Confessions of a Shopaholics-Addiction or Consumerism?

I've watched the latest Jerry Bruckheimer's movie with Rasheed after lunch yesterday-Confessions of a Shopaholics.Anyway it's about a woman(Isla Fisher-which is currently Borat the Kazakhstan Sacha Baron Cohen wife) who addicts to shop,and from her addiction,she got a job,as a fashion critic of a magazine.Pull stop,I don't want to spoil the story.

Well,shopaholics is a problem.I was a shopaholics too.I guess my brought-ups in Milan spoils me.Teatro Alla Scala,Galleria Vittorio,near Piazza del Duomo,it's a shopping haven.Gucci,Prada,Louis Vuitton,Dolce Gabbana,you name it,it's near my doorstep.During when I was in Malaysia,Bukit Bintang is my roaming center.Edge to edge,floor to floor,I already conquered it.Bags of new clothes,it's my way to kill my depression.And it's killing my wallet as well.

To be honest,I don't care about anything at all,and flash back when I 6-7 years back,I think I'm such a bimbo.I don't give a damn about global poverty although I know it,but looking at that time when I was in love with a socialistas who loves bundles second hand shop,I asked him I don't know how many times,"what is your satisfaction by buying clothes that people already wore?

Yes,his answer makes me yawned.At that time.I swear to God I don't give a damn about poor people.They are poor so what?Should I be as poor like them,oh please.That was my answer at that time.

Things a lot happen to me and makes me more wiser,I guess.Yes I admitted I was a smart dumb girl at that time,but I don't know,when I arrived in this boring steppe city of Calgary,where people wearing cowboys dress and jeans,and pretending to be cool,sometimes people here thinks that their dress-ups is so damn cool and want to showing off with me,hello,I'm brought up in Milan.My school dress are far far stylish then your casual dress,please!

But anyway,it's just clothes.You didn't look nice or bad,it's just your psychology.I don't know,people tell me Lady GaGa is stylish,I look her like a rubbish,in my eyes.I don't know,people says Katy Perry is stylish,but for me,I don't like her striking colors fashion.

Somehow I felt a simple shirt and pair of jeans with Converse shoes will be great.A transformation to be rock chic,right?Hik hik!

If you had a girlfriend like me,please,advice her.Or she'll waste your money away.

Don't let your credit card wasted you!

Happy Women International Day.

"First you must respect your mother.Second you must respect your mother.Third you must respect your mother.Fourth you must respect your father."

-Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.

This Sunday is Women International Day.Far and wide,all around the world,we women are victim of discrimication,and prejudice from patrymony system,who always upheld men ego(not men itself).We often being viewed as "baby-machine","sex-slave",and "slave-in-the-house".There's always be "housewife" but no such thing as "househusband".

The stigma and prejudice of men ego(not men itself) toward the movement of feminism and Girl Power is because some people can't accept changes that women right now were able to think and to lead too.Some fatwa and religious orders said that women shall not lead,let men handle the whole world.

Stupidity and idioticity nowadays are leading with their arrogant and stupid ego against our effort to liberate ourselves.We often being viewed as weak,soft,emotional and cannot lead.

Most of the domestic violence are led by men,drunked husband wacks his wife,bashing his wife and some even worst,they're beat their wives until bruising and bleeding.What went wrong here?Where is Adam promise to Eve "to love and take care of Eve"?Where is it?



Now,I'm a person who does not believe fatwa against women to be a leader.I simply don't believe because the quality is not based on gender,because in my observation,a woman can lead her children,no matter how many,but a man simply cannot follow her daughter.A woman can teach her son to do man things,but I don't think a man can teach her daughter to do woman things.

I never disgraded men.I respect my father.He is the class of his own.He always open up the door for my arwah mom,the house door,car door.He always be romantic,and he treat my mother so well that until my mother die,she's saying that she never regret marrying my dad.I believe there's a few men with that quality,but majority of men selfishly defend their ego and pride on their hegemony.

When Megawati Sukarnoputri became the President of Indonesia,some says she cannot be a President because she's a female.Some against Hillary Clinton because she's a female.And some disrespect Crown Princess of Masako of Japan because she gave birth of Princess Aiko,a female.Why against us,men?

My arwah mom always taught me,to be strong.She didn't want women to be viewed as weak and soft.My arwah sis Elly,she might look weak,but she had a strong emotion and strong attitude to survive with her disease.

I'm proud to be women.And I hope all women around the world,be proud because we giving birth to civilization.We giving birth to all mankind.

Happy Women International Day.8 March.And Happy Birthday to me on March 9th!

Girl Power!

Brand New Name,Same Old Me.

Yesterday I've scrabbled my name,playing with letters with my name.In my history I was called Reen,Mira,Ezreen,E For Emo,Bosnia(my brother call me that),E,Double E,Ezmira, and Psychotic Prototype Robot.

This time,call me Ez!

I don't know,it's just a cool name,I guess.

Brand new name,same old thoughts of mass destruction.Muahahahahahaha!!

2009 Resolution.

My resolution in 2009 is to be a better daughter of Sulaiman bin Daud,a better sister of Shahril Iman,a better sister in law-elect of Citra Sasmi Hardina,a better best buddy of Sue,Mary Edwards Shane,Adryan and Nami,a better student of University of Calgary,a better Canadian,and a better homo-sapiens.

I also will upkeep my endurance for my Girl Power and Enpowerment Movement,uphold my struggle for women's emancipation,to be more moderate,to open my mind wider,and to be closer to society.

I also continue my criticism towards extremism,either race,religion,skin's color or sexual orientation.I believe all human are equals,and I believe everyone has rights to express their minds.I will always against people who loves to divide human being.

I believe ability is the best for measuring humans,not because it's religion,race or skin color,and I believe we're deserves to live and free.

I will continue my study,better and strive harder,to achieve my own destiny.I also will help Liberal Party,led by new leader Michael Ignatieff and although it's hard,I'll be stand for my beloved red party.

I will also determine to cut my carbon usage,by trying to use green technologies to keep this Earth clean.I also try my best to reduce electricity waste,and I will try to walk and using C-Train to arrive to my university.I will also try to reduce eating red meat,and prefers soy beans and vegetables.

I determined to declare war against global warming.

I will also will be the best Celtic fan,if not in the world,in Calgary Canada.I will be with Gordie Strachan and we will win the league.

"To be a better person takes courage and determination.To be an idiot,just let yourself to be Paris Hilton."

Hudud:The Ego Has Landed.

I'm log on to internet today,first thing after no one reply my entry at FOB about moon hoax,I suggest people are not interested in conspiracy theory of US propaganda.Or maybe they're interest only in politics.Okay,politics it will be.

And after reading some news and article in Malaysia(where I was born),most of news and articles were mentioning about Khairy-Husam debate at Kelantan,and one of the issues that touched my mind is about Hudud law.According from Husam Musa,PAS will implement hudud law as soon as they will establish the government.

And now,they are trying to proof Pakatan supporters that they are the most powerful party in Pakatan,and all Pakatan members should accept Hudud law as "the law of Malaysia".

How about PKR and DAP supporters?Is that all of them don't have words or anything to decide?

And our polemic is just begin,right here,right now.

According from the last general election,Pakatan Rakyat seats is 82,which is PKR 31 seats,DAP 28 seats,and PAS 23 seats.If let's say 24 members of Sabah REALLY cross the floor to Pakatan,which not happening on September 16th,I don't think all of them will move to PAS(because most of them were Kadazanist,so I think they prefer PKR over PAS).And it goes PKR 55,DAP 28 and PAS 23.If Sarawak elections goes smoothly for Pakatan,DAP will received some MP from Chinese areas such as Miri and Bintulu,and Sibu.

And tell me,is that PAS--the superior party now?

And how can these "pak lebai" become so arrogant to determine what is right for all Malaysians-I MEAN ALL MALAYSIANS,NOT ONLY MALAYS!

And I've read one of PAS bloggers,which telling me about "issue of hudud making PAS even stronger for Kuala Terengganu"(article)

If we discussing about Kuala Terengganu by-election,uh well,yup,PAS can win that election.But if we talking the dimension of whole Malaysia,haha,it's a joke pak lebai.

According to all Muslim I heard this,we have to do hudud because it's Islamic law.What if Ah Keong or Rajeshwari will do?How about my friend Sherene Leong who loves Yoga,will she will be banned too?How about my friend Eric Chuah,he loves to bet about football,will he be banned too?

To all PAS supporter here,can all of you see that your leaders are freaking hypocrite?Your leader are not interested in Islam,your leader are interested to gain more power,more money,and people will listen to them.Those who against them will be declared as "kafir",and these people will be hunt and to the extreme,kill.I'm not saying that PAS will reach that extreme,but this is a dangerous mind for all of us to live together as one.In Canada,here at my place,Calgary,lies the biggest mosque in Canada,and in walking distance,we got Jewish synogue in Christian conservative city.We have no problem when we talking about religion.Yes I know there's a difference between us(Muslim) and them(non-Muslim),but here,Christians does not implement Christian laws to us.In Canada,there's no such thing Christian laws,Jewish laws,or Islamic laws,we got Canadian laws.

Secularism is the key of our sucsess here.Here,we don't discuss our difference much,we don't even hurt each other by telling which religion is better for humanity.

As quoted from this PAS blogger,"Yakinlah bahawa mereka yang cuba mempermainkan-mainkan perintah Allah akan menghadapi akibat yang buruk. PAS harus bersyukur dengan kemunculan isu ini menjelang pilihanraya di Terengganu kerana dengan perbicangan meluas akan jelaslah kepada pengundi siapa yang berusaha membela mereka dengan kebaikan dan siapa pula yang sebenarnya mempermain-mainkan agama untuk kepentingan politik sempit."(English:Be sure that those who fooled Allah's word will received bad omen.PAS should grateful for this issue when election in Terengganu because this discussion will broad up,and to the voters which party is really with them with goodness,and which party were actually fooling the religion for their own narrow politics.

Deux ex machina?People who against you will receive bad deeds?

See,they're only interested to gain power,but using religion as weapon to attack Barisan Nasional.Well,UMNO will always using Malay supremacy excuse to reign power,and PAS will always using their Islamic law as excuse for power.Like my friend Nami always enlighten me about situation in Kedah,"if they care about Islam,they won't approve pig farm in Kedah at the first place".

And now this pak lebai got their big head with big egoes inside.They don't care whether non-Muslim will accept it or not.They don't care,for as long they got power to rule,they just don't care.

Let me repeat once again,secularism is the key of unity and sucsess.Secularism,and meritocracy,where people has not judged based on their race,color or religion,or sexual orientation,not based on their gender or aristocracy,but judged by ability and knowledge.

And how about my friend like Shaiful,who enjoys to talk about fashion.Can he talk much about fashion when these pak lebai rule Malaysia?Can he discuss about which boutique is better,or he only can where which he should wear,either kopiah or songkok?

My friend Hafiz asking me,what is Ezreenology?Why I put my name on my own ideology?Because like Trotsky,Mao,Karl Marx,Stalin,or Lenin,they got their own ideology based on their own name.So,Ezreenology is basicly left-libertarian,a pinch of egalitarian with green politics combined.

And honestly,I'm concerning about global warming rather than lots of my friends told me about oppression towards Muslim worldwide.Hey,I survive at one of the most conservative Christian city in Northern America,but I don't feel being oppressed at all.

So,Kuala Terengganu,vote Maimun Yusuf!Either elite oppressor(BN) or faking religious (PAS),both of them will eat all of you alive!

p/s:proof that PAS member only thirst for power!