he love.Of course life has change a lot,especially Papa,me and Aril.Aril right now is like Papa,has a responsiblity to take care his family.

Last few months,before Along get married,I've been thinking a lot about you,and Mom.I've been thinking if only both of you right now here with me,prepare for Aril's big day.I wonder that you'll be busy as me,especially our Along is well known with his ignorant attitude.In his final bachelor days he finally realized he is the one get married,not me.

Everything was fine,of course,things will be more excited if Aril's wedding happens in Malaysia.Especially to meet friends and family,not from far far away from our beautiful nation of Malaysia.Well,I'm ain't Malaysian anymore.But I miss Malaysia a lot,especially durians and ice-kacang.You of course will missing your favorite lemang.It's like you don't want to miss lemang in Hari Raya.

Dear Achik,

I still cry and guilty for what I've done to you.I can't control my anger.In my head I in that time there's only one I've ever think,why him?Why my ex who dumped me is the one that you chose to love?Well,he is no longer be with me,and I accept that fact,slowly I realized I must forget all these thing before I become 'andartu'.

Dear Achik,

You know that we have shared a lot.We shares dresses,foods,laughs,cries,everything.Just like mama told me,you and I were so close that no one could ever torn us apart.No one can break us,well I was wrong.He is the one,my ex boyfriend,and your one and only boyfriend break us apart.I don't want to blame him,I'm more to blaming myself.He deserved to be love by someone who really cares about him.Like you or his current girlfriend,Sue.Don't worry Elly,I knew Sue.She is a nice girl.She is capable to be his girl,to replaced you.

Dear Achik,

Our relationship since you've met and close with him is not good like before.Everything turns so sour.I've smashed your favorite Barbie dolls toy,I've shouted at your face,humiliating you in front of people,calling you "a retarded sister",the worst is when I threw plate and dishes to your face,and you're bleeding.No one can stop me.I feel superior.Your pain and agony seems a music for me.All because you've cross the line,someone that I love dumped me because of you,which I can't accept that.

Papa scared that I might killing you on that time.That's why Papa send you apart from home.But in the end,you've choked because of peanut salad,which you're not supposed to eat,and fate has come,you're on the path to meet God.

When the news arrives,Mama cries and didn't go out from her bed.For weeks she crying and never say a word.Sometimes the way she stares at me it's like I'm the one who killing you.I cry all night long thinking what I've done to you.Papa registered me into anger management course.

As the time passes by,as the memories go away,I realized that what else that I have right now,except our sweet memories as sisters.Just because a man,I almost kill you.

Few months later Mama passed away,and we buried her besides you.For taking care of you.The few weeks before she's gone,she told us that "she wants to be with Achik because Achik is a great daughter",Oh God,if only you know what I've felt right now.

Now Along already married.It's a right time for him to stands at his own feet.Me,I don't know.No one likes girl with Capoera and Muay Thai as her talent.While you,my sister,you're an angel in this house but since you're gone,this house were empty.

I could spend my days crying inside your room.Papa locked your room so I'll never depressed when I've thinking of you.As the day you've born,to the day you left me,you left me one thing to me-no matter how harsh I treat you,and no matter how I humiliating you,you always smile and love me as your sister.

I'm not a good sister.

Elly,if only you were here right now.

Najib,You Can't Buy Pride!

This is an open letter to all Malaysians.

Yesterday,one of Malaysian state government has been toppled.It's actually a common thing for some countries,for coup d'etat with defection in order for the government to collapse.There are 3 ways to overthrow the government,says in Arriana Huffington's book How to Overthrow the Government.

1.No-confidence vote.You can gather all opposition and some discontent government members to against ruling party.

2.Military intervene.Just like what happen in Thailand,the military came with tanks and guns and seize government buildings.

3.Revolution.Just like what Filipino did to Ferdinand Marcos,they're marching at streets and creating chaos until the government disable to control.

It's seems Anwar is so ignorant when he open up his trick book.Najib mobilizing it,and launch an assault to Perak Pakatan's ruling government.With a shaky government comprimise a Pas member,which is only 6 out of 58 seats,it's shows that how "Ketuanan Melayu" still apply even in Pakatan.

If I were Perakian,I will allow myself a DAP leader.Or perhaps to play save,DAP should give more space for Malays to join their party.

Now,stop complaining.Nami will always be lese majeste,but I don't think Malaysians should do that.Malays aren't Irish.Malays history is not as bad as Irish,Iranians or French or Russian Revolution era.However,the Sultans must stop giving aid to Barisan Nasional because it's seems like Barisan Nasional always using them to over rule your country.Sultans must be neutral,do not interfere political problems.Like King Carlos of Spain,King Gustav of Sweden or Queen E,they were all stay neutral in any how and any day.

Now,Najis tun Razak game of politics,he treat it like football clubs.If you can buy players,the player can join the club.This is not a Premier League,Najib.This is Malaysian future.You can't buy pride,Najib.

I've heard some discontent and disagreement from some even from Perak people,and I believe this Machievellian style to rule,this is so dirty that we people should act.

The rakyat should play a major role in their politics.

3 choices at above,which one is your choice?

How many years you want to stay in corrupted,dirty system of politics?

Afterall,it's not my problem.My problem is with Stephen Harper,not Najis Tun Razak.

Malaysians,you decide.

Chinese Communist are more evil than Israeli Zionist!

More and more Muslim world urging for boycott this so called "Zionist product",such as KFC,McD,Kotex,Nestle,Burger King etc.They urge to boycott this Zionist product because of Israeli aggression against people of Palestine,and massacre that happens around 50 years ago,never ever stop.

Everyone seems love to blame Zionist as the 'sole eternal Muslim enemy',but this people,for me,definitely ignorant about what happens to Muslim people in China.

According from my Google Earth,from Kuala Lumpur to Muslim Province of Uighur is around 2,568.39 miles,compared with Gaza 4,755.08 miles.So,if all of you Malaysians can see what happen in Gaza,why aren't you didn't see what happen in Uighur?

In Malay there's a proverb:"kuman seberang laut boleh nampak,gajah depan mata tak nampak".

Yesterday Nami wrote his beautiful poem about misery in Malaysia.Well I don't want to go closer than that,because I don't know,Muslim in Malaysia prefers to be Muslim International,they don't give a fuck what happen with people who scavenge in streets of Kuala Lumpur.(even I get a critic too from him.)

For your information,by this far,Chinese communist authority has already spent US$61 billion for military expansion,and paralleled with Chinese parity,which 10 times lower than US,US$61 billion seems like US$610 billion!

Now,by so far,Chinese authority has murdered over 200,000 MUSLIM Uighur since Communist establishment in 1949.During Chinese Cultural Revolution,unmarried women of Uighur has been fucked by Chinese military.Uighur men has been forced to be slave,build railways and road.Married women has been fucked in front of their husbands.Children has been murdered,head off and they hang their heads around the town.In Tibet,most monks has been murdered by thousands bullets at their monestary.In communist country they're atheist,so no religion allowed in China.Imam has been murdered and hang in front of City Hall.They burnt Quran,they're forced Uighur women to do orgy for them.

Now I telling you,if all of you boycotting this Zionist products WITHOUT EVEN BOYCOTT CHINESE PRODUCTS,YOU'RE BLOODY HYPOCRITE!

Now,yesterday a protestor has threw shoe towards Chinese Premier Wen Jiabao,like Muqtader al Zaidi which threw his shoe to Bush.I'm glad somebody threw the shoe to this commie bloodsucker!

At least Americans or Israeli allows its people to vote,unlike Chinese!

So today I urge all of you,if you boycott so called Zionist products,you must also boycott Chinese product too!

For your information,I never miss Olympic Games.When Olympic arrives,I'm waiting it with great expectation,with great athletes and sports event,but Beijing 2008,I decide to boycott it.I never watch Beijing Olympics,I never buy any souvenir,I never buy anything from Chinese.I rather to pay a little bit expensive Korean vegetables rather to buy anything Chinese.

I guess what happen in Gaza can also be compared with what happen in Uighur,except people in Malaysia never noticing it.Or even worst,NEVER BOTHER!

Uighur people will definitely jealous with Palestinian because those Arabs got more attention than Uighur people.BUT REMEMBER,THEY ARE MUSLIM TOO!


Uighur people.



Military harrestment in streets are common in China.



Muslim Uighurs behind the bars.



One of Uighur's detention camps.



Military activity including murder and rape Uighur people in action.



In Urumqi,capital city of Muslim Province of Uighur,Chinese Han take over the land that Uighurs owned.They're living in painful poverty.



Uighur girls often received sexual harrestment from Chinese military.



Only communist rules,no religion allowed!

Now,open your eyes Muslims!OPEN YOUR EYES!

Antigone,dude,I'm joining theatre?

I was walking on my faculty,just scribble with notes and some articles that I should refer,suddenly a girl walking near at me.

"Hello Ez,my name is Susan".

"Hi Susan.How can you know my name?"

"Well,you're President of Lefthanders Club right?Who haven't forgot your inspirational speech,about lefthanded people and discrimication with left people?I'm a lefthander too."

"Hehe,uh,you know it's a rhetoric that create a wonderful speeches.It never be wonderful without rhetoric."

"Well,I want you to be my actress,lead actress in my play."

"Err..I never act in play.I never had a experience(to act)."

"Don't worry,I see,people like you will never have a problem with stage fright.I think you're alright.Besides,I've read one of your articles about Girl Power Movement in Faculty of Humanities,right?It's inspiring us!"

"Err..thank you."

"In conjunction with Women Emancipation's Day on April 21st,I hope you can join us to perform Antigone,the Greek girl power play."

"Who is Antigone?A Greek?I don't speak Greek.I have anchestor of Turkish but I don't speak Turkish,how can I speak Greek?"

"Don't worry,we will doing it in English.All you have to do is coming to our talent casting,right now.By the way,I'm your director,Susan McPhilson.Christina Rivera,she's the one who recommends you."

"Bloody bastard girl!Haha!Well,I hope you're don't pick the wrong girl.I don't know how to act."

"Ok,here's a script,all you need to do is read,and imagine that you're a women leader who wants to defend women from these,sarcastic,egomaniac guys."

"Now I like that.I love Antigone.Yes!This is a great script.When the play begin?"

"Now you need to rehearse with us,and the show is on Emancipation Day,April 21st."

"So,I should be like Hillary Clinton,like that?"

"Sort of.Probably like Cleopatra or Queen E.Strong yet beautiful."

"Cleopatra ehh..hmm,but I'm afraid that I have a lot of commitment,especially my brother will be marry this week,so I'm quite busy.."

"It's okay.No pressure,but I believe you can do it.Just like BO always said,Yes We Can."

"Haha,BO is the one who defeat my Hill!"

"Just read the script,okay?You're interested?"

"Yes,I think it's such a honor to join this play.Antigone,eh?Girl power!"

"Yes,girl power and lefthanders too!"

"Okay,Susan,nice to know you."

"You too!"

Now can anybody who has experienced the theatre,can anybody help me?

Antigone is a daughter of King Oedipeus and Jocasta.When her father died,she wants to pay respect by burying her father,however,it's an outlaw for women to follow a funeral.It's only for men.In this patrimony system which always viewed women as only "birth machine",Antigone try to against this stupid custom.She believes that there's no such thing as man is a leader,woman just a follower.Whoever can rule,regardless man or woman,can also rule.

Antigone rival is Creon,Oedipeus brother(which means it's Antigone uncle).And the rival begins as it's shows that Antigone is far more intelligent than her uncle,but man will always follow their ego,and until the end,Creon kill Antigone.

Haha I die with pride!Wow this play is inspiring.Nami or Hafiz,please help me right now!

Tag From Sue

5 Fakta tentang diri:

-very very particular about toothbrush
-book worm
-straight-forward
-straight,but not narrow
-celtic fc fan

5 perkara menakutkan dalam dunia:

celtic 0 xxxx 5!
broken legs(again!)
perverts
fat
hospitals.

5 lagu buat masa sekarang

I Love My Computer-Bad Religion
Bodysnatchers-Radiohead
I'm the Greatest Man Ever Lived-Weezer
viva forever-spice girls
Warning-Green Day

5 perkara yang selalu disebut:

hik hik!
ezreentastic!
go my platipus go!
saya kangen(when I'm with citra)
girl power!


5 benda yang amat bernilai
george orwell's animal farm novel
encyclopedia
my platipus
elly's keychain gift :( miss her!
my mom's birthday card :( miss her!

5 perkara pertama kali dalam hidup ku:

pertama kali jatuh cinta masa umur 11 tahun-an italian boy name giuseppe.tapi cinta tak terbalas.
pertama kali pergi travel dengan bf kat singapore-2004.
pertama kali masuk hospital umur 7 tahun.
pertama kali dapat surat cinta umur 10 tahun.
pertama kali pergi konsert-green day 2006.

An Idiot Create Me A Stupid Friendster.

http://profiles.friendster.com/78653923

First of all,I never have a Friendster account.

Second,I'm not Malaysian citizen.I'm in Glenmore,Calgary,AB,Canada.

The picture that being used in that Friendster is 2 years old.If I intend to create my Friendster I will update my new pictures,perhaps with sexy or naked pictures of me to attract sex-maniac to add me.

There's a lot guys who trying to add me by saying "hiiii..leh kenal..","hi cuteeeeyy..""hi syggg..!!",and I will replied "You're retarded" or "dumbass".

I won't put my name "Ezreen Sulaiman",instead I will put my nicks such as "Ez the Conspirator","Double E","E" or "Ez".

Anyway wasu makatan,thanks for information.Let me inform you again,I NEVER HAVE A FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT.

Nami,did you smell this is Fahmi's job?I think he knew my password.I never change my email password,because I don't know how.