Saturday, February 28, 2009

Javanese are not part of Malay,for them.



"We established our civilization more than Malay do.Before Malacca,Majapahit is the strongest nation ever!"

-Adryan Adi Worjoyo

Today,another deluge in the papercup happen again.This time,an unintended insult from a blogger in Federation of Bloggers about Javanese famous food,tempe.

There's an ex Chief Minister in Selangor,Datuk Seri Khir Toyo being criticized because of his infinite corruption and his bias attitude towards Elizabeth Wong.I also against for what Khir Toyo did to people of Selangor,and his attitude in Selangor was unacceptable when he was Chief Minister.

However,the title of the blog entitled "Pak Mat Tempe Melayu Pengecut" sparks the controversy among Javanese people,especially Nami,Citra Sasmi and Adryan.They believed that they being insulted by Malays who tagged Khir Toyo as "tempe".

Tempe is Javanese famous food.They're very proud of it and they really adore their tempe.In United States it's already becoming an industry,since vegetarian people loves its "meaty taste".Tempe is cheap protein and good for health.And Javanese people will always love their culture and their food.

Last Wednesday it was Malaysian who unintendedly insult Citra Sasmi and Adryan by calling Indonesian as "Indon".This is very offensive,hence,they're calling Malaysian "Malingsial" and "Malasia".Today,once again our attitude among Malays,a BIG IGNORANT ignores their feelings about their culture.

According from Citra Sasmi,JAVANESE ARE NOT PART OF MALAY.This is because they already established Majapahit empire long before Malay established Langkasuka or Srivijaya.This is fact.They already became one of maritime superpower,long before Malacca.

Read this article:Java is not Malay article 1.
Java is not Malay article 2.

So,they're not declaring themselves as Malay,or part of Malay.In Indonesia,Malay is a people in Riau,Jambi and Batam,and they're not part of Java.

So we don't know whether we're insulting them when we call Khir Toyo as "Pak Mat Tempe Melayu Pengecut".Because according to them,tempe associated with Java,and Java is not Malay.

So,once again,

MAAFKAN KAMI.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Yossi Benayoun is a Jew,so what?


"I ask nothing of the Jews except they should dissapear."

-Nazi Polish governor,Hans Frank with his Nazi-racist statement.

It was Wednesday afternoon,and I've spent my day watching Champions League football games with my brother Shahril,his wife Citra Sasmi,Citra's cousin Adryan and Adryan's significant other,Mary Shane.Meanwhile Rasheed with his first educational about football,since he only knows about ice hockey.He don't even know what is offside.I have to tell him which player is offside and no matter how much I try to explain,he still don't understand.Never mind.

So it's a game between Liverpool and Real Madrid.Shahril and his wife were staunch Manchester United fan,while Adryan and Mary Shane were Liverpool fans.My team,Celtic FC already been eliminated,never mind,I'm not such a gloryhunter afterall.Since I spent my young days in Milan,I support Inter Milan.

And in 86th minute Yossi Benayoun strikes a goal against Real Madrid's goalkeeper Iker Casillas and suddenly with frustration tones Shahril shouted,"damn,Yahudi sial!",because he prefers Real over Liverpool.

And then Shahril shouted at Adryan(since Adryan is a Muslim),"Yahudi Zionis bunuh Palestin!" and Adryan with Mary Shane keep on singing "You'll Never Walk Alone".I'm joining them,since Celtic FC is also in the same anthem.

For me,I have no problems if any Israeli players in my favorite team.Well,Jews are also human race.They're just playing football,nothing involves with politic.

I understand the frustration among Muslim with Israeli oppression against Palestinian,but the West Bank conflict is not about religion,it's about racist agenda.Zionist also killing Christian Arabs,like George and Rasheed told to me.

But I don't understand why Yossi Benayoun should be hated by Muslim?Just because he is a Jew?I believe Rafa Benitez put him on the game because of his quality,not because his race.

Now I believe we should judge him by his ability.If he's good,let him play.If not,kick him out.And he is good.So what if he's a Jew?

More and more Muslims became more racist by hating Jews for no reason.Even some Jews against Zionist and Israel.Albert Einstein is a Jew,but his theory E=mc² are also against the idea of Zionism.Even he is from Israel,football is just football,why should we involving him with the conflict in West Bank?

To my beloved brother Shahril,Malcolm Glazer is a Jew,so what is your point right now?

Just shut up and watch football,will you?

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Indonesians Are Patriotic,They're Offended When People Called Them "Indon".


Indonesia Raya,Merdeka!Merdeka!Tanahku,negeriku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya,Merdeka!Merdeka!Hiduplah Indonesia Raya.

Indonesia Raya,national Anthem of Indonesia.

My brother marrying an Indonesian lady this month,and since married,my brother are adapted to be a little bit less Malay-Canadian and became more Indonesian.My brother Shahril are learning Indonesian,especially Javanese culture,eating tempe as his protein supplimentary and he always wear his Javanese batik peci,and although we are far away from Indonesia,the vibe is still there,especially Citra's mom(my brother mom-in-law) Mrs. Ayusari Sudirman,and Mr.Hardina dad-in-law of Aril.They're nice,but for me they are the most patriotic family I ever see in my entire life.

According from Mr.Hardina,his father was an army of the Great Sukarno(that's what he call),and his grandfather also fought against Dutch for independence.During at that time his family settled at Malang,East Java.And his family is uphold Indonesia above everything they had,they love their own country more than anything they had.They don't even interested to change their nationality(just like me and Aril did).

Citra's cousin,Adryan,with his uncle open up Indonesian-Javanese cuisine restaurant.In front of his restaurant,it's a Maple Leaf and Sang Saka Merah waving every now and then.They are very patriotic and don't mess with them,they cannot tolerate if anybody create a joke about their beloved nation.

Today,there's a deluge in the papercup in the house today.I'm using Citra Sasmi laptop for online,while his cousin are also coming.Right now I'm in Citra's house,for family feast.Suddenly Citra was at back of me shouted "Cilaka malingsia!Panggil kami Indon ya!",everyone was shouting and cursing on my friend.

Shahril as a husband trying to console his wife to calm down.As ex-Malaysian,he realized that the big taboo of Indonesia has always been ignored by Malaysian.Shahril trying his best to console his wife,while Adryan keep cursing Malaysia as Malingsia (Maling literally in Indonesian-thief),and cursing Tunku Abdul Rahman to Abdullah Badawi.

Since I'm no longer Malaysian,so does Aril,we don't felt offended much when they called Malaysia,Malingsia.But it's where I born(Aril was born in Turkey),I was born there,my school was there and I have a lot memories in Malaysia.But these ignorant attitude,among Malaysians,that always make their neighbors,offended.


Proclaimation of Indonesian Independence,August 17th,1945(the truth Independence,they fought with their blood)

I've been to Indonesia before.They are cool,and to be honest,they're even up-to-date than Malaysian in fashion.They're up-to-date in art and music,and their films are way better than Malaysia.I bet Malaysian culture,especially Malay,were all came from Indonesia.

Lemang came from Indonesia,rendang came from Indonesia,soto came from Indonesia.Rasa Sayang song also came from Indonesia.Malaysian especially Malay actually don't have identity at all,they are steal and proclaim themselves as their owns.It's wrong.And that's why Indonesians calls all of you,Malingsia.

Citra said that she respect some Malaysian who respect Indonesia,like her Malaysian friend Toby,Siti,and Nami.She also said that Indonesian people are not slaves for Malaysia,they're helping Malaysia but instead Malaysian people insult them as Pendatang Tanpa Izin and Malaysian soldier (especially RELA) insult them in concertration camp.

She said some Malaysian people are "ungrateful bastards" towards Indonesia,Indonesian helps Malaysia to build roads,building,working in factory,babysitting Malaysian younglings,instead,they received insults.

This is not the way Malaysian treat them.You must consider that they contribute their own life for you,instead you're acting like a boss and insult them.

I'm feeling bad to be Malay right now,although I'm no longer Malaysian.

On behalf of Malaysians(although I'm no longer Malaysian citizen),I asking to whole Indonesian people who felt offended to us,

MAAFKAN KAMI.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

The People's Republic Of Malaysia.


"All men are created equal."
Thomas Jefferson,3rd US POTUS.


It's been a long time I've not write something radical in my blog.Well,when we in mood of love,the ideas won't came out until the mood to write something radical comes.

This evening I've chat with my long time socialistas friend,my ex boyfriend,Nami.Now,he is a stubborn radical friend.When first time I bring him at my home in Subang Jaya,he's bringing hatred letters and zines from the society of underground.His views is always be left-wing,radical,anti this and anti that.A socialist anarchist person.

OK,cut off my old story.What I've trying to write is,the idea of Malaysia to be a republic country.Without king,led by president,and what would happen if this situation happens in Malaysia.

For your information,Canada is not a republic.Our ruler is Queen Elizabeth II.Literally,we're still not independence from Britain yet,since we need to refers with Privy Council,and Queen representatives is Governor General,which been elected by Queen of England.

I guess what makes nowadays people questionized monarchy system,is because it's no longer relevant with the new world situation.In this world nowadays,people judging you based on your ability not nobility,or your blood.So,if you cannot lead,no matter you're from Genghis Khan or Peter the Great,you cannot lead.

Well,I'm bit by bit,accepting Nami socialist point of view.He definitely disagrees about dividing class,a society based on rank.He mentioned "we are all son of Adam and Eve,there's no such thing as king and slaves".Such a strong statement from young socialistas like him.He also mentioned that "Islam is the closest religion with socialism".Why we pray and ruku' and sujud facing one way to Kaaba.Because we Muslims didn't obey other than Allah.Why we fasting,why we pay zakat and why we go hajj,it's all socialist in symbolic way of Islam.

A little bit I accepting his view.After wasting such a huge time arguing with him about socialist when both of us in love(to be honest I love to argue with him,to be honest he is a good debator),socialist is a bit of Islam,the only reason we lives it's because we don't worship other than Allah.That's for sure.But in monarchy,you need to obey and worship your king.If not,you're derhaka.It's mean your head will come off.

French,Russian,Iranian and Egyptian kings been overthrowed because of revolution.So does Nepalese king and Manchunian emperor,revolution boiled as people angers asking for fair political power.People realized that there is no future for them if monarch still there.

After chat with Nami,I realized that we,the people still can live without king.We still can eat well,sleep well and don't worry much without king.We don't need king at all.In fact,it's king who need us the most.If we don't pay taxes,they don't get their allowance and their royal regalia.Their crowns and tiara,were paid by people.So,if monarchy didn't appriciate people that support them,so why should we?

I think Malaysian revolution will start eventually,no matter what it will happens.10,20 or maybe another 50 years,it will happens.We already saw UMNO stronghold such as Selangor and Kedah crumbles to oppositions.We already saw Malay already declare war with their own Sultan.There will be more.

To be honest as Canadian I also felt discontent about Queen Elizabeth royal power here.We need president to rule,in fact,the greatest nation on Earth right now is a republic.So,what's a problem to be a republic?

It's time for us to break this idioticity away.We don't need you anymore,dearest king and queen,prince and princess.We need an equal share of power,for people to people from people.You're no longer been worshipped.Wake up from your stupid chair,throw up your stupid crown and bring your lazy bum ass to work!

And for the republic,it's a great to feel that people rules for their own people.Not from a family that always telling this and that.

We don't need you,kings.You need us.So listen us or else,revolution is at the front of your palace door.Where all peasants chasing you with sickles and hoe.

I believe Republic of Malaysia will be better,strong country for you.And I hope there will be Republic of Canada too.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Mega Tagging From Sarah!



A mega tagging from Sarah Samz.Cheers!

Name Initial Matters!

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag some people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Ezreen
2. A four Letter Word: East?
3. A boy's Name: Elliot
4. A girl's Name: Emily
5. An occupation: Escort?
6. A color: E56E94(Pink Pale Red html code)
7. Something you wear: Elly's charmbracelet.
8. A food: Egg
9. Something found in the bathroom: E-coli?
10. A place: England
11. A reason for being late: Excuse me,but my car has blown up!
12. Something you shout: Ewwww!
13. A movie title: Emily the Strange
14. Something you drink: Eggplant juice.
15. A musical group: Evanescences
16. An animal: Eagle
17. A street name: Easton Road.
18. A type of car: Enviromental car.
19. The title of a song: Emotion.


Button.

Don't get your heads up high. Hahaha. Cheers~
Let the tag cycle BEGINS!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. ON SHUFFLE.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag ur friends AS MANY AS YOU WANT. :P
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Warning-Green Day

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Nice Dream-Radiohead

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Love My Computer-Bad Religion

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Planet Telex-Radiohead

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
You'll Never Walk Alone-Celtic FC

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
True Love Waits-Radiohead

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Superwoman-Alicia Keys

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker-Sandy Thom

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Idioteque-Radiohead(haha!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Perfect Situation-Weezer

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Starlight-Muse

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Creep-Radiohead(eh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pizza Pie-System Of A Down

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Kiss Me-Sixpence None The Richer

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Guerilla Radio-Rage Against the Machine(haha so socialism!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Violent Pornography-System of A Down(hahahahah!no wonder they call me Lani Lane!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
With or Without You-Kelly's Wig

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
My Pluggin Baby-Muse

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Everywhere-Michelle Branch

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Dangdut Is The Music of My Country-Project Pop(from Citra Sasmi mp3 haha!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Karma Police-Radiohead

THE END. :D


25 Stoofs.


Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. I'm lefthanded.
2. I love Celtic FC because I'm half Irish.
3. My boyfriend is younger than me.
4. My birthday is on March 9th,a day after Women International Day.
5. I love corn-in-the-cup.
6. I adore Hillary Clinton as my neighbor Secretary of State.
7. I love to be girl scout,again!
8. I love exploring the darkside of Internet(haha!)
9. I love Darth Vader.
10. I learn taekwando,muay thai,capoera and taichi.
11. I miss my sister.
12. I was the one who lead Prefect Revolution in my school.
13. I love Thom Yorke of Radiohead.
14. I'm liberal.
15. I rather walk from my home to university rather than taking bus.
16. I craving for durians and ice kacangs.
17. I love my Nizam the Platipus,my weird pet,a platipus.
18. I screaming like fuck when I watched Radiohead live in concert.
19. I'm sucks in cooking.
20. I'm very precise in timing.I hate people to late even a second.
21. Lately I'm enjoy to watch theatre.
22. I love Boston Celtics.
23. For me Shunsuke Nakamura is waaaay cuter than Cristiano Ronaldo.I hate "orang yang bajet bagus.
24. I love poets and corn-in-the-cup to approach me.
25. I'm currently happy with my life.


Now I tag:
1. Sue
2. Nami
3. Kak Maria
4. KO_E
5. Lim Slim Shady
6. Zahra Lady Z
7. Nizam the Platypus.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

New Candidate For Punky?Any Opinion Guys?




Oh,Rasheed dearest,is that I'm goofying around or what?Hahaha!

Well I guess my heart is ready for new love.Lesson to be learn.Never be so perfectionist.I'm not a perfect person at all.

Well,Rasheed is average boy,besides,he is a year younger than me.He is not a socialistas rebel or a skater,like I used to hang on,he is not either a book smart or street smart.An ordinary person.

A story,well written about Rose killed her sister Jasmine teached me that love is not about obsession.I'm not obsessed with my new Punky,after all,I accept him for whatever he is.

Life goes on.C'est la vie!

Friday, February 20, 2009

Tag From Sarah.

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?
Sis-in-law Citra,Bro Aril,Christina Rivera

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?
You'll Never Walk Alone-Celtic FC

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
Reading Antigone script.

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
Sis-in-law Citra,to the mall.

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW?
Yellow.

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
Type 'type'.

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
Elly's keychain,my charm bracelet,and TV remote control.

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
Apple green.

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
C$90

10 . HOW'S LIFE?
Busy.

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
Superwoman-Alicia Keys.

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
Study study.

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
31 October 2007,the day she left all of us.RIP.

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
Heaven.

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
Last time with my dad,last week.

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
Sis-in-law Citra.

17.WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
Theatre.

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
Van der Sar superb record.How I wish he play for Celtic.

1 9. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
Brave New World,written by Aldous Huxley book,from Christina Rivera.

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
Definitely a man.

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
Tired.

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
Besties!

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
Myself.

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
Erk, they?

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
Sort of.

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
Filet o Fish and fries.

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
Last week.I miss my mom and Elly so badly.

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
La la la la la!Celtic!Celtic!win tomorrow night!

Now I tag :

Nami
Sue
Nyzm
Lady Mariah
KO_E

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Elizabeth Wong:Is Privacy in Malaysia Worth A Price?


Well,I'm quite disappointed with situation in Malaysia nowadays.Politicians are become more--excuse me,pervert?I wonder why rape and sexual harrestment issues in Malaysia are become more common than usual,compared with 10 years ago.


I guess either BN side or Pakatan side realized--or not,that this is absolutely beyond the line.Hey,Joe Biden always criticized Sarah Palin in US elections last year,but he never show some nude sexy Palin pics in public.I don't think Barack Obama ever had a spy to Hillary Clinton and put some camera inside her bed,and record his sexual activities with Bill.Hello,are you pervert enough?


Now,Elizabeth Wong is a woman with caliber.She is a great debator,a "Girl Power" class of her own.But bring her down like this,aren't you shame enough men?As I told you,most Malay men will always born with stupidity ego,and they will try whatever they can--including sending nude pictures for bring this caliber Girl Power torchbearer down.


I also received the same sabotage--only not as humiliating as Elizabeth got.


Well,from Canada with spirit of Girl Power,you always be with me Elizabeth.


And who-ever did this unmoral political ethics--shame on you.You don't deserved to be loved by women.


Let the spirit of Girl Power uphold and we girls will stand behind you.
UMNO-Pervert politicians.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button From My Point of View.

I watched this movie last week,but suddenly I felt want to share my experience,especially from my point of view after I watched this movie.

Well,I don't mind about Brad Pitt was born to be old.But I don't know,this story seems for me it's weird.I never have in my mind,born old,die young.It's something confusal in my head to understand this movie.

Anyway,this story is about how people want to escape their life from the frame of time.We born as babies,grow up as children,and teenager,grow as adult,and then grow older and finally dies.But somehow we humans always trying to escape ourselves from this timeframe.

We always want to look young although we actually old.Look at Ronald Reagan,to be honest he died in young,although he was 93 years old.He always look young,he always active in gym,work out when he was a POTUS,and he always attempt he is younger than everyone although he is around 70 years old during his presidency.

Well,I don't know.When I was a kid,around 5 years old,I always want to grow up.I want to wear high heels,and always watching my mum walking.I like the way she walk,graceful and I want to be as graceful as her.Of course my adorable sister will also follow my steps,and it's funny when both of us unintendedly broke my mum's pair of high heels!

But as I growing up,I want to be when I was young.Where is my world is just me and Elly.Where I don't have to pressure with my studies,lovey-dovey problems and everything.Where everything was fun and everyone's adores you.

What I get from this movie is we humans always try to escape from timeframe.Like Ronald Reagan or Naomi Campbell,they don't realized how old they was until the day they die.

Meanwhile,growing old doesn't mean bad.Wrinkles and eye bags will coming.Even bigger.I can't bend my backbone like some gymnasts did,not when I was 5.I think I can do anything I want.

Not anymore.Of course you can't running naked around the house,just like when you was 5!

But to be honest,I wish I was Benjamin Button.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Dear Bestie.

To my bestie,

We start to know each other in the wrong way.We both argue and fighting over a man,which for me is ridiculous.We fight and finally I have to accept,it's your man and I have to accept it.

For me he is a nice man.He might not smell good,always sweaty when we met up,and he is 'a person out from cave',no table manners in front of food.But he always be himself,and that's his character.He always touches people that he love with his words,his childish character that finally make us laugh.I knew you also touches with his character too.(to that guy,this is honest,okay?No offense! )

I don't need to argue,and I don't want to fight about him anymore.What's past is past,bygone is bygone.I wouldn't ask him to pay back everything that I spent for him during 1 year in relationship with him.

It's your right to defend your right.But seriously,I don't want to steal back your boy.It's your boyfriend.I just want to create joke,and be goofy like friend to friend.I'm just his friend,not more than that.

Believe me,your friendship worth everything that I could ever get.And I really mean it.I know during I'm in hospital it's you crying for me.I guess nobody except you.And I appriciate for that.

And I know it's hard for be a best friend for someone who currently in love with ex.If you be like me you'll know it's hard.But friendship is over up above,no one could ever disturb it.

I already lost my sister because of him,now I don't want to lose my bestfriend too.

I can disappear from both of you,if you want to.If you really want me to do that,I will stop blogging,I will stop Myspacing,everything.Just to make sure both of you happy.

You see,everytime both of you got crisis,I'm the one that should be blame.I'm tired to be blamed all the time.I'm tired to be in between of relationship,and I don't want to be in limbo.

If you really mean "friends forever",then you should embrace those words with care and love,not doubts and envy.

History is history.Germany killed 100,000 French in World War II,but now they became friends.How many Japanese died after American blasted an atomic bomb in Hiroshima and Nagasaki,yet they are one of the biggest trade partner in the world.

We should learn from history,and I failed to love him because of doubt.If you repeat mistakes like I did,you'll be the one who screaming out and disappointing.

Take care of him with love and care.And take care of me as your best friend.

I swear to God that he is nothing but my best friend.

Before I end this open letter,let us sing this Spongebob's song together,shall we?

F is for friendship,friends forever
U is for U and me
N is for N-yway and N-ything at all!
It's all fun for me!

hug and kisses bestie!

xoxo

Viva forever!