Thoughts Of Mass Destruction.

The Blog Is Moving..

2009-05-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

"Thoughts Of Mass Destruction" is something like..uhmm,politics.Since I'm recovered from my addiction towards politics (and I'm sick at it),I decided to close this blog and move to my next blog.

Plus,there's so many sick people attacking me and before I get sick,I better move on.

Ciao,idiots!

To Mr English Grammar Checker,I Don't Give A F!

2009-05-12T11:07:00.000-07:00

First of all,I am a student of political science,and I'm studying in University Of Calgary.But some people,they're questioning about my English standards because of some "grammar error" and for them,I tell you this:

THIS IS NOT A BLOG THAT I HAVE TO SUBMIT TO MY FUCKING LECTURER!

OK,I'm not strong in English.I admit it,since I'm living in Milan since kids and we didn't speak English much at home.I don't need to speak like Queen Elizabeth to telling that I'm that damn good in English.

Plus,you can see others blog,who writing in lousy English.Some of them are from UK.Go to Liverpool and they didn't speak like Queen Elizabeth.

As long as others understands,it doesn't matter.Plus,I don't need to write an essay and someone looking for my grammar error.Hello,we have Arab students who didn't know how to speak one word in English,yet he still success in his course.

So,Malaysians,blimey,I don't give a shit.This is my blog.You can get lost if you hate my blog,and I don't need an English teacher to tell me about grammar.

I using "Street English" in my blog.Don't need grammar at all.

Woi,kau nak gi mana tu?Jom la jalan-jalan! - Most Malaysians use this kind of language in streets.Does they care about Dewan Bahasa style of Bahasa Malaysia?NO,DUMBFUCK!

I can speak 8 languages and all you can say is my grammar sucks.Well you're suck too,dumbo.

You can't knocked me like that with such cheapshot.So if you're Mr English Perfect,go and chat with Wayne Rooney.He'll telling you in Scouse.You'll definitely will be dumbfuck in a middle of Wirral,Liverpool.

And I'm a Celtic fan,and it's an Irish club in Scotland.And let me tell you dumbfuck,Scotland and Ireland is Celtic nation,alongside Wales and Brittany.England is not Celtic nation.

I don't give a fuck whether you're from Oxford Grammar Police or what,this is my blog and I will write whatever I want to write.If you so dumbfuck and you're even didn't understand mine,I don't care.

TO NYZM:DON'T BE SO JEALOUS!

2009-05-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

I will go to Green Day Concert on June 7th!

Hahahaha!

Courtesy of Rasheed and Christina Rivera. :)

To Allahyarhamah Sophia Izmit Emir.

2009-05-10T02:27:00.001-07:00

I would like to dedicate my late mom Sophia Izmit Emir,happy Mother's Day.

Even though you're gone,but you're always in our heart.

Take care of our sister Elly and Arul with love and care up there.

We will always miss you.

Happy Mother's Day.

From deepest of our hearts.

Sulaiman bin Daud(your husband)

Shahril Iman bin Sulaiman(your son)

Ezreen Emira bt Sulaiman(your daughter)

Citra Sasmi Hardina(your daughter-in-law)

Som La Gent Blau-grana.Viva Barcelona!

2009-05-07T02:23:00.000-07:00

Tot el camp
és un clam
som la gent blau-grana
tant se val d'on venim,
si del sud o del nord,
ara estem d'acord, estem d'acord
una bandera ens agermana:
blau-grana al vent,
un crit valent,
tenim un nom,
el sap tothom:

Barça! Barça! Baaarça!

Jugadors
Seguidors
tots units fem força:
són molts anys piens d'afanys,
són molts gols que hem cridat,
i s'ha demostrat, s'ha demostrat,
que mai ningú no ens podrà tórcer:
Blau-grana al vent,
un crit valent,
tenim un nom,
el sap tothom:

Barça! Barça! Baaarça

Translation:

The whole Stadium
Is chanting
We are the "Blaugrana" people
It doesn't matter where we come from
From the South or from the North
Now we all agree, we all agree
A flag joins us Brotherhood
"Blaugrana" in the wind
A valient scream
We have a name
The whole world knows it
BARÇA !, BARÇA!, BARÇA!,

Players
Fans
All united we have the strength
So many years full of hard work
So many goals we have cheered for
and we have shown, we have shown
that nobody will be able to break us
"Blaugrana" in the wind
A valient scream
We have a name
The whole world knows it
BARÇA !, BARÇA!, BARÇA!,

MAN UNITED WIN CHEATLY AGAINST CELTIC(TWO BERBATOV'S OFFSIDE GOAL!)
PAY REVENGE FOR US BARCELONA!

Tudung vs Non-Tudung.

2009-05-03T18:56:00.000-07:00

Warning:18 or 21 years old or above only.

I only provide links,I didn't show the videos.The visual is disturbing.Please prepare to see the truth,and this is MY STATEMENT TOWARDS THOSE RELIGION FASCIST RASCALS that want to kicking women who didn't wear veil to hell.

Get ready for the truth.

Gadis Bertudung Yang "Dijamin" Syurga Oleh Fasis Agama?

Gadis Tidak Bertudung Yang Mahu Ditendang Ke Neraka Oleh Fasis Agama.

Gag me with spoon,fascist!

p/s:I didn't hate people who wear tudung.It's their own right to wear it.It's up to them whether they want to wear it or not.If you're wearing tudung and put your religion name(Islam) in good name,I respect and salute to you.But if you're wasted your tudung with your lack of knowledge about Islam,then forget about hell-kicking.

You don't need to wear tudung just to proof that you're a good decent woman. :)

So,stop pre-judge non-tudung woman.This is my answer towards Annoyed Anonymous that always bugging my blog.Satisfy with my answer?I hope you are.

Say no for women discrimication!Say no to religion fascist!

Airport Is My Hotel.

2009-05-02T15:16:00.000-07:00

Marseille Provençe Airport,Marseille,France.

Manises International Airport,Valencia,Spain.

Barajas International Airport,Madrid,Spain.

Pearson International Airport,Toronto,Canada.

Calgary International Airport,Calgary,Canada.

I don't want to releasing my pictures because I've noticed that some religion fascist rascals are viewing my blog,and I'm so damn tired to read fascist comments.Please,por favor.I'm jet lag,I'm tired in quarantine area,being questioned like a criminal inside,about swine flu just because I'm a Canadian.My dad didn't speak Spanish so I have to translate for him.

But there's always a silver lining in the clouds.Although it's sold out to watch Real Madrid-Barcelona,I still available to buy some merchandise,but I bought the Barcelona one.Santiago Bernebeu is awesome,it's huge and there's a lot people coming there just to see Real Madrid being humiliated by my ~~dream boyfriend~~ ~~sexy hunky~~ favorite football manager Josep Guardiola.Go go Barcelona,but Celtic will always come first.

I'm glad that Celtic won the match against Alex Ferguson's previous club Aberdeen.And the best part is Scott MacDonald scores his 50th goal in Celtic green and white hoops shirt.

Celtic win,yaay!
Barcelona win,yaay!
Man United win,boo..

By the way merci beaucoup to all beautiful people in Marseille,muchas gracias to people in Valencia and Madrid,and say hello with tonnes of work when I return back to Election Canada Calgary Office this Tuesday.And the jet lag headache,it's was cracking up!

So please,I don't need any fascist comments here.Por favor,gracias.

Red And Blue,Blaugranes,Mes Que Un Club!BARCELONA!

2009-04-28T10:39:00.000-07:00

The ~~sexiest~~ ~~hottest~~ youngest manager in UEFA Champions League,Josep Guardiola.Why I always write it wrong,aigh?

When I watching football,I always covers myself in two colors-green and white.I always proud of Celtic FC.Forever and ever.My heart belongs to Celtic Park and I will singing "Let The People Sing","You'll Never Walk Alone" and "C'mon You Green And White Hoops The Bhoys" with my throat goes up.I'm kissing four-leaf clover badge written "1888-Celtic Football Club".I love this club,forever.

But tonight,Champions League night,I saw 3 out of 4 semis were English.As my solidarity to my Scottish and Irish rebels who fought against English,I prefer Barcelona to win Champions League.

I can't speak in Catalan but I can in Spanish.

¡Barcelona te amo! Guardiola, subsistencia a ser tan sexy como usted podian ser!

I love Barcelona and Guardiola,keep your sexy style on!

Red and Blue Blaugranes,FC Barcelona.Mes que un club.

On Hiatus-Go to Marseille,France.

2009-04-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

Au revoir moi amie!

Je suis mes vacances a Marseille.

Un semain,Dimanche(26 Avril)-Samedi(Mai 2)

Merci.

Pakatan Rakyat,You're So Suck!

2009-04-22T18:56:00.000-07:00

When Malaysian GE vote countings was over on the night of my birthday last year,I thought it was "a new hope"-to see the new way of administration in Malaysia.5 states are on opposition hands.The best part,three largest economy in Malaysia;Penang,Selangor and Perak is in opposition hands.That's means they have more authority to control economy and gain more resources to develope the state,according with what they had promised in election.

Then on August 2008,Wan Azizah stepped down to Anwar Ibrahim for Permatang Pauh MP seat.OK,I still fine on this move.Maybe it's a time to replace the true leader after Wan Azizah led the coalition,Pakatan Rakyat for a while.

The election goes Anwar Ibrahim won with huge majority.Everybody cheered.He was jubilantly declared that "this is one more step to people's victory".Fine.

Then it was Kuala Terengganu election.It's okay because the MP was death,on heart attack.Then PAS clinched the victory,defeating incumbent BN.Another winning moment.

Bukit Gantang and Batang Ai - fine.Natural course,death.It's okay then.BN won in Batang Ai while Nizar Jamaluddin of PAS won in Perak.Then in Bukit Silambau it was another stepdown.Once again it's PKR.The MP told the media that some people wants to kill him if he didn't join the coalition government party,Barisan Nasional.Then another election goes.15 candidates,which is the most idiotic election I've ever heard,because most candidate wasn't serious about their candidancy.

Then here we go again.Penanti by-election.

Ladies and gentleman,election is not a joke.It's a process for building a nation.If you cannot be a candidate,do not be so stupid to candidate yourself.

In my point of view as Studentvote School Election Officer,I'm seeing this as a major issue.Candidancies are not seriously taken by it's own candidate.In Canada,we taught in school,"if you're not a responsible person don't be a candidate".As simple as that.

This is such a waste of time,money,and energy.There's more posters to be printed,more campaign and more "political candy" be required.And if this is what Pakatan Rakyat strategy to be new government,I don't believe they will be a good government soon.Most Pakatan Rakyat supporters were "pakcik-pakcik yang suka pakai kopiah cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah",a bunch of fanatic,religion-fascist people call PAS.They believes that they're the only true Islamic party in Malaysia,and they believes that they're represents Islam.

Once again I tell you guys,religion is a sacred thing.In politics,especially in Malaysia,where it's totally not professional,obscene words is everywhere.Pot calling kettle black,retarded people calling idiot to another,guys,you're tarnishing the name of Islam.

People like this love to mixing up politics and religion,and this rascal fascist group are always believe that they're the only side who is right,joining another group is "sinful".What the fuck?

Religion-fascism is a dangerous thing.Look at Irgun,Al-Qaeda or evangelist,they're mocking others religion while saying that they're right.They killing other people that not belong to them.This is fascist.I believe that everyone has its own right to decide which religion he wants to join.I am a Muslim not because my father or my mom,but I take the Prophet words "humans are all same in God's creation".There's no such thing as Pope in Islam.I love this concept,egalitarian and equality among others.But when you judging people based on his religion but not his attitude,that's wrong.There's so many Arabs who beat his wife in front of the public and he is a Muslim.This is wrong.And so does this rascal religion-fascist in Malaysia,or "pakcik suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah".

Meanwhile,DAP told the world that they're representing Malaysian Malaysia.I love the concept,but why on Earth they're always fought for minority Chinese?If you really want the egality and equality then ask Malay to join DAP,like PAP.

PKR loves to step down and do another election.They're not serious about people's mandates.

One thing for sure,most Malaysians doesn't take it seriously about democracy.And some people,especially "pakcik suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah" groupies,they believes that this is "a new drug for political junkies like them".

I don't know how many years you guys Malaysians can take this kind of stupidity.Both Barisan and Pakatan,you're suck!

Art From Adryan About Manchester United.

2009-04-21T17:23:00.000-07:00

When Aril my brother,a staunch Manchester United's fan create a joke about Liverpool's Hillborough 1989 tragedy(which he call it as "crashed in the sardine tin"),Adryan wasted no time to create this banner.Adryan told me that "statement on pictures are stronger than by words".

Pictures says the thousand words.So United fans,get ready to be humiliated(because your stupid idioticity and arrogance,and disrespect others).

Click for enlarge.

Justice For Elly/Justice For the 96.

2009-04-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

I'm writing back on this blog again!Thank you for those who dedicates their sympathy and wishing to Elly happy birthday.Although she's no longer here,but she will never be forgotten.

And I'm also glad that Celtic FC legend David Moyes to kicked arrogant Rangers FC legend Alex Ferguson out of FA Cup tournament.For me,when Everton vs Manchester United,it's Celtic vs Rangers literally,because David Moyes was defender of Celtic,Alex Ferguson was striker of Rangers.

I hope it's not to late to wish to all Liverpudlians who lost their members of family especially when police mistakes is the reason for Hillsborough disaster.It's a morbituary neglect act by police.

Justice for the 96.

And I think my family's fate is same as those Liverpudlians,because of carelessness of somebody that holds responsibility with others life.Like 96 victims of Hillsborough died because of morbituary neglect,so does my sister Elly.

Justice for Elly.

I represents my family would like to say thank you to all of you to be with us whenever we need it the most.Thank you.Merci,grazie!

This Blog Will Be In Mourn Until April 19th.

2009-04-11T19:48:00.000-07:00

In this lonely room I stares to the window,
With my wet eyes I look it in sorrow,
This pain and misery days without you Elly,
Every seconds and every day I never forget this honestly,
And every smiles and wonderful moments as the wind blow.

For every strength of you I have borrow,
And our glittered memories that glow,
I'm not a good sister,it's so badly,
In this lonely room I stares.

We've been together,high and low,
When in the dark,your heart will always glow,
My heart and soul dragged like a carriage it's painly,
No one could ever see this agony,
And the wind keeps to blow,
In this lonely room I stares.

When I'm sad you've asked me what went wrong,
And asking me to be strong,
How can I be so strong,
Living without you is something wrong.

-Nami on Elly's memoir,July 9th,2007.

Happy 22nd Birthday,Achik.

A week to respect my sister's birthday Sherina Ellyana.Within this week,all entries will not in usual form,"thoughts of mass destruction".

The title blog will temporarily changed to "Sherina Remembered".

I will wear black for whole week,and on April 19th,I decided not to online/Myspacing/going out.I want to spend my whole day inside her room.

Thank you.

Ez.

Tag From Nami's New Blog.

2009-04-11T13:49:00.000-07:00

Apakah benda paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
3F,Freedom,Family and Friends.

Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
Coke.

Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Las Vegas hahaha!

Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
Ermm,depend,kalau macam hantu I tinggal je.

Adakah kamu dilamun cinta?
yuuuuuuuuup.

Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
makan kat rumah je.

Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
The History of People of United States-Howard Zinn.

Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Ezreen Emira Sulaiman.

Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
right now,i just only have my dad.

Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin berjumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
Daniel Johns of Silverchair

Sebutkan 7 sabahat PALING rapat dengan anda?
1. Sue.
2. Nami.
3. Citra.
4. Adryan.
5. Christina Rivera.
6. Mary Edward Shane.
7. Susan McCartney.

Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian kamu sendiri?
Yup,i takde duit nak hantar pergi dobi.

Tempat yg paling seronok kamu mahu pergi?
Pet shop.

5 perkara tentang org yang tag kamu
~ Dia ada 3 blog.
~ umur 25 tahun.
~ dia Jawa.
~ dia radikal.
~ Dia suka Radiohead.

Racism.

2009-04-10T15:51:00.000-07:00

The disease.

As a School Election Officer,I've been go to some schools,kindergarden,primary and secondary schools to monitor elections in school.Sometimes I'm dealing with student's petitions about food,about teachers and sometimes it's simply about burden of study.I also handled student's surveys and opinions about their school.

However,today I've facing which is the hideous philosophy in history of mankind - fascism.

A Neo-Nazi wannabe boy,around 14 years old,going straight to my face and slanting his eyes (sign of despised for Asian people).I call him.He stopped.

"You hate Asian people?"

"Yup.They're stealing our land.I hate them all.They don't deserves living here.Like you."

I'm telling him frank,

"Your T-Shirt."

"Why?" he replied.

"Most fabric came from China,you moron."

Then he stares at me.And I look him straight.

"Look kid,I'm an Irish-Turkish-Malay blood.I don't give a fuck about your fucking blood.Plus,you're ain't fucking Hitler.Hitler is a German.You're not.Wake up,dumbo."

I left him and heading straight to office.I then reported racist remarks from that kid.All I know his name is Michael.I hope action will be taken for him,to educate his ignorance about internationallity.

So,what is Nazism in German,Vichy Revolution Nationale in France,Mussolinism in Italy,Asia for Asian in Japan,Zionism in Israel,Klu Klux Klan in America and Ketuanan Melayu in Malaysia,what they're fighting for?

Their race supremacy towards one piece of land called state,nation or country.As what I've learn from my learning in my entire life,people like me is represents internationalism.My late mom was Turkish-Irish,while my dad anchestor came from the island of Sulawesi(Bugis).I don't believe in purity of blood.What the fuck is purity of blood.What makes you so sure your blood is so pure?

Some people believes that there's no race better than his race,no religion better than his religion,no clan better than his clan.A royal family's blood is so pure that no one could ever touch.His religion is better so he can insult others religion because he thought his religion is the best!

This is the disease in our society now.I know some Melayu in Malaysia calling for boycott for against Zionism aggression towards Palestine,but in the same time they have a thought that Chinese is 'pendatang'.Hello,your anchestor was naik tongkang from Indonesia too,hundreds years ago!

I hope this article can heals these people from this idiotic and moronic ideas of race supremacy.

UEFA Champions League:My Prediction

2009-04-09T11:45:00.000-07:00

Last nights in Europe(in Canada it's afternoon),quarterfinals of UEFA Champions League.Although a Celtic fan(which already disqualified),but still remained observing one of the most prestigue cup in Europe.

In Old Trafford,title holder Manchester United are losing grip against 2004 Champion FC Porto.The defending champions might facing difficult task to defend their title in Dragao,Porto next week.However,solid rock defender Rio Ferdinand might return back and it would be great for the Red Devils.

United 2-2 Porto
MU:Rooney 15,Tevez 86
POR:Rodriguez 8,Mariano 89

In El Madrigal,home Villareal CF are also tight with away Arsenal.This is a great chance for Arsene's boys to qualify to the next stage.Arsenal's best achievement in Champions League was 2006,qualified to the final but lost to Barcelona FC.

Villareal 1-1 Arsenal
VIL:Senna 10
ARS:Adebayor 66

In Anfield,Mighty Reds,the 5 times Champions Liverpool FC in shock defeat in home with another English rival Chelsea FC.The Londoners has managed to win in Anfield for the first time since Roman Abramovich takeover.However,it was The Reds who leading when sensational Fernando Torres scores as early as minute 6.Chelsea should be thankful with defender Branislav Ivanovic for two header and Didier Drogba to The Blues win.

Liverpool 1-3 Chelsea
LIV:Torres 6
CHE:Ivanovic 39,62,Drogba 67

In Nou Camp,Catalan giant Barcelona FC reveals that they are the force of the football today.The youngest manager on competition,Josep 'Pep' Guardiola shows that Barcelona might bidding 'treble title' this season.Argentine superstar Lionel Messi are absolute sensational,while Bayern defenders keep blaming each other as the Catalan giant smacked the Germans 4-0.

Barcelona 4-0 Bayern
BAR:Messi 9,38,Eto'o 12,Henry 43
BAY:none

The next match is on April 14th.

Chelsea vs Liverpool(Stamford Bridge,London)
Bayern Munich vs Barcelona(Allianz Arena,Munich)
Arsenal vs Villareal(Emiriates Stadium,London)
Porto vs Manchester United(Dragao,Porto)

The final will be held in Stadio Olympico,Rome.

MY PREDICTION:

United will managed to win,in small amount of goal.Maybe 1-0.I don't think Cristiano Ronaldo will score because he is in Porto,which he is a hate figure,because he is from arch rivals Sporting Lisbon.I think it will be Rooney.

Arsenal will win the match,3-0.Easy when you're in Emiriates.Adebayor will score one of the goals.

Liverpool won't have a chance to qualify after a huge defeat with Chelsea.I think Chelsea will play defensively,although without captain John Terry.I think the game will be on Chelsea,2-0.

Barcelona don't have a problem in this match.I think some key players like Lionel Messi and Henry will be rested.Take a look Bojan Krkic,he is the rising star.Barcelona will win,maybe 2-0 will be enough.

Best performance of top 8:

Champions:
Liverpool FC(5 times-1977,1978,1981,1984,2005)
Bayern Munich(4 times 1974,1975,1976,2001)
Manchester United(3 times-1968,1999,2008)
Barcelona FC(2 times-1992,2006)
Porto FC(2 times-1987,2004)

Finalist:
Arsenal(lost to Barcelona in 2006)
Chelsea(lost to Manchester United in 2008)

Semi finalist:
Villareal(lost to Arsenal in 2006)

Teaching Democracy In Classrooms To Future Of Canada.

2009-04-07T10:39:00.000-07:00

It's my new job (practically in workforce training) as School Election Officer in Election Canada.It's part of Student Vote programme,to teach children what is democracy.

In Student Vote,I will teach kids in kindergarden and primary school to perform their responsiblity to their country.

And to teach the good or bad in democracy.

Wish me luck.

Condoglianza L'Aquila,Italia.

2009-04-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

Nella mia compassione piu profonda a coloro che e morto nel terremoto,L'Aquila,Italia.

-In my deepest sympathy to those who died in Earthquake in L'Aquila,Italy.

Mourning for a day. :(

Confessions of a Shopaholics-Addiction or Consumerism?

2009-04-05T14:18:00.000-07:00

I've watched the latest Jerry Bruckheimer's movie with Rasheed after lunch yesterday-Confessions of a Shopaholics.Anyway it's about a woman(Isla Fisher-which is currently Borat the Kazakhstan Sacha Baron Cohen wife) who addicts to shop,and from her addiction,she got a job,as a fashion critic of a magazine.Pull stop,I don't want to spoil the story.

Well,shopaholics is a problem.I was a shopaholics too.I guess my brought-ups in Milan spoils me.Teatro Alla Scala,Galleria Vittorio,near Piazza del Duomo,it's a shopping haven.Gucci,Prada,Louis Vuitton,Dolce Gabbana,you name it,it's near my doorstep.During when I was in Malaysia,Bukit Bintang is my roaming center.Edge to edge,floor to floor,I already conquered it.Bags of new clothes,it's my way to kill my depression.And it's killing my wallet as well.

To be honest,I don't care about anything at all,and flash back when I 6-7 years back,I think I'm such a bimbo.I don't give a damn about global poverty although I know it,but looking at that time when I was in love with a socialistas who loves bundles second hand shop,I asked him I don't know how many times,"what is your satisfaction by buying clothes that people already wore?

Yes,his answer makes me yawned.At that time.I swear to God I don't give a damn about poor people.They are poor so what?Should I be as poor like them,oh please.That was my answer at that time.

Things a lot happen to me and makes me more wiser,I guess.Yes I admitted I was a smart dumb girl at that time,but I don't know,when I arrived in this boring steppe city of Calgary,where people wearing cowboys dress and jeans,and pretending to be cool,sometimes people here thinks that their dress-ups is so damn cool and want to showing off with me,hello,I'm brought up in Milan.My school dress are far far stylish then your casual dress,please!

But anyway,it's just clothes.You didn't look nice or bad,it's just your psychology.I don't know,people tell me Lady GaGa is stylish,I look her like a rubbish,in my eyes.I don't know,people says Katy Perry is stylish,but for me,I don't like her striking colors fashion.

Somehow I felt a simple shirt and pair of jeans with Converse shoes will be great.A transformation to be rock chic,right?Hik hik!

If you had a girlfriend like me,please,advice her.Or she'll waste your money away.

Don't let your credit card wasted you!

Walk the Walk,Talk the Talk.

2009-04-03T15:42:00.000-07:00

I've seen so many of angst people after Najis been appointed as a Prime Minister.Based on my observation over 40 percent Malaysian disagrees with Najib to be PM.40 percent,in politics means it's HUGE.

But even as huge as 40 percent,which equivelant to 12 million Malaysians,are seems not enough to stop a determination of one person to achieve his gameplan agenda.12 million peoples are include those "pakcik-pakcik sembang kedai kopi","pakcik pakai kopiah suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah",political junkies,whiners,internet keyboard warriors,and some people who seek for balancing the political power in Malaysia.

We have proven,although Conservative Party led by Stephen Harper is still ruling,yet we sucsessfully make him to listen some.We make him scares a little bit.We voicing up our concern about economy,and constitution's right.At least,with our voice we make him to concern about something.Baffin Island near Arctic Circle is already declared as National Park.At least Stephen Harper shows something that he's listening(although not all of our voice he concerned).

However,people in Malaysia who against the establishment of Barisan Nasional,seems loves to sensationalizing the issues played by Opposition,which never carried serious issues such as unemployment or economic crisis that we're facing.All I ever listen is "rasuah sekian-sekian juta,bla bla bla",and they're talking to the air.No proof,no tribunal,no nothing.How about enviromental,does one of 12 million of you concern about it?None.Because after all these time,I've listened about Barisan Nasional corruption,but I never listen "contigency plan of Pakatan Rakyat" if they become(some of states already became government) people's elected government.

First,unite Pakatan.I believe the unification of Pas,DAP and PKR is just for sake to prevent BN to rule.We must stop to think to be an Opposition.We have to step forward,to be a GOVERNMENT.Unless people like Nami which declared "the best government is no government at all".He's an anarchist.But non-anarchist oppositions like "pakcik sembang kedai kopi","pakcik suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah",internet political junkies,whiners,stop voicing and keep on yack yack yack in front of your coffee.It's a right time for you to act.

Second,be serious in political topic.Talk about our unemployment rate goes higher and higher,our currency become less valuable,talk about economic growth that become so slow,in Canada,that's concern us a lot.Not chit chat chit chat about something that you're even not sure.

Walk the walk,talk the talk.It's like in Malay phrase "cakap banyak pun tak guna".

Yack yack yack,talk talk talk.I already joined mass rally against Conservatives in Calgary.I know what it's feel to be a rioter.

100,000 is only for protestors.To revolt,it tooks MILLIONS.

Najib.

2009-04-02T06:58:00.000-07:00

Nazi,Authorcratic,Jobless,Idioticity,Bullshit.

Ladies and gentleman,The 6th Prime Minister of Malaysia(Number 6 is the devil number hahahahaha!)

I'm glad that Stephen Harper,despite sucks,at least he didn't murder a Mongolian. :)

A Call at 3am In The Morning.

2009-04-01T01:29:00.000-07:00

A call awakes me,I'm looking at my clock,it was 3am in the morning.What the fuck?With lazy eyes I picked up the phone.

Ez:Hey,it's 3am in the morning.Who is this?

And suddenly it was my eldest brother,Shahril a.k.a. Aril a.k.a. Along.With his nervous and worried voice,plus his voice like,shaking or something.Very chaotic tone.

Aril:Angah,my house is on fire!My house is on fire!

My jaw dropped like Oh My God!I opened up my eyes widely to fight infinite sleepiness and listens to him very carefully.

Ez:Did you call fire department?Police?Anything?

Aril:Of course I call them first,then I call you.Please inform my parent-in-law that Citra is on peril.She's trapped on fire!

I'm even shocked when listening from Along.Without wasting a second,I'm going straight and knocked my dad's room.

Papa!Papa!Aril's house is on fire!Wake up!

My dad is a very calm person.Although he's calm,he's kinda worried.His son Shahrul/Arul/Usu,his daughter Sherina/Elly/Achik and his wife Sophia died.I don't think he didn't want to lose another family member.

He picked Aril's call,and tell him to calm down.Remember,Allah will always there for you.

Papa:Don't worry.Call fire department and meanwhile,save anything important from fire.Your passports,IDs,everything.

Aril told my dad that he didn't have a time to save anything,including his wife Citra.He tried to awakes Citra but he failed.

My dad said "hang up,Aril.I'll call your parent in law."

And then here comes Citra's parent.Very,very worried for Citra.

Adryan,Citra's cousin also here.They're waiting the news from Aril patiently.

And for me it's a very dramatic situation when Aril describes what happen to him at London,Ontario,Canada,which is 2,000 miles from Calgary,Alberta,Canada.

I felt so nervous.And my dad tells him,

"Don't worry,we'll pray for you.Just relax,ok?"

As my dad put the phone down.A SMS was received at my dad's phone.

"Haha.April Fool dad,Ez!-Aril"

What?APRIL FOOL?3 am in the morning??

Everyone is like,pissed off with Aril.Everyone's faces is like,"Damn you eternally,Aril!".Curses keeps on going as Citra's family return back to home.

If you want to create a joke,why on 3am?

A very cruel dumbass brother.

Tagged by Sarah Samz

2009-03-31T12:31:00.000-07:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :
1. Rasheed calls me "Bee Bee".
2. Sue calls me "Bestie".
3. Aril and my dad calls me "Angah".
4. The rest calls me "Ez".

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :
1. March 9-my birthday
2. April 19-Elly's birthday
3. July 8-Elly's death
4. Oct 31-mom's death

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :
1.MTVing my life. :)
2.Myspace-ing.
3.Blogging.
4.Drinking coffee.

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY :
1. feed the cats.
2. bake the cake.
3. call "bee-bee".
4. be happy,as easy as that.

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :
1. Elly
2. Mom
3. Arul
4. Grandmom at Kuantan.All of you RIP.

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
1. Shunsuke Nakamura :P
2. A good book to read.
3. Celtic FC jersey.
4. Shayna Zaid CD!

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES :
1. Online
2. Nagging
3. Writing
4. DVD-ing.

FOUR PLACES OR COUNTRY YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :
1. Dublin,Ireland.
2. Celtic Park,Glasgow,Scotland.
3. South Africa
4. Kuta,Bali,Indonesia

FOUR FAVOURITE DRINKS :
1. I'm addicted to coffee.
2. OJ that's for sure.
3. Green tea for a better 'chi'.
4. A simply plain H20.

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG/HANDBAG :
1. Canadian dollars.
2. Canadian ID.
3. Elly's bracelet.
4. Coins.

FOUR FAVOURITE COLORS :
1. Green
2. White
3. Pink
4. Red

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS :
1. Stephen Avenue
2. Rasheed corn-in-the-cup stall.
3. Food not Bombs Calgary Center.
4. Home sweet home.

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH :
1. Allah and rasul
2. Family
3. Friends
4. Lewis Hamilton :)

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU :
1. Elly's charmbracelet.
2. Art of War book.
3. Paper teddy bear.
4. Remote control.

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WILL TAG :
Sis Maria,Nami,KO_E and Nizam.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY :
1. I love to answer tag.
2. I'm bored.
3. I'm lonely.
4. I'm horny hahaha!

p/s:dismiss the last point!

My Favorite Books.

2009-03-30T15:32:00.000-07:00

I love books.The older book the better.I love the smell of old books.By the way this is books that I love to read.

The Art Of War-Sun Tzu

This book is actually about strategy to win the war.As human it's our nature to war.To win the war we need strategies.This book is about strategies and philosophy to win the war.Not just war,but to compete and challenge.To be superior.To earn respect.

The People's History of United States-Howard Zinn

The naked truth about United States.Statue of Liberty is a symbol of liberty which actually a lie.To build that statue needs thousands of African slaves,some of them died because of malnutrition.Liberty is fake in America.How Native Indians been ravished?How Anglo-Saxonian and white gains control in America.

How To Overthrow The Government-Arianna Huffington

Coup d'etat or overthrowing the government needs strategy.To cut down government's nerves and pulse,especially information to the masses.Gaining control to get acsess the vital parts of government's strength,especially important generals,key-man politician and financial wise.How to divert the attention of the enemy(the government) and how to distort information to confuse the enemy(the government).

Oliver Twist-Charles Dicken

The painful story of children.Children slavery,to beg and to steal.How Artful Dodger uses Oliver Twist weaknesses for his good,and how Fagan the gangster control children's life into deepest misery.A very melancholic story to be read.

Animal Farm-George Orwell

When the animals take over the farm,they think it is the start of a better life. Their dreams is of a world where all animals are equal and all property is shared. But soon the pigs take control and one of them, Napoleon, becomes the leader of all the animals. One by one the principles of the revolution are abandoned, until the animals have even less freedom than before.A mirror of Soviet Union in Stalin era.

Nineteen-Eighty Four-George Orwell

The story about patriotism has been abused by leadership to dictates people in the name of Oceania.War is peace,freedom is slavery,ignorance is strength.To kill is a will,in the name of Oceania.Think is a crime,and will be punished to death.A very dark dystopian book.

Homage to Catalonia-George Orwell

His experience about Spanish Civil War to defend civil liberty and dignity against facism.And how his views about the ugly of war itself.Spanish people especially in Barcelona and Catalonia will definitely emotional when read this book.

This is way few books that I want to share with you guys.Remember,

KNOWLEDGE IS POWER!

Idiots Are Taking Over.

2009-03-29T17:24:00.000-07:00

Malaysian's April's Fool is on April 2nd.

I've heard from most of my friends in Malaysia,they will receive new Prime Minister on April 2nd.The candidate unopposed,UMNO President/Fuhrer Najis Tun Razak.

Well,April 2nd is brand new April Fool for Malaysians.Why?2,500 UMNO delegates represents 30 million Malaysians?1 vote of UMNO delegates represents 12,000 Malaysians?Are you dumbass or something?Why this stupidity became so hideous so utterly that I can't even tolerate,if people accept this Najis to be PM just because 2,500 money-hungered people vote for him,I guess those people are far dumber than my reptile platipus.My platipus is far,far smarter than those people who agrees.

Ha ha you're dumber than my platypus.ha ha!

I don't give a fuck about Malay supremacy.It's already fucked.It's already a bullshit for me.I don't support any facist regime or any conservatives movement.

I don't give a fuck about Altantuya.I don't give a fuck about everything that Pakatan Rakyat told me about his wrongdoing.What I laughed is,the way he's elected as a Prime Minister.Unopposed,or you can't opposed?

What's a point of voting guys?If these 2,500 bastards can decide while others waiting to be fucked up by your Prime Minister?

Nationalist,Malay ultra,Malay supremacy,daulat tuanku.Bullshit.

Get ready Malaysians.You're ready to be fucked.

p/s:We're in Canada been fucked by Stephen Harper too.Everybody has been fucked.Ha ha ha!

Earth Hour--Let's Turn ON Better Future with Turn OFF the light.

2009-03-28T11:31:00.001-07:00

As far as I'm writing this blog right now,it's 12.30 pm in Calgary.6 hours left for Earth Hour.

I join with the rest of the world to shut my PC,TV,DVD,everything electrical in one hour by candlelight dinner with my Rasheed.

A Romantic Earth Hour aye?

By the way,what the hell happened to McLaren Mercedes?Come on Lewis you can do it!

Ezreen Emira's Economic Theory.

2009-03-24T11:22:00.000-07:00

I've read one of Nami articles about steep raising price in Malaysia.And I don't know somehow he had mentioned about a theory--which I never realized when I was saying it--my Ezreen Emira Economic Theory,simply Triple E.

This Triple E Theory,for me it's just a random observation,but somehow I feel it's make sense.

The theory is:-

1.The value of money will drop at least 30 percent 10 years from now.For example,C$100 right now were just C$70 in 1999.

2.Since the money's value dropped,the price will automaticly raise to bring balance to the drop.

It was 1950s in Indonesia,according from Citra's father,they still can get things to buy with 1 rupiah.But right now it's Rp6,500 equals to C$1.Why value of money dropped significantly?What it takes to re-structure your money's value?

I'm agree with Nami that paper money that we hold right now are not valuable.It's just represents the capability to exchange.What's is the different between C$1 and C$100 notes?Or RM1 and RM50 notes.It's still the same--paper.What it takes to say this paper is more valuable than other paper?It's still the same thing--it's a paper.

If you buy an ice-cream--you'll hands up with ice-cream seller with papers.In the same time if you buy a car--you'll still hands up with papers.Is ice-cream is same value as car?Of course it's not.It's just a representation of your capability.It's not a comodity anyway.

Some says that we should return back into gold dinar system.Yes,it's inflation proof,yet,how many gold and silver you have to dig for humans to use?And how many place on Earth to be destruct for the sake of our economy?

According from CIA Factbook,it was 142,000 tonnes of gold has been mined since the beginning of civilization,which it's estimated around US$4.5 trillion dollars.Compared with huge amounts of this paper currency which values US$54.5 trillion dollars,I believe this amount of gold is just a drop in the ocean to solve this inflation and global economic crisis.Definitely you can't raise the gold price to be equal with paper money,because the price of money will be so expansive that no one could ever effort to get a penny,if we lay our money into gold standards.Because in order to balancing up the value of money with value of gold(since we pegged up with gold).

But over-printed money can causing the value of money to drop.Of course,more people to be born everyday.It was estimated 7 people per second was born in this world.More people requires more money.And the government needs to print more money for its people and to ensure the people got buying power to buy goods and services.So,when money been printed not according with capasity of population growth,value money can be dropped.

Bailouts and government backing's to some capitalist faggots is another factor the value of money will be dropped.Bailouts requires more money and if those taxpayers money been used to bailing some troubling company,then this cycle of vicious will still carry on.People still need to pay taxes and parking ticket,which government will charge,in the meanwhile the government using our money for some stupid faggots who loves to steal our money.So the governments' problem-solver?Print more money.Let the value dropped and let the people die.Because this capitalist pay more to the government,isn't it?

In my study case in Russia,the rubles value dropped significantly.In Soviet 1 ruble are equivelant to 1,000 Russian rubles right now.So,which money is valuable?Soviet 1 ruble or Russian 1,000 rubles?The answer is,the value is same.So is that Soviet rubles are more valuable than Russian rubles.Definitely,by thousand times valuable.

Why currency in Zimbabwe is hideously troubled with inflation?Because the supply of money is too much compared with the demand.The high supply happens to fund Mugabe's regime,to bail some of Mugabe's crony,but overprint papers causing the price to drop.Do you believe three eggs in Zimbabwe worth 100 billion dollars?

The best thing to solve this problem is let the people hold the money and decide how much money to be printed.If governments ever care about some capitalist faggots to be saved and need more money to be printed,then the value will drop.And the price will raise.It's automatic.So,are you waiting til the time when we buy eggs worth 100 billions?

Let us kick this stupidity out of frame.Let us know ourselves that the main culprit of economic crisis is because of capitalism lost its foundation.The world should ready for fair and square of economy.That's why I told people that Barack Obama's bailout strategy somehow will fail.Millions,billions or trillions,if you keep printing money for bailing out the trouble company from bankruptcy,then be prepared that US dollar will dropped significantly.And why peg your money to US dollar?

Economist John Maynard Keynes said that "Governments should spend money they don't have may have saved capitalism".In the same time ceteris paribus (or equality between supply and demand) keep controlling the value of money.What happen in the world right now is because capitalism greed that controls each and every penny that we have,and since they want more,the governments printed more and more,and the price drop,the price raising up,the people suffers,and they got money to burn.

Million..Billion..Trillion..These Numbers Makes Economy Goes Numb.

2009-03-22T16:26:00.000-07:00

I start my article with tribute and respect for Jade Goody for her death because of cancer.RIP Jade Goody.

OK,I was told by a patient who stay in hospital after road accident 2 days ago,that it was glorious Canada when Pierre Tredeau was a Canadian Prime Minister.A universal healthcare system which subsidizing healthcare and one of socialism method in Western society,has now been thrashed away by Stephen Harper.

Today,Canadians debt more than US$919 billion dollars.

United States debt is US$11 trillion dollars.

Million,billion,trillions.It's just a number.But where the hell money goes?And who's we owed?We have to pay to whom?

Capitalism are screwed.If Ronald Reagan still alive today he will committing suicide.Thank God he's dead.He's the one who start this problematique,the country owes the corporate.

And now the corporate has no money and owe the people.And what is the solution for this problems?

Nationalization.Bring back universal health care.Those cripping corporate is no longer owned by themselves.They own our money,they should pay to us.

AIG bonuses being slashed by 90-100 percent to pay back to people.So,people who works in AIG didn't got their salary this year.

That's not the way President Obama.What should you do as a president is to reform back your economy.Let those corporate falling with their knees and nationalized it.Bailout is not a solution.

Last budget is US$787 billion is like drop in the ocean compared with the huge amounts of money.

Who's actually owed who?

So,in order to pay back to the people,give them free services such as healthcare or education.That's would be better.And bring this capitalist faggots away from our money.Simple as that.

You don't need to be hectic about this.This is simple.The hardest part is to save those capitalist faggots.Leave them rot and die.They don't care about people,they only think about profits.

So,if we talking about debt,millions,billions,trillions,it's worth no more.

George W Bush's Speech In Calgary.

2009-03-18T12:15:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry due to my anger last evening.It's my bad habit and because of my anger,I lost my sister.Long story guys,I'm so sorry.

Yesterday my mood was ruined by former POTUS George W Bush.That's why I let all my anger to all of you guys.When I'm not in a good mood,a provocation could be disaster.In cyberworld I let my keyboard do the things.In real life,my hands do all the things.When I'm not in mood--fork,spoon,plate,ashtray,everything grabbed and I'll throw staight to the face.I still got my muay thai kick although my ankle broked last November.I can kick people straight to the face,no problem at all.

Yesterday it's St Patrick's Day,it's Irish day of celebration.It's like Chinese with Chinese New Year,or Malay's Hari Raya.My arwah mom was half Turkish half Irish,so I believe although I'm not a St Patrick worshipper,and I'm not Christian,but in Irish society it's a celebration,it's good to meet up your Irish anchestors in our Little Dublin.

But hope to celebrate this Irish Day was shattered when former POTUS George W Bush came into town.In Calgary,Conservative Party(nicked as Tories) has queue since afternoon to meet George Bush's asshole.Meanwhile,all political science students must arrive sharp on 6 o'clock.Students attandance are compulsory.Police everywhere,while the Emperor of Asshole which the one ruined our world economy,our world peace and my Irish celebration day--came with escorts and CIA's black suits.Meanwhile,at the corner of the town,my friend Christina and her socialistas rebel has demonstrated against Bush's arrival to town.I'm joining the protest earlier at the morning,but I'm managing to escape.

Well,George Bush received tough questions from Calgarians--especially about his policy towards economy and Iraq.He refuses to answer by saying,

"Barack Obama deserves my silence".

Well personally,not his political policy--Bush is a nice guy.He is gentleman person,always allows people walk through him,and he's never grumble.He telling the security "not to tighten because I've once avoided a pair of shoe.I think I can handle it alone".

To be frank,I don't listen much with his speech.As he grabbed the microphone,I started to listen my I-Pod.But as the thunderous claps when he ending up his speech,I didn't clap,but looking him walk away from hall with an open,warm smile.

There's my story with former POTUS--George W.Bush--or he dubbed himself as "Dubya".

He might been the symbol of hatred,but he deserves a warm welcome from Calgarians.

p/s:Nami,I didn't bring my camera.All pictures I took from Canadian newspaper online pictures.

Siapa Kau Nak Tuduh Aku Bukan Islam?

2009-03-17T11:38:00.000-07:00

Aku tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu supaya otak benak kau faham!

Ini apa yang kau kata:

Adakah saudari ANTI - Islam dan juga Agama Allah?

Maaf mungkin saya tak pasti...

Saudari bukan beragama Islam

Aku lebih suka berterus terang.Kalau aku cakap kau bodoh,kau bodoh.Aku bukannya orang seni,aku pelajar sains.Aku tak suka selindungkan fakta.Aku akan cakap apa yang betul.

Artikel semalam tentang Penagih-Penagih Politik,adalah termasuk dalam golongan kau,Lim Slim Shady.Kau adalah seorang penagih kronik yang wajar dihantar ke mana-mana rehab.Aku tak tau sama ada aku harus lempang kau atau aku harus bunuh kau.Tak tahu yang mana satu.Mulut kau yang bodoh lagi celupar tu buat aku marah tatkala aku sedang menyiapkan diri untuk mendengar lecture dari manusia paling dajal di muka bumi George W Bush.Aku ingat George Bush akalnya paling rendah,rupanya kau lagi bodoh rupanya.

Kau tuduh aku bukan Islam,kau ada nampak aku menyembah tok pekong mana-mana?Kau ada nampak aku masuk gereja?Kau ada nampak aku memijak-mijak al-Quran?

Artikel semalam adalah ketidakpuasan hati aku terhadap Hadi Awang tentang idea bodohnya tentang kerajaan campuran dengan BN.Kau apa hal nak tuduh aku bukan Islam?Kafirkah aku kalau aku kata dia bodoh nak buat kerajaan campuran?Apasal kau nak interfere Islam atau tidaknya aku.

Ingin sekali aku ludah orang-orang bodoh tapi sombong dan rendah akal tapi berlagak pandai.Sekali bercakap bajet seorang PhD,tapi hakikatnya kau ni sama seperti orang-orang yang beli PhD kat Kazakhstan.Kalau dah bodoh,bodoh la.Bila masa Parti PAS tu parti maksum?Semua orang dalam tu tak boleh dikutuk?Pada aku pergi mati la kata-kata kau tu.Orang yang dah lalok dengan politik mana sedar apa yang dia cakap.

Woi bodoh,sejak bila kalau masuk Islam kena daftar masuk PAS?Cakap dengan aku?Ada tulis kat Pintu Kaabah ke nama Hadi Awang?Ada tulis ke?

Ustaz ke,Ulamak ke,Hafiz ke,kalau salah tetap salah.Takkan benda macam tu pun kau bodoh benar nak faham?

Kau ingat kau dah cukup Islam nak mengkafirkan aku?Ada aku cakap aku anti agama Allah?Kau ingat semua ahli PAS tu perjuangkan agama ke?Hukum hudud yang dijanji tak buat-buat.Zakat pun agih macam tak betul.Kau ni sakit fanatik politik bangang!Pergi Pakistan mana ada PAS.Pergi Indonesia mana ada PAS.Kau pergi Mekah pun mana ada PAS!Kau je otak sakit.

Pergi mampus la kau!Bodoh,bangsat!

Politic Junkie.

2009-03-16T12:55:00.000-07:00

Politics is like a drug.Use it wisely or you're a junkie.-Nami.

When first time I'm started to blog,I always trying to wrote something controversal,something provocative and something challenging people's mind.My blog reached lots of people,especially Pakatan Rakyat supporters,and especially on my coverage on Permatang Pauh by-election.

By the time Canadian Federal Election came,people starting not to viewing my blog anymore.I'm fine with that because it's my blog,I'm fine if anyone didn't leave a comment for me.Not because I'm no longer interested in Malaysian politics,but the news correspondent such as Nami and Jiman are no longer giving me news.Anyway,Malaysian politics are so lame that people here are laughing til they pee on their pants about Malaysian politics stupidity.I mean,all of them.

I never know naked in your house is wrong in Malaysia?How do you Malaysians bath?Or doing sex?Are you wearing pants while fucking or what?And just because a pervert snapped one of the MP,and you're calling them to step down?What the fuck?Princess Diana nude pictures are still around yet people still adores her.So?

And I don't know what happen to our super-moronic idiotic sarcastic Saiful.He told the whole world that Anwar fucks him.I don't know whether Anwar is gay or not,but I'm no bloody fucking idiot to let people fucking my ass as easy as eating pie.It's a shame when girl like me can defend myself with my self defence,rather than Saiful who is,I think,willingly to be fucked(if it's true).

I admit that I was a politic junkie before.But as time passes by,people are getting bored,even Michael Ignatieff Leader of House Oppossition willingly to co-oporate with Stephen Harper's government to solving economic crisis.I believe Republicans in US are also helping (well of course there will be drama on TV) Barack Obama to handle this problem.

I read Harakah,Suara Keadilan,Tukar Tiub,Utusan,everything is same.Pot calling kettle black.And that's why people like Sarah Samz hate politics so much.Because these political junkies idioticity are far far away from a moose.You know?Everything is so stupid that I decided to stop to write about Malaysian politics.Gag me with the spoon!

Hadi Awang,Anwar Ibrahim,Lim Kit Siang,Abdullah Badawi,Khairy Jamaluddin,Najis Tun Razak--all of them are puppeting people and spliting up Malaysians.I don't know if you Malaysians still not fade up with situation,but in Indonesians are already settled down with their politics thingy.Yup,it's a election year yet I saw Indonesians are far far organized than Malaysians politics.

To be frank,I don't trust Anwar since September 16th.After all of his words I really excited to be true--on September 17th deep down inside me I think he's bullshitting on me.I also being bullshitted by Liberal Party after Michael Ignatieff's not so aggressive with Harper.I decided to quit Liberal Party.This is crap.

Today,I've read Nami's article--Punk,Protest and Politics.After all these time I've been trapped by ideologies,promises and false hope.Then for me it's such a waste time to waiting in the line to vote.Such a waste.

My neighbor--United States of America,I've listened to his POTUS about his promises in election to beat John McCain the C+ grade student and the Alaskan bimbo Sarah Palin.Well,I rather to see Hillary to be POTUS,because Hillary was behind her husband Bill when dotcom companies booming like hell in 1990s.After all promises that he made,Barack Obama stunned the whole world by became the first African American to be POTUS.So what?If he's black or white or red or yellow or whatever,if he's an idiot he is an idiot.Before election he is promising to help poor people and build more schools and hospital for poor,ending up he spends so many trillion to bailout some bankrupt company.

I love to quoted Christina Riviera,a socialistas by saying,"Capitalism is dying?Let them die rotting in the burning hell!".And Obama still hoping that's this is a lifeline for those bullshit companies to comeback after this letdown.While the needy and poor still mumbling about their future,this fucking CEOs and Presidents are begging people's money to lifting up their company.

OK,my focus are landing back to Malaysia.Lately Hadi Awang mentioned about coalition government with BN.After all these time the people and the party against BN,Hadi Awang wants to establish coalition government with BN?Hey Hadi,you really want to be a Minister don't you?Seems powerhunger fueled by religion are still relevant in Malaysia?I don't see any hudud or whatever Islamic things you have done in several years.Hello,Achehnese already did hudud,why all of you PAS people didn't do as you promised to people?You won't dare don't you?Then stop talking crap.

Barisan Nasional with their developement promises,Anwar with his September 16th crap,Hadi with his mission to reign power fueled by religion,Karpal Singh is so addictive with attention after his provocation,this is what Malaysians really really wants?

Politics,whether in Malaysia,Canada or United States--are bunch of crap.Democracy supposed to be beautiful,by people,for people,to people,but ending up these culprits and bloodsucker will always be an agent to stupify people.Giving whole Malaysians the greatest drug of all--politics.

Stop talking crap.Do your fucking job!

A Conversation With George W.Bush - in CALGARY???

2009-03-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

My lecturer on March 17.What?George Bush is my lecturer?

Former POTUS George W.Bush will coming to Calgary for his lecture at Telus Convention Centre,Calgary on March 17 - and all Political Science,University of Calgary students attandance are compulsory.

It's on Tuesday.8pm.Sharp.Wear formal.

WTF?George Bush already ruined our economy with his two stupid hideous war and now he's ruining my personal life too?And he's giving me a lecture?Him??HIM??

George W.Bush to speak in Calgary.

And this is short notice.And George W.Bush?Arrggghhh!!

Christina Rivera and all socialist comrades!What are you waiting for?What better than now?

Telus Convention Center,Calgary,Canada.

At least the food is nice.Really,really nice(I bet you!)

Tag Of The Decade(Question of 10 Years)

2009-03-14T16:14:00.000-07:00

Time comes and goes.10 years were in the blinking eyes.

Rules:Do answer the question based on the 10 years within 1999-2009.Simple as that. :) Give me ONE answer,not more than that.Precise,easy and simple.

*2009 is based on current situation.No future event because only God knows what happen next.

**

1.What is your favorite song on that year?(Doesn't mean the song should be released on that particular year)
1999:Genie In The Bottle(Christina Aguilera)
2000:The Way I Am(Eminem)
2001:A Woman's Worth(Alicia Keys)
2002:Don't Know Why(Norah Jones)
2003:Where Is The Love(Black Eyed Peas)
2004:No Surprises(Radiohead)
2005:Only One(Yellowcard)
2006:Perfect Situation(Weezer)
2007:Creep(Radiohead)
2008:You'll Never Walk Alone(Gerry and the Pacemakers)
2009:Bonita(Shayna Zaid)

2.What happen on your birthday on that year?(leave it blank if your birthday did not arrive yet).
1999:I celebrate my birthday at KLCC Garden,with Elly.
2000:Aril smashed me with eggs and flour mortar(damn!)
2001:Exam week,preparation for PMR(sigh!)
2002:Celebrate with my friend Lydia and it's hell of fun!She brings her hot guys around hik hik!
2003:I lost my wallet(damn!)
2004:Mouth wars between me and current bf Shahrul.(idiot!)
2005:Nami gave me paper teddy bear for my birthday.
2006:Celebrated first time in Canada,Elly baked birthday cake for me with mom.
2007:Exams.(duh!)
2008:First time celebrate alone without Elly and mom. :(
2009:Current bf Rasheed gave me corn-in-the-cup as present.

3.Where did you celebrate New Year's Eve on that year?
1999:Home,Subang USJ.
2000:Home,Subang USJ.
2001:Home,Subang USJ.
2002:Home,Subang USJ.
2003:Lot 10,Kuala Lumpur.
2004:Mid Valley,Kuala Lumpur.
2005:Bukit Ampang,Kuala Lumpur.
2006:Home,Glenmore Calgary.
2007:Stephen Avenue,Calgary.
2008:Home,Glenmore Calgary.
2009:Citra's House,Glenmore Calgary.

4.What is your sweetest moment on that year?
1999:I'm the most popular girl in Form 1.
2000:I've got secret admirer.ha ha ha!
2001:Vacation at Pulau Perhentian with family.
2002:Trip to South Africa with family.
2003:I'm a rebel for "Revolusi Pengawas Menentang Cikgu Disiplin Diktator!".I've managed to bring all prefects to boycott school.
2004:Trip to Singapore first time without family.(and it's rock!)
2005:Valentine's Day.
2006:Watching Green Day live!
2007:Trip with my uncle to Manchester,Liverpool,Glasgow and London.
2008:Barisan Nasional defeat's in 5 states.
2009:Join socialist protest in streets of Calgary.

5.What is your saddest moment on that year?
1999:Not sad actually,but it's embarrasing.I've farted in the class and the sound is like "da-boom!"
2000:Current bf Fuad scolded me in front of my family.Silap besar la!
2001:I got hives,a serious hives!
2002:Fall from skate,head first.
2003:Celtic lost with Porto on UEFA Cup Final.Damn you Jose Mourinho!
2004:Mouth war with Shahrul on my birthday.
2005:Current boyfrienddumped me because of a friend backstabbing me.
2006:I dropped my course,Nuclear Engineering because I hate radiation!
2007:Elly and my mom's death.
2008:I'm hospitalized in 2 weeks of brain injury.
2009:So far so good.

6.What is your favorite movie on that year?

1999:10 Things I Hate About You
2000:Cast Away
2001:Ocean Eleven
2002:Lord Of The Ring:The Twin Towers
2003:Lord Of The Ring:Return of the King
2004:Troy
2005:Star Wars:Revenge Of The Sith
2006:Da Vinci Code
2007:Transformers
2008:The Dark Knight
2009:Frost/Nixon

7.And I want to tag:

Sis Maria
Sarah Samz
KO_E
Nami
Lady Zahra

Shayna Zaid - Great Talent From Malaysia.

2009-03-11T23:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.myspace.com/shaynazaid

p/s:i love "Just Because"."Bonita" is cool too!

I've read about Nami's entry about talent and capitalism in his latest article about Akademi Fantasia.I sincerely didn't against Akademi Fantasia or any Idols but I disagree with the concept-easy lane to be rich and famous.And somehow I agree with Nami's point-capitalism has sold these brat as "the new face of art",and I can feel his angst and disappointment.

By the way,don't simply dismiss Malaysian talents especially who those really talented.But I know Akademi Fantasia somehow didn't help us much in looking for good talent in Malaysia,and I know there's some frustration among "true artist" who fights for their lifes under the sun and high-rise.

But not all "true artist" will fight their life in a middle of sun and busking on the streets.And Shayna Zaid is one of them.A Malaysian talent,but established in Big Apple.New York City is welcoming her,a biggest and brightest star,but I'm quite disappointed why Kuala Lumpur and Malaysian dismissed her as a biggest and brightest star?

She is a phenomenon in NYC.And the way she sings-she sings with her soul.And I'm her biggest fan,and I'm claiming it right now!Shayna is the greatest Malaysian singer,like P Ramlee,Sheila Majid and Sudirman.She deserved to be on the top.

Somehow Shayna has proved that even Malaysian can be a big star in NYC.Capitalism or not,she's the biggest star.

I really hope there's one Shayna and one P Ramlee in Akademi Fantasia or Malaysian Idol.I really do.But hope will remain hope if Malaysians itself didn't educate themselves,what is talent and what is fake?

And let me tell you,Shayna Zaid is the true talent!

Top 10 My Most Favorite Love Songs(And it's a Tag!!)

2009-03-09T23:24:00.000-07:00

Not an actual tag usually,but it's more to getting know which tunes can make you smile whole day and thinking about your love.All you have to do is do list,like I did,and describe(you don't have to write Nami's style anyway :P),and tell why you love that love songs.Heartbreak love songs can also counts.

Warning:LOVE SONG,OKAY..nami,any revolution or System of A Down songs won't count.

p/s:and count it backwards like 10,9,8...because I think it's fun to read that way.

#Number 10.

Truly,Madly,Deeply
Artist:Savage Garden
Year:1997

I was Standard 6 at the time I'm listening to this song.A naive little girl,typical grow up songs,it's a nostalgic song to me.Everytime I listens to this song,it reminds me at my crush Giuseppe (when I was living in Milan).

#Number 9.

Tentang Seseorang
Artist:Anda
Year:2003

I almost forget this song once in a while,but ever since my brother married with an Indonesian girl,more and more I gaining back my memories,especially in a great Indonesian movie Ada Apa Dengan Cinta.I was form 5,SPM back then.Very touched with the wordings. :)

#Number 8.

Dilemma
Artist:Nelly feat. Kelly Rowland
Year:2002

You know why I love this song?Simple!You love someone but ending up you're with someone else.You can feel between you and him,there's a chemistry but in the end,spliting at the crossroad of love.I miss this song.So damn much!

#Number 7.

Love Fool
Artist:The Cardigans
Year:1996

Another Giuseppe's memories.Well,sometimes you're waiting for response but still no response,and when the time at the airport,from Milan to Kuala Lumpur,then you're staring at the window,and wondering,"it's such a fool".Yes,indeed it's such a fool.

#Number 6.

True Love Waits
Artist:Radiohead
Year:2000

It was raining day.Well,in Malaysia,it's something stupid if you're singing in the middle of raining day because they called it "suara katak" which is absolutely ridiculous,while Nami play out this song with Aril's guitar,it's so marvelous,a mystic of the guitar sounds ambienced with the pouring rain.Indeed,if waiting such a pain,it's a true love.Reminds me of story of the guy waiting for her love one at train station.Just like what he told people;"Cinta yang agung ialah cinta yang menunggu."

#Number 5.

Yesterday
Artist:The Beatles
Year:1965

The song about break up,everytime I break up I will definitely listening to this song.Well,The Beatles always be the best,right?Liverpudlians,be proud of your lads.

#Number 4.

You Get Me
Artist:Michelle Branch
Year:2001

Michelle Branch is one of the greatest pop alternative singer in her era.I can declare she is like Lisa Loeb of her own,and well,this song is about true love that holds your heart.The wordings were awesome.If you're listening to this song,you'll definitely want to fall in love again,bet me,you will.

#Number 3.

Creep
Artist:Radiohead
Year:1993

Creep is one of the most greatest love songs that I ever listened,although even Thom Yorke the singer are hating it so much that he don't want to sing this song(probably because of pain memories,perhaps?).But anyway,if you really listens what Thom's saying in this words,well,listen carefully,you can feel the frustration and angst of being rejected.Song for the rejected.Easy guitar chord.G,B,C,C minor.But it's touched.

#Number 2.

Kiss Me
Artist:Sixpence None The Richer
Year:1997

If I'm married one day,I want this song will be the song that lead me dancing with my husband.This is a masterpiece from Matt Slocum the guitarist and if I listen to this song,I will listen it twice and feel how much I love my boyfriend right now.And of course,this song always be a theme song of greatest love movies such as She's All That,10 Things I Hate About You and Dawson's Creek.Such a great love.I love this song!!!(scream mode)

#Number 1.

Sherina
Artist:Nami
Year:2007

I don't know why I want to pick this song as Number 1,I know this song drives me crazy for a while,it's really frustrated me when your ex boyfriend write a song for your own sister,but after she's gone,and I'm keep listening to this song over and over again,I really felt that my sister,Sherina,which never ever had a boyfriend before him,has fall in love with him.If I were her I won't able to faking up.This song is so special for her.

Now it's time to tag!

1.Sis Maria
2.KO_E
3.Nami
4.Sarah Samz
5.Zahra
6.Cabaikering.

and all people who adore my blog.hik hik!

p/s:please do for me,please..please..you don't have to be detail like me.

Birthday Girl Speech.

2009-03-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

I would like to say thank you to all my friends,in real life or cyber life,for wishing me my 23rd birthday.

I would like to thank to my dad,Sulaiman Daud for coming home for watching my Antigone and celebrate my birthday with me.He's the greatest hero I've ever had.Thanks for be the first guy who wishing my birthday.Such a love.

I would also thank you to my brother,Shahril Iman Sulaiman and wife,Citra Sasmi Hardinawati,his brother in law Cahyo Guruh Hardinawira for wishing me happy birthday.Adryan Adi Worjoyo,Citra's cousin,thanks for your lovely card and lovely cupcakes.To my boyfriend,Rasheed al-Hussin,thanks for your love and corn-in-the-cup birthday wishes,you're so sweet!To Christina Riviera and boyfriend George,my Antigone director Susan and the rest of Antigone theatre crew,thank you!I would like to say thank you to my neighbor Mr and Mrs Patterson for baking me a cake for wishing my birthday,and although Celtic lost,I would like to say thank you for Robert for wishing me a very Happy Birthday.

I'm also would like to say thank you to Sue,my best friend who create for me a video for my birthday.I would also say thanks to Kak Maria,KO_E,Nami,Ajeed,Syed Faiz,Zahra,Sarah Samz and the rest of my cyber's friend!Thank you and God bless you all.

By the way,this is my 2nd year I'm celebrating my birthday without my mom Sophia Izmit Emir and my beloved sister Sherina Ellyana.At the time where balloons and cake with a noisy sound for celebrating my birthday,deep inside me I felt lonely without both of them.I hope God will take care of them,as God take care of me.Of course I'm missing Elly's present(she always be the first who give me birthday present) and my mom's cake.Of course I still keep her charmbracelet,and her last birthday present,a lovely frame of me and her.I also keep paper teddy bear from Nami,and I hope you'll make one for Sue too!

To all my friend,thank you,gracias,merci,danke,dankon,arigato,go riabh,terima kasih to all of you.

Happy Women International Day.

2009-03-07T14:24:00.000-08:00

"First you must respect your mother.Second you must respect your mother.Third you must respect your mother.Fourth you must respect your father."

-Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.

This Sunday is Women International Day.Far and wide,all around the world,we women are victim of discrimication,and prejudice from patrymony system,who always upheld men ego(not men itself).We often being viewed as "baby-machine","sex-slave",and "slave-in-the-house".There's always be "housewife" but no such thing as "househusband".

The stigma and prejudice of men ego(not men itself) toward the movement of feminism and Girl Power is because some people can't accept changes that women right now were able to think and to lead too.Some fatwa and religious orders said that women shall not lead,let men handle the whole world.

Stupidity and idioticity nowadays are leading with their arrogant and stupid ego against our effort to liberate ourselves.We often being viewed as weak,soft,emotional and cannot lead.

Most of the domestic violence are led by men,drunked husband wacks his wife,bashing his wife and some even worst,they're beat their wives until bruising and bleeding.What went wrong here?Where is Adam promise to Eve "to love and take care of Eve"?Where is it?

Now,I'm a person who does not believe fatwa against women to be a leader.I simply don't believe because the quality is not based on gender,because in my observation,a woman can lead her children,no matter how many,but a man simply cannot follow her daughter.A woman can teach her son to do man things,but I don't think a man can teach her daughter to do woman things.

I never disgraded men.I respect my father.He is the class of his own.He always open up the door for my arwah mom,the house door,car door.He always be romantic,and he treat my mother so well that until my mother die,she's saying that she never regret marrying my dad.I believe there's a few men with that quality,but majority of men selfishly defend their ego and pride on their hegemony.

When Megawati Sukarnoputri became the President of Indonesia,some says she cannot be a President because she's a female.Some against Hillary Clinton because she's a female.And some disrespect Crown Princess of Masako of Japan because she gave birth of Princess Aiko,a female.Why against us,men?

My arwah mom always taught me,to be strong.She didn't want women to be viewed as weak and soft.My arwah sis Elly,she might look weak,but she had a strong emotion and strong attitude to survive with her disease.

I'm proud to be women.And I hope all women around the world,be proud because we giving birth to civilization.We giving birth to all mankind.

Happy Women International Day.8 March.And Happy Birthday to me on March 9th!

Girl Power!

Raja Kita,Selamat Berta-ta!(Waving Goodbye)

2009-03-05T03:36:00.000-08:00

"God save the Queen,the facist regime,it makes you a moron,potential H bombs!"
-Sex Pistols.

I'm keen to continue my theory to be republic,especially for Malaysian people.

I laughed like fuck when a Malay friend told me that "kita perlukan raja sebab rajalah yang akan terus menaungi orang-orang Melayu di Malaysia.Kalau takde raja,republik,matilah kita bangsa Melayu,kena pijak".

And I replied,"sekarang bangsa Melayu hidup ke?Come on la,people in France throw their king and they become superpower.Hello,English tu pun,dah yang nak tubuhkan Republic of Britain tu dah sampai 30 percent dah.Some cities in Liverpool and Manchester masing-masing dah declare Republic of Scousers and Republic of Mancunia."

OK,everything started when friend of mine(BN hardcore) saying to me "ada ke patut meeting bawah pokok?Kat Canada mana ada,kan?Dorang ni gila la".

I replied back,"they all meeting kat pokok pasal police suka-suka nak tutup DUN.Ikut law based on Westminster(then I opened my Westminster law books,then I recited it),it's approved to have convenance even not inside Parliament for emergency matters.Ye la,kalau Parlimen terbakar macam mana nak meeting kat dalam?"

Then he replied "itu kalau terbakar.Masalahnya ni tiba-tiba meeting,dah Sultan tak approve,mana boleh?"

"Who need Sultan?They all wakil rakyat,bukan wakil sultan.Since rakyat nak persidangan tu,they all kena buat.Mahathir dulu jugak cakap,kalau tak sign around 14 days rule tu dah legitimate.So,benda yang sama jugak yang they all buat.If Sultan refuses to sign,then 14 days from law passed by Parliment/DUN,sah la!"

He then get emotional,"Hey,you ni orang Melayu ke?Even though you ada mixed Irish-Turkish,you still orang Melayu,okay?"

I'm replied "Hello,Ireland is a republic.Turkey is a republic.My dad anchestor is Bugis.Bugis is from Indonesia.Indonesia is a republic.None of my blood were from a monarch country okay?"

He trapped.He then replied,"tapi still orang Malaysia kan?"

"Nope,I'm Canadian.Je suis Canadienne."

Once again he getting emotional,"lupa daratan".

"You la lupa daratan.Asal orang Indonesia tapi tak nak mengaku anchestor sendiri.Siap halau-halau lagi."

He then replied,"habis,you nak Tanah Melayu jadi macam Singapore ke?"

"Yup." I replied short.

"Gila!Nak Cina conquer?"

"Cina conquer?Hello,it's an international city okay?You ingat semua Chinese yang control Singapore tu ke?American,British,French,Australian,Japanese..you name it,semua ada kat situ."

"Habis tu Lee Kuan Yew?Dia Perdana Menteri Singapore!"

"So?Kalau dia Perdana Menteri Singapore,kenapa?Tak boleh?People yang elect dia,sukati they all la."

"Nanti Melayu terpinggir,macam kat Singapore.Merempat kat bumi sendiri."

"Siapa cakap?I ada raaaaaamai kawan Singaporean.Bersepah.Pasir Ris,Pasir Panjang,Bukit Batuk,Yishun,Kalau I flight turun Changi ramai yang boleh I contact,what's a problem?They all okay je.Dapat kerja.Dapat makan.Dapat tidur.So?"

"Semua Melayu duduk kat rumah-rumah flat sempit." he replied with short idea.

"Hello,tanah Singapore tu memang la sempit.Memang semua duduk flat.Chinese pun duduk flat,what's a problem?Yang kat Malaysia,pergi la Jalan Pekeliling tu,duduk flat jugak.Ada lagi ke Jalan Pekeliling tu?hik hik!"

"Yang tu dah kat tengah bandar,nak buat macam mana?"

"Habis tu Singapore tu macam Felda Kuala Jenahak ke?"

He silent.And very-very pissed off at me.

"Alias,patutnya you cakap macam ni,takde rakyat,mati raja.Pasal raja tak dapat duit from rakyat.Kenapa la you ni,sorry to say,timid sangat?"

"Kita dah ada raja zaman-berzaman Ezreen,kenapa semua Melayu nak buang raja ni?"

"Pasal orang Melayu zaman sekarang dah buka mata Alias.Look at Russia,Czar they all,raja they all duduk kat Ipatiev Palace tu sejak Nabi Isa hidup lagi.Look at China,Emperor they all sejak zaman Mesolitik lagi.Tapi bila rakyat dah bukak mata,they don't need this rubbish anymore."

"Don't call my king rubbish Ezreen!Jangan cabar orang Melayu!"

"I cabar orang-orang so called Melayu ni Alias.Cuba jadi republik,boleh tak?"

"Nak jadi macam Indonesia?"

"Why not?They are future giants.Believe me,they will."

"Future economy giant?Sekarang pun merempat kat Malaysia."

"Merempat?20 years ago orang-orang hanyut Vietnam merempat kat Malaysia jugak.Now,more and more big companies bukak company kat Vietnam."

"Itu Vietnam,ini Indonesia."

"Vietnam ada 80 million people.Indonesia ada 230 million.Ada tanah luas lagi somemore.And Vietnam also a republic."

"Kenapa you insist sangat nak republic ni Ezreen?Gila ke nak buang raja?"

"Haha,you la gila Alias.OK,jangan ambik contoh negara republik.Ambik negara bukan republik.Spain,Juan Carlos.Britain,Queen E.Sweden,Carl Gustav.Japan,Hirohito.Thailand,Bhomibol Adulyadej.Semua satu je raja.Malaysia?Syed Putra,Sultan Halim,Sultan Azlan,Sultan Sarafuddin,Tuanku Munawir of Negeri Sembilan,Temenggong Johor Sultan Iskandar,Sultan Ahmad,Sultan Mizan,Sultan Ismail Petra,dah la negara kecik,lepas tu ada 9 raja.9 raja tu kena rakyat bayar cukai.Malaysia bukannya kaya macam Spain or Sweden,or strong economy macam Japan.You la gila nak ada raja banyak-banyak.Hello,raja-raja kat Indonesia tu,Mataram,Deli,Riau,Minangkabau,Makassar..semua dah buang.Yang tinggal pun Sri Hamangkubuwono.Itu pun just ketua adat.Takde kuasa pun nak memerintah.Sign pun tak laku.Sign Presiden yang laku."

"Kesimpulannya Alias,the world is changing.I tanya you,polis zaman sekarang tak pakai keris dan tanjak macam temenggong kat tepi Sungai Melaka.They all pakai baret dan pistol.Orang sekarang berkembang,takkan nak jadi kolot macam dulu?And let me tell you frank,Alias,I don't give a damn.I don't give a damn about Malay sultanate institution.It's bored.Rakyat lagi la bosan.So,either you change,or you boleh simpan otak you kat Muzium Negara".

Oh ya,let me sing Negaraku,new version.

Negaraku
Tanah tumpahnya darahku
Rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju
Rahmat bahagia Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita selamat berta-ta..bye bye!

p/s:dengar Shayna Zaid lagi best!Poyo je orang gila tanjak ni..hik hik!

another p/s:The only raja I love is raja sehari.Where I can eat nasi beriyani.Free!

March 9th is 5 days to go.5 more days to be older.

2009-03-03T23:47:00.000-08:00

With a map behind me,I really feel that I'm a Zapatistas terrorist.

Well finally my brother's honeymoon's leave finally over.He with his wife a.k.a. my sis-in-law Citra,going to London(it's not in England,it's Canada).

And I'm all alone in this house,again.

Haha,I don't know.Why suddenly I become soooo rebelious,anti establishment,anarchist,socialist?HAH?Yeaahh baby rebel!Power struggle!Yeaahh!

Still counting,still counting.As from now,it's 1.57am here,

it's 4 days 22 hours and 3 minutes.
it's 424,980 seconds.
it's 7,083 minutes.
it's 118 hours.

TO BE 23rd YEARS OLD!!

Still dorky.Still corny.Still horny(oopss!),still the same old me.

I'm so damn bored,popcorn and coke and a good movie is ideal right now.What is my great movie right now to watch?

Lucky Number Slevin seems good?

...or something romantic like 10 Things I Hate About You?

well,I'll decide later.Meanwhile,gonna grab ice-cream from the ice-box.

Good night guys.

Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-shi.

Movie Review:Slumdog Millionaire.

2009-03-02T12:50:00.000-08:00

"This is the movie for people who love to think."

Adam Frank,columnist for movie critic.

OK,this is the only movie so far I didn't watch from cinema.Instead I'm downloaded it at BitTorrent (thanks for helping me Christina!),and if you don't like to think,and to see pretty face and handsome hunk,I suggest,don't ever watch this movie.

Based on Mumbai squatters society,living in the most dense city in the world,with 18 million souls in the small,cramped island of Salsette(Mumbai is part of Salsette archipelago),it's about survival living in slums in megacity,like Mumbai.

These slums,or 'setinggan' if in Malay,is as big as Kuala Lumpur itself.Where they're became a victim of urbanization and metropolism,who inspired to be rich and famous in the city,ending up become a humiliation,living on the streets and starving.

After watching this movie,right now I admit,I became more socialist.I want those people who ripped off other people opportunity to be responsible for these massive poverty.

By the way I love the motive of this story.Your life is based on A,B,C,D objective answer.It's shows that your life is on examination that students always nervous for,something that if we marked the wrong answer,we will leaving,empty handed.

Story of Jamal Malik and Latika is another story of love between race,class and religion.Why people loving each other because of race?Or class?Or religion?Why divide if we can love each other?

Somehow if destiny on your path,it will be written.Fortune always hiding,but you have to find it.Somewhere or somehow,when you'll find it out,you'll be happy.And meantime,there's millions of people in the dark,in the slums of Bombay or Manila,or Kuala Lumpur,waiting for fortune to find them.

Slumdog Millionaire also bringing child slave in naked truth.Street childrens been used by street gangsters to be rich.Children been bullied,been forced to suffer,and adults using their superiority to bully them.

Somehow,this story is not about to be rich in a gameshow,but the naked truth about our hideous poverty in our society.

Michelle Branch will releasing the new album!!!

2009-03-01T10:20:00.000-08:00

"who wants to be ordinary,in this crazy mixed up world,I don't care what they saying,as long as I'm your girl.."

Michelle Branch,You Get Me-The Spirit Room(2001)

My lecturer told me I'm her clone.My voice,my face,my height,is as close as her.To be honest she's quite gorgeous and I wish I can meet her.

Michelle Branch,the rockest girl on Earth after Alanis Morrisette,is setting up to releasing her new album,soon.

A French-Irish-Javanese blood girl,will always been adored by music lover as one of greatest alternative chic ever.Especially "Everywhere" and "All You Wanted",reminds me of greatest memories when I was in Subang Jaya.I was in Form 4 when some people calling me "Ezreen Branch".I'm more to hip-hop back then,but I think sometimes it's cool to "be as close as bright star like Michelle".

She will releasing her new album,Everything Comes and Goes,and I believe this is the right way to "strike back" after long time hiatus.Her involvement with Jessica Harp in The Wreckers seems didn't go well,since her name is much much bigger than The Wrecker itself.

If I was a man(or lesbian),I will definitely love her,adore her.She's sexy of her own,in cross-breed between rock chic and soft-poetic girl.Like me and Sherina in between.

Definitely I'll be waiting for her new album,and of course,she will once again rock our world with her beautiful voice and emotionally touched by her lyrics and songs.

Go go go Michelle you're rock!

Javanese are not part of Malay,for them.

2009-02-28T08:16:00.000-08:00

"We established our civilization more than Malay do.Before Malacca,Majapahit is the strongest nation ever!"

-Adryan Adi Worjoyo

Today,another deluge in the papercup happen again.This time,an unintended insult from a blogger in Federation of Bloggers about Javanese famous food,tempe.

There's an ex Chief Minister in Selangor,Datuk Seri Khir Toyo being criticized because of his infinite corruption and his bias attitude towards Elizabeth Wong.I also against for what Khir Toyo did to people of Selangor,and his attitude in Selangor was unacceptable when he was Chief Minister.

However,the title of the blog entitled "Pak Mat Tempe Melayu Pengecut" sparks the controversy among Javanese people,especially Nami,Citra Sasmi and Adryan.They believed that they being insulted by Malays who tagged Khir Toyo as "tempe".

Tempe is Javanese famous food.They're very proud of it and they really adore their tempe.In United States it's already becoming an industry,since vegetarian people loves its "meaty taste".Tempe is cheap protein and good for health.And Javanese people will always love their culture and their food.

Last Wednesday it was Malaysian who unintendedly insult Citra Sasmi and Adryan by calling Indonesian as "Indon".This is very offensive,hence,they're calling Malaysian "Malingsial" and "Malasia".Today,once again our attitude among Malays,a BIG IGNORANT ignores their feelings about their culture.

According from Citra Sasmi,JAVANESE ARE NOT PART OF MALAY.This is because they already established Majapahit empire long before Malay established Langkasuka or Srivijaya.This is fact.They already became one of maritime superpower,long before Malacca.

Read this article:Java is not Malay article 1.
Java is not Malay article 2.

So,they're not declaring themselves as Malay,or part of Malay.In Indonesia,Malay is a people in Riau,Jambi and Batam,and they're not part of Java.

So we don't know whether we're insulting them when we call Khir Toyo as "Pak Mat Tempe Melayu Pengecut".Because according to them,tempe associated with Java,and Java is not Malay.

So,once again,

MAAFKAN KAMI.

Yossi Benayoun is a Jew,so what?

2009-02-27T13:42:00.000-08:00

"I ask nothing of the Jews except they should dissapear."

-Nazi Polish governor,Hans Frank with his Nazi-racist statement.

It was Wednesday afternoon,and I've spent my day watching Champions League football games with my brother Shahril,his wife Citra Sasmi,Citra's cousin Adryan and Adryan's significant other,Mary Shane.Meanwhile Rasheed with his first educational about football,since he only knows about ice hockey.He don't even know what is offside.I have to tell him which player is offside and no matter how much I try to explain,he still don't understand.Never mind.

So it's a game between Liverpool and Real Madrid.Shahril and his wife were staunch Manchester United fan,while Adryan and Mary Shane were Liverpool fans.My team,Celtic FC already been eliminated,never mind,I'm not such a gloryhunter afterall.Since I spent my young days in Milan,I support Inter Milan.

And in 86th minute Yossi Benayoun strikes a goal against Real Madrid's goalkeeper Iker Casillas and suddenly with frustration tones Shahril shouted,"damn,Yahudi sial!",because he prefers Real over Liverpool.

And then Shahril shouted at Adryan(since Adryan is a Muslim),"Yahudi Zionis bunuh Palestin!" and Adryan with Mary Shane keep on singing "You'll Never Walk Alone".I'm joining them,since Celtic FC is also in the same anthem.

For me,I have no problems if any Israeli players in my favorite team.Well,Jews are also human race.They're just playing football,nothing involves with politic.

I understand the frustration among Muslim with Israeli oppression against Palestinian,but the West Bank conflict is not about religion,it's about racist agenda.Zionist also killing Christian Arabs,like George and Rasheed told to me.

But I don't understand why Yossi Benayoun should be hated by Muslim?Just because he is a Jew?I believe Rafa Benitez put him on the game because of his quality,not because his race.

Now I believe we should judge him by his ability.If he's good,let him play.If not,kick him out.And he is good.So what if he's a Jew?

More and more Muslims became more racist by hating Jews for no reason.Even some Jews against Zionist and Israel.Albert Einstein is a Jew,but his theory E=mc² are also against the idea of Zionism.Even he is from Israel,football is just football,why should we involving him with the conflict in West Bank?

To my beloved brother Shahril,Malcolm Glazer is a Jew,so what is your point right now?

Just shut up and watch football,will you?

Indonesians Are Patriotic,They're Offended When People Called Them "Indon".

2009-02-26T12:24:00.000-08:00

Indonesia Raya,Merdeka!Merdeka!Tanahku,negeriku yang kucinta.Indonesia Raya,Merdeka!Merdeka!Hiduplah Indonesia Raya.

Indonesia Raya,national Anthem of Indonesia.

My brother marrying an Indonesian lady this month,and since married,my brother are adapted to be a little bit less Malay-Canadian and became more Indonesian.My brother Shahril are learning Indonesian,especially Javanese culture,eating tempe as his protein supplimentary and he always wear his Javanese batik peci,and although we are far away from Indonesia,the vibe is still there,especially Citra's mom(my brother mom-in-law) Mrs. Ayusari Sudirman,and Mr.Hardina dad-in-law of Aril.They're nice,but for me they are the most patriotic family I ever see in my entire life.

According from Mr.Hardina,his father was an army of the Great Sukarno(that's what he call),and his grandfather also fought against Dutch for independence.During at that time his family settled at Malang,East Java.And his family is uphold Indonesia above everything they had,they love their own country more than anything they had.They don't even interested to change their nationality(just like me and Aril did).

Citra's cousin,Adryan,with his uncle open up Indonesian-Javanese cuisine restaurant.In front of his restaurant,it's a Maple Leaf and Sang Saka Merah waving every now and then.They are very patriotic and don't mess with them,they cannot tolerate if anybody create a joke about their beloved nation.

Today,there's a deluge in the papercup in the house today.I'm using Citra Sasmi laptop for online,while his cousin are also coming.Right now I'm in Citra's house,for family feast.Suddenly Citra was at back of me shouted "Cilaka malingsia!Panggil kami Indon ya!",everyone was shouting and cursing on my friend.

Shahril as a husband trying to console his wife to calm down.As ex-Malaysian,he realized that the big taboo of Indonesia has always been ignored by Malaysian.Shahril trying his best to console his wife,while Adryan keep cursing Malaysia as Malingsia (Maling literally in Indonesian-thief),and cursing Tunku Abdul Rahman to Abdullah Badawi.

Since I'm no longer Malaysian,so does Aril,we don't felt offended much when they called Malaysia,Malingsia.But it's where I born(Aril was born in Turkey),I was born there,my school was there and I have a lot memories in Malaysia.But these ignorant attitude,among Malaysians,that always make their neighbors,offended.

Proclaimation of Indonesian Independence,August 17th,1945(the truth Independence,they fought with their blood)

I've been to Indonesia before.They are cool,and to be honest,they're even up-to-date than Malaysian in fashion.They're up-to-date in art and music,and their films are way better than Malaysia.I bet Malaysian culture,especially Malay,were all came from Indonesia.

Lemang came from Indonesia,rendang came from Indonesia,soto came from Indonesia.Rasa Sayang song also came from Indonesia.Malaysian especially Malay actually don't have identity at all,they are steal and proclaim themselves as their owns.It's wrong.And that's why Indonesians calls all of you,Malingsia.

Citra said that she respect some Malaysian who respect Indonesia,like her Malaysian friend Toby,Siti,and Nami.She also said that Indonesian people are not slaves for Malaysia,they're helping Malaysia but instead Malaysian people insult them as Pendatang Tanpa Izin and Malaysian soldier (especially RELA) insult them in concertration camp.

She said some Malaysian people are "ungrateful bastards" towards Indonesia,Indonesian helps Malaysia to build roads,building,working in factory,babysitting Malaysian younglings,instead,they received insults.

This is not the way Malaysian treat them.You must consider that they contribute their own life for you,instead you're acting like a boss and insult them.

I'm feeling bad to be Malay right now,although I'm no longer Malaysian.

On behalf of Malaysians(although I'm no longer Malaysian citizen),I asking to whole Indonesian people who felt offended to us,

MAAFKAN KAMI.

The People's Republic Of Malaysia.

2009-02-25T10:57:00.000-08:00

"All men are created equal."
Thomas Jefferson,3rd US POTUS.

It's been a long time I've not write something radical in my blog.Well,when we in mood of love,the ideas won't came out until the mood to write something radical comes.

This evening I've chat with my long time socialistas friend,my ex boyfriend,Nami.Now,he is a stubborn radical friend.When first time I bring him at my home in Subang Jaya,he's bringing hatred letters and zines from the society of underground.His views is always be left-wing,radical,anti this and anti that.A socialist anarchist person.

OK,cut off my old story.What I've trying to write is,the idea of Malaysia to be a republic country.Without king,led by president,and what would happen if this situation happens in Malaysia.

For your information,Canada is not a republic.Our ruler is Queen Elizabeth II.Literally,we're still not independence from Britain yet,since we need to refers with Privy Council,and Queen representatives is Governor General,which been elected by Queen of England.

I guess what makes nowadays people questionized monarchy system,is because it's no longer relevant with the new world situation.In this world nowadays,people judging you based on your ability not nobility,or your blood.So,if you cannot lead,no matter you're from Genghis Khan or Peter the Great,you cannot lead.

Well,I'm bit by bit,accepting Nami socialist point of view.He definitely disagrees about dividing class,a society based on rank.He mentioned "we are all son of Adam and Eve,there's no such thing as king and slaves".Such a strong statement from young socialistas like him.He also mentioned that "Islam is the closest religion with socialism".Why we pray and ruku' and sujud facing one way to Kaaba.Because we Muslims didn't obey other than Allah.Why we fasting,why we pay zakat and why we go hajj,it's all socialist in symbolic way of Islam.

A little bit I accepting his view.After wasting such a huge time arguing with him about socialist when both of us in love(to be honest I love to argue with him,to be honest he is a good debator),socialist is a bit of Islam,the only reason we lives it's because we don't worship other than Allah.That's for sure.But in monarchy,you need to obey and worship your king.If not,you're derhaka.It's mean your head will come off.

French,Russian,Iranian and Egyptian kings been overthrowed because of revolution.So does Nepalese king and Manchunian emperor,revolution boiled as people angers asking for fair political power.People realized that there is no future for them if monarch still there.

After chat with Nami,I realized that we,the people still can live without king.We still can eat well,sleep well and don't worry much without king.We don't need king at all.In fact,it's king who need us the most.If we don't pay taxes,they don't get their allowance and their royal regalia.Their crowns and tiara,were paid by people.So,if monarchy didn't appriciate people that support them,so why should we?

I think Malaysian revolution will start eventually,no matter what it will happens.10,20 or maybe another 50 years,it will happens.We already saw UMNO stronghold such as Selangor and Kedah crumbles to oppositions.We already saw Malay already declare war with their own Sultan.There will be more.

To be honest as Canadian I also felt discontent about Queen Elizabeth royal power here.We need president to rule,in fact,the greatest nation on Earth right now is a republic.So,what's a problem to be a republic?

It's time for us to break this idioticity away.We don't need you anymore,dearest king and queen,prince and princess.We need an equal share of power,for people to people from people.You're no longer been worshipped.Wake up from your stupid chair,throw up your stupid crown and bring your lazy bum ass to work!

And for the republic,it's a great to feel that people rules for their own people.Not from a family that always telling this and that.

We don't need you,kings.You need us.So listen us or else,revolution is at the front of your palace door.Where all peasants chasing you with sickles and hoe.

I believe Republic of Malaysia will be better,strong country for you.And I hope there will be Republic of Canada too.

Mega Tagging From Sarah!

2009-02-23T04:36:00.000-08:00

A mega tagging from Sarah Samz.Cheers!

Name Initial Matters!

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag some people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Ezreen
2. A four Letter Word: East?
3. A boy's Name: Elliot
4. A girl's Name: Emily
5. An occupation: Escort?
6. A color: E56E94(Pink Pale Red html code)
7. Something you wear: Elly's charmbracelet.
8. A food: Egg
9. Something found in the bathroom: E-coli?
10. A place: England
11. A reason for being late: Excuse me,but my car has blown up!
12. Something you shout: Ewwww!
13. A movie title: Emily the Strange
14. Something you drink: Eggplant juice.
15. A musical group: Evanescences
16. An animal: Eagle
17. A street name: Easton Road.
18. A type of car: Enviromental car.
19. The title of a song: Emotion.

Button.

Don't get your heads up high. Hahaha. Cheers~
Let the tag cycle BEGINS!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. ON SHUFFLE.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag ur friends AS MANY AS YOU WANT. :P
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Warning-Green Day

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Nice Dream-Radiohead

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Love My Computer-Bad Religion

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Planet Telex-Radiohead

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
You'll Never Walk Alone-Celtic FC

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
True Love Waits-Radiohead

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Superwoman-Alicia Keys

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker-Sandy Thom

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Idioteque-Radiohead(haha!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Perfect Situation-Weezer

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Starlight-Muse

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Creep-Radiohead(eh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pizza Pie-System Of A Down

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Kiss Me-Sixpence None The Richer

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Guerilla Radio-Rage Against the Machine(haha so socialism!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Violent Pornography-System of A Down(hahahahah!no wonder they call me Lani Lane!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
With or Without You-Kelly's Wig

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
My Pluggin Baby-Muse

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Everywhere-Michelle Branch

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Dangdut Is The Music of My Country-Project Pop(from Citra Sasmi mp3 haha!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Karma Police-Radiohead

THE END. :D

25 Stoofs.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. I'm lefthanded.
2. I love Celtic FC because I'm half Irish.
3. My boyfriend is younger than me.
4. My birthday is on March 9th,a day after Women International Day.
5. I love corn-in-the-cup.
6. I adore Hillary Clinton as my neighbor Secretary of State.
7. I love to be girl scout,again!
8. I love exploring the darkside of Internet(haha!)
9. I love Darth Vader.
10. I learn taekwando,muay thai,capoera and taichi.
11. I miss my sister.
12. I was the one who lead Prefect Revolution in my school.
13. I love Thom Yorke of Radiohead.
14. I'm liberal.
15. I rather walk from my home to university rather than taking bus.
16. I craving for durians and ice kacangs.
17. I love my Nizam the Platipus,my weird pet,a platipus.
18. I screaming like fuck when I watched Radiohead live in concert.
19. I'm sucks in cooking.
20. I'm very precise in timing.I hate people to late even a second.
21. Lately I'm enjoy to watch theatre.
22. I love Boston Celtics.
23. For me Shunsuke Nakamura is waaaay cuter than Cristiano Ronaldo.I hate "orang yang bajet bagus.
24. I love poets and corn-in-the-cup to approach me.
25. I'm currently happy with my life.

Now I tag:
1. Sue
2. Nami
3. Kak Maria
4. KO_E
5. Lim Slim Shady
6. Zahra Lady Z
7. Nizam the Platypus.

New Candidate For Punky?Any Opinion Guys?

2009-02-21T02:26:00.000-08:00

Oh,Rasheed dearest,is that I'm goofying around or what?Hahaha!

Well I guess my heart is ready for new love.Lesson to be learn.Never be so perfectionist.I'm not a perfect person at all.

Well,Rasheed is average boy,besides,he is a year younger than me.He is not a socialistas rebel or a skater,like I used to hang on,he is not either a book smart or street smart.An ordinary person.

A story,well written about Rose killed her sister Jasmine teached me that love is not about obsession.I'm not obsessed with my new Punky,after all,I accept him for whatever he is.

Life goes on.C'est la vie!

Tag From Sarah.

2009-02-20T02:04:00.000-08:00

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?
Sis-in-law Citra,Bro Aril,Christina Rivera

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?
You'll Never Walk Alone-Celtic FC

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
Reading Antigone script.

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
Sis-in-law Citra,to the mall.

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW?
Yellow.

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
Type 'type'.

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
Elly's keychain,my charm bracelet,and TV remote control.

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
Apple green.

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
C$90

10 . HOW'S LIFE?
Busy.

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
Superwoman-Alicia Keys.

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
Study study.

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
31 October 2007,the day she left all of us.RIP.

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
Heaven.

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
Last time with my dad,last week.

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
Sis-in-law Citra.

17.WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
Theatre.

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
Van der Sar superb record.How I wish he play for Celtic.

1 9. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
Brave New World,written by Aldous Huxley book,from Christina Rivera.

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
Definitely a man.

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
Tired.

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
Besties!

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
Myself.

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
Erk, they?

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
Sort of.

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
Filet o Fish and fries.

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
Last week.I miss my mom and Elly so badly.

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
La la la la la!Celtic!Celtic!win tomorrow night!

Now I tag :

Nami
Sue
Nyzm
Lady Mariah
KO_E

Elizabeth Wong:Is Privacy in Malaysia Worth A Price?

2009-02-19T08:23:00.000-08:00

Well,I'm quite disappointed with situation in Malaysia nowadays.Politicians are become more--excuse me,pervert?I wonder why rape and sexual harrestment issues in Malaysia are become more common than usual,compared with 10 years ago.

I guess either BN side or Pakatan side realized--or not,that this is absolutely beyond the line.Hey,Joe Biden always criticized Sarah Palin in US elections last year,but he never show some nude sexy Palin pics in public.I don't think Barack Obama ever had a spy to Hillary Clinton and put some camera inside her bed,and record his sexual activities with Bill.Hello,are you pervert enough?

Now,Elizabeth Wong is a woman with caliber.She is a great debator,a "Girl Power" class of her own.But bring her down like this,aren't you shame enough men?As I told you,most Malay men will always born with stupidity ego,and they will try whatever they can--including sending nude pictures for bring this caliber Girl Power torchbearer down.

I also received the same sabotage--only not as humiliating as Elizabeth got.

Well,from Canada with spirit of Girl Power,you always be with me Elizabeth.

And who-ever did this unmoral political ethics--shame on you.You don't deserved to be loved by women.

Let the spirit of Girl Power uphold and we girls will stand behind you.

UMNO-Pervert politicians.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button From My Point of View.

2009-02-17T01:54:00.000-08:00

I watched this movie last week,but suddenly I felt want to share my experience,especially from my point of view after I watched this movie.

Well,I don't mind about Brad Pitt was born to be old.But I don't know,this story seems for me it's weird.I never have in my mind,born old,die young.It's something confusal in my head to understand this movie.

Anyway,this story is about how people want to escape their life from the frame of time.We born as babies,grow up as children,and teenager,grow as adult,and then grow older and finally dies.But somehow we humans always trying to escape ourselves from this timeframe.

We always want to look young although we actually old.Look at Ronald Reagan,to be honest he died in young,although he was 93 years old.He always look young,he always active in gym,work out when he was a POTUS,and he always attempt he is younger than everyone although he is around 70 years old during his presidency.

Well,I don't know.When I was a kid,around 5 years old,I always want to grow up.I want to wear high heels,and always watching my mum walking.I like the way she walk,graceful and I want to be as graceful as her.Of course my adorable sister will also follow my steps,and it's funny when both of us unintendedly broke my mum's pair of high heels!

But as I growing up,I want to be when I was young.Where is my world is just me and Elly.Where I don't have to pressure with my studies,lovey-dovey problems and everything.Where everything was fun and everyone's adores you.

What I get from this movie is we humans always try to escape from timeframe.Like Ronald Reagan or Naomi Campbell,they don't realized how old they was until the day they die.

Meanwhile,growing old doesn't mean bad.Wrinkles and eye bags will coming.Even bigger.I can't bend my backbone like some gymnasts did,not when I was 5.I think I can do anything I want.

Not anymore.Of course you can't running naked around the house,just like when you was 5!

But to be honest,I wish I was Benjamin Button.

Dear Bestie.

2009-02-15T12:05:00.001-08:00

To my bestie,

We start to know each other in the wrong way.We both argue and fighting over a man,which for me is ridiculous.We fight and finally I have to accept,it's your man and I have to accept it.

For me he is a nice man.He might not smell good,always sweaty when we met up,and he is 'a person out from cave',no table manners in front of food.But he always be himself,and that's his character.He always touches people that he love with his words,his childish character that finally make us laugh.I knew you also touches with his character too.(to that guy,this is honest,okay?No offense! )

I don't need to argue,and I don't want to fight about him anymore.What's past is past,bygone is bygone.I wouldn't ask him to pay back everything that I spent for him during 1 year in relationship with him.

It's your right to defend your right.But seriously,I don't want to steal back your boy.It's your boyfriend.I just want to create joke,and be goofy like friend to friend.I'm just his friend,not more than that.

Believe me,your friendship worth everything that I could ever get.And I really mean it.I know during I'm in hospital it's you crying for me.I guess nobody except you.And I appriciate for that.

And I know it's hard for be a best friend for someone who currently in love with ex.If you be like me you'll know it's hard.But friendship is over up above,no one could ever disturb it.

I already lost my sister because of him,now I don't want to lose my bestfriend too.

I can disappear from both of you,if you want to.If you really want me to do that,I will stop blogging,I will stop Myspacing,everything.Just to make sure both of you happy.

You see,everytime both of you got crisis,I'm the one that should be blame.I'm tired to be blamed all the time.I'm tired to be in between of relationship,and I don't want to be in limbo.

If you really mean "friends forever",then you should embrace those words with care and love,not doubts and envy.

History is history.Germany killed 100,000 French in World War II,but now they became friends.How many Japanese died after American blasted an atomic bomb in Hiroshima and Nagasaki,yet they are one of the biggest trade partner in the world.

We should learn from history,and I failed to love him because of doubt.If you repeat mistakes like I did,you'll be the one who screaming out and disappointing.

Take care of him with love and care.And take care of me as your best friend.

I swear to God that he is nothing but my best friend.

Before I end this open letter,let us sing this Spongebob's song together,shall we?

F is for friendship,friends forever
U is for U and me
N is for N-yway and N-ything at all!
It's all fun for me!

hug and kisses bestie!

xoxo

Viva forever!

Spread your Love!

2009-02-14T02:09:00.000-08:00

Who those with your lover,take care your love carefully.

Who those who alone,enjoy your life as usual.

Who those who want to make love tonight,play save.

And who those who died because of love,you're a martyr of love.

And for those who have thought Valentine's Day is a day for celebrating St. Valentine's birthday,let's forget about that.We celebrate the Day of Love,not his birthday.

Boys,take your girls,wear nice,smell nice,bring flowers,sing a song,write a poetry,treat your girl as a queen.

Girls,pamper yourself,be cheeky and let the love in the air!

Miley Cyrus is our New Britney Spears.

2009-02-13T13:53:00.000-08:00

Yes I still do remember.It was 1997 when naive aura is surround me.I was 11 years old.Britney Spears in that time,was Disney Channel artist,alongside Christina Aguilera,Justin Timberlake and Backstreet Boys.

After her first hits Hit Me Baby One More Time,she strucks with a lot of controversies.Controversies which sometimes sounds idiot,but controversies still a controversies.

She told the press that she wants to remain virgin until she's married.

In the end Justin Timberlake(what a lousy taste) fucks her before she even marry her husband.She then fucks with Fred Durst(what?another lousy taste),and everything that she upholds now goes to the drain.

In 2003 she created a controversy,kissing with Madonna.People accused her as lesbian.She then marrying her first husband Jason Alexander within 48 hours,before divorce.She then married with Kevin Federline the dancer(what?).

She then divorced,emotionally unstabled and almost be a moron.

After rehab and rehab and rehab,she finally stablize herself,which for me a good recovery after a hideous stupidity which for me is unforgiven.

Well,Miley Cyrus is the brand new Disney Channel star.After her first sucsess of Hannah Montana,she then created a controversy due to her naked camera pictures that bluetoothed by all people around the world.Duh?

She then break up with one of Jonas brother(I don't remember which,my headache is as hard as rock right now),and currently date with underwear model I don't remember his name,Gaston,Justin or who-the-fuck-he-is,I don't care.

She told media that she will remain a virgin until she married.(ha ha ha ha!)

She is right now been sued by some Chinese who felt offended sue her US$4 billion(C$6.5 billion) after her slant-eye pose.

Well,I just want to told you guys,Disney is evil as fuck.Disney can turn a decent country girl into lunatic freaking whore.Believe me,after Britney,here comes Miley,who's next?Vanessa Hudgens?Already got her nude pic.

Well,the best thing for you kids is to leave your tv remote control and go back to your room and read your book.

p/s:the only good thing about Disney is Phineas and Ferb.The best cartoon for me so far.ha ha ha!

Evil as fuck.

Tag and Keep On Tagging.

2009-02-11T12:13:00.000-08:00

This tag game is called "Motion Pictures Soundtrack".All you have to do is answer those questions below with song title that suits your answer.Ready?

YOUR FEEL TODAY.

1.How do you feel today?
"Good"-Better Than Ezra.

2.How do you describe yourself?
"Superwoman"-Alicia Keys.

3.You meet your favorite singer/actor/sportperson.How does you feel?
"El Scorcho"-Weezer

4.What do you feel about your neighbor?
"Freak On the Leash"-KoRn.

5.What do you feel about your boss/lecturer/teacher?
"Shut Up"-Simple Plan.

6.What does you feel when you drive/walk to school/office/college?
"Let Down"-Radiohead.

7.What does you feel towards your best friend?
"My Best Friend"-Weezer.

8.What does you feel towards your boy/girlfriend?
"Berhenti Berharap"-Sheila On 7.

9.What does you feel when you're facing big moments such as presentation/exams/interview?
"You'll Never Walk Alone"-Celtic FC

10.When clock strikes 12.00 am it's time to?
"Go To Sleep"-Radiohead.

PEOPLE SURROUND YOU.

1.Your mother?
"When Your Gone"-Avril Lavigne

2.Your father?
"The Greatest Men That Ever Lived"-Weezer

3.Your brother?
"Jackass"-Green Day.

4.Your sister?
"My Immortal"-Evanescence

5.Your pet?
"Cheeky Cheeky Goo"-Phineas and Ferb.

6.Your lover/significant other/crush?
"Creep"-Radiohead.

OTHER PEOPLE.

1.Barack Obama?
"I Can"-Johanna Stahley.

2.George W Bush?
"Ha Ha You're Dead"-Green Day

3.David Beckham?
"Bodysnatchers"-Radiohead

4.Miley Cyrus?
"Nobody's Perfect"-herself.

5.Joe Jonas?
"So What"-Pink

6.Chris Brown?
"You Make Me Sick"-Pink

7.Zac Efron?
"Who's That Girl?"-Eve

8.Angelina Jolie?
"Wannabe"-Spice Girls.

Now it's time for the next tag victim:-Sue,Sarah Samz,Nami,Nyzm and KO_E.

Elly,If Only You Were Here Right Now.

2009-02-09T16:29:00.000-08:00

My dearest sister,Elly,

Yesterday our big brother Along married with someone he love.Of course life has change a lot,especially Papa,me and Aril.Aril right now is like Papa,has a responsiblity to take care his family.

Last few months,before Along get married,I've been thinking a lot about you,and Mom.I've been thinking if only both of you right now here with me,prepare for Aril's big day.I wonder that you'll be busy as me,especially our Along is well known with his ignorant attitude.In his final bachelor days he finally realized he is the one get married,not me.

Everything was fine,of course,things will be more excited if Aril's wedding happens in Malaysia.Especially to meet friends and family,not from far far away from our beautiful nation of Malaysia.Well,I'm ain't Malaysian anymore.But I miss Malaysia a lot,especially durians and ice-kacang.You of course will missing your favorite lemang.It's like you don't want to miss lemang in Hari Raya.

Dear Achik,

I still cry and guilty for what I've done to you.I can't control my anger.In my head I in that time there's only one I've ever think,why him?Why my ex who dumped me is the one that you chose to love?Well,he is no longer be with me,and I accept that fact,slowly I realized I must forget all these thing before I become 'andartu'.

Dear Achik,

You know that we have shared a lot.We shares dresses,foods,laughs,cries,everything.Just like mama told me,you and I were so close that no one could ever torn us apart.No one can break us,well I was wrong.He is the one,my ex boyfriend,and your one and only boyfriend break us apart.I don't want to blame him,I'm more to blaming myself.He deserved to be love by someone who really cares about him.Like you or his current girlfriend,Sue.Don't worry Elly,I knew Sue.She is a nice girl.She is capable to be his girl,to replaced you.

Dear Achik,

Our relationship since you've met and close with him is not good like before.Everything turns so sour.I've smashed your favorite Barbie dolls toy,I've shouted at your face,humiliating you in front of people,calling you "a retarded sister",the worst is when I threw plate and dishes to your face,and you're bleeding.No one can stop me.I feel superior.Your pain and agony seems a music for me.All because you've cross the line,someone that I love dumped me because of you,which I can't accept that.

Papa scared that I might killing you on that time.That's why Papa send you apart from home.But in the end,you've choked because of peanut salad,which you're not supposed to eat,and fate has come,you're on the path to meet God.

When the news arrives,Mama cries and didn't go out from her bed.For weeks she crying and never say a word.Sometimes the way she stares at me it's like I'm the one who killing you.I cry all night long thinking what I've done to you.Papa registered me into anger management course.

As the time passes by,as the memories go away,I realized that what else that I have right now,except our sweet memories as sisters.Just because a man,I almost kill you.

Few months later Mama passed away,and we buried her besides you.For taking care of you.The few weeks before she's gone,she told us that "she wants to be with Achik because Achik is a great daughter",Oh God,if only you know what I've felt right now.

Now Along already married.It's a right time for him to stands at his own feet.Me,I don't know.No one likes girl with Capoera and Muay Thai as her talent.While you,my sister,you're an angel in this house but since you're gone,this house were empty.

I could spend my days crying inside your room.Papa locked your room so I'll never depressed when I've thinking of you.As the day you've born,to the day you left me,you left me one thing to me-no matter how harsh I treat you,and no matter how I humiliating you,you always smile and love me as your sister.

I'm not a good sister.

Elly,if only you were here right now.

Najib,You Can't Buy Pride!

2009-02-05T01:20:00.001-08:00

This is an open letter to all Malaysians.

Yesterday,one of Malaysian state government has been toppled.It's actually a common thing for some countries,for coup d'etat with defection in order for the government to collapse.There are 3 ways to overthrow the government,says in Arriana Huffington's book How to Overthrow the Government.

1.No-confidence vote.You can gather all opposition and some discontent government members to against ruling party.

2.Military intervene.Just like what happen in Thailand,the military came with tanks and guns and seize government buildings.

3.Revolution.Just like what Filipino did to Ferdinand Marcos,they're marching at streets and creating chaos until the government disable to control.

It's seems Anwar is so ignorant when he open up his trick book.Najib mobilizing it,and launch an assault to Perak Pakatan's ruling government.With a shaky government comprimise a Pas member,which is only 6 out of 58 seats,it's shows that how "Ketuanan Melayu" still apply even in Pakatan.

If I were Perakian,I will allow myself a DAP leader.Or perhaps to play save,DAP should give more space for Malays to join their party.

Now,stop complaining.Nami will always be lese majeste,but I don't think Malaysians should do that.Malays aren't Irish.Malays history is not as bad as Irish,Iranians or French or Russian Revolution era.However,the Sultans must stop giving aid to Barisan Nasional because it's seems like Barisan Nasional always using them to over rule your country.Sultans must be neutral,do not interfere political problems.Like King Carlos of Spain,King Gustav of Sweden or Queen E,they were all stay neutral in any how and any day.

Now,Najis tun Razak game of politics,he treat it like football clubs.If you can buy players,the player can join the club.This is not a Premier League,Najib.This is Malaysian future.You can't buy pride,Najib.

I've heard some discontent and disagreement from some even from Perak people,and I believe this Machievellian style to rule,this is so dirty that we people should act.

The rakyat should play a major role in their politics.

3 choices at above,which one is your choice?

How many years you want to stay in corrupted,dirty system of politics?

Afterall,it's not my problem.My problem is with Stephen Harper,not Najis Tun Razak.

Malaysians,you decide.

Chinese Communist are more evil than Israeli Zionist!

2009-02-03T23:25:00.000-08:00

More and more Muslim world urging for boycott this so called "Zionist product",such as KFC,McD,Kotex,Nestle,Burger King etc.They urge to boycott this Zionist product because of Israeli aggression against people of Palestine,and massacre that happens around 50 years ago,never ever stop.

Everyone seems love to blame Zionist as the 'sole eternal Muslim enemy',but this people,for me,definitely ignorant about what happens to Muslim people in China.

According from my Google Earth,from Kuala Lumpur to Muslim Province of Uighur is around 2,568.39 miles,compared with Gaza 4,755.08 miles.So,if all of you Malaysians can see what happen in Gaza,why aren't you didn't see what happen in Uighur?

In Malay there's a proverb:"kuman seberang laut boleh nampak,gajah depan mata tak nampak".

Yesterday Nami wrote his beautiful poem about misery in Malaysia.Well I don't want to go closer than that,because I don't know,Muslim in Malaysia prefers to be Muslim International,they don't give a fuck what happen with people who scavenge in streets of Kuala Lumpur.(even I get a critic too from him.)

For your information,by this far,Chinese communist authority has already spent US$61 billion for military expansion,and paralleled with Chinese parity,which 10 times lower than US,US$61 billion seems like US$610 billion!

Now,by so far,Chinese authority has murdered over 200,000 MUSLIM Uighur since Communist establishment in 1949.During Chinese Cultural Revolution,unmarried women of Uighur has been fucked by Chinese military.Uighur men has been forced to be slave,build railways and road.Married women has been fucked in front of their husbands.Children has been murdered,head off and they hang their heads around the town.In Tibet,most monks has been murdered by thousands bullets at their monestary.In communist country they're atheist,so no religion allowed in China.Imam has been murdered and hang in front of City Hall.They burnt Quran,they're forced Uighur women to do orgy for them.

Now I telling you,if all of you boycotting this Zionist products WITHOUT EVEN BOYCOTT CHINESE PRODUCTS,YOU'RE BLOODY HYPOCRITE!

Now,yesterday a protestor has threw shoe towards Chinese Premier Wen Jiabao,like Muqtader al Zaidi which threw his shoe to Bush.I'm glad somebody threw the shoe to this commie bloodsucker!

At least Americans or Israeli allows its people to vote,unlike Chinese!

So today I urge all of you,if you boycott so called Zionist products,you must also boycott Chinese product too!

For your information,I never miss Olympic Games.When Olympic arrives,I'm waiting it with great expectation,with great athletes and sports event,but Beijing 2008,I decide to boycott it.I never watch Beijing Olympics,I never buy any souvenir,I never buy anything from Chinese.I rather to pay a little bit expensive Korean vegetables rather to buy anything Chinese.

I guess what happen in Gaza can also be compared with what happen in Uighur,except people in Malaysia never noticing it.Or even worst,NEVER BOTHER!

Uighur people will definitely jealous with Palestinian because those Arabs got more attention than Uighur people.BUT REMEMBER,THEY ARE MUSLIM TOO!

Uighur people.

Military harrestment in streets are common in China.

Muslim Uighurs behind the bars.

One of Uighur's detention camps.

Military activity including murder and rape Uighur people in action.

In Urumqi,capital city of Muslim Province of Uighur,Chinese Han take over the land that Uighurs owned.They're living in painful poverty.

Uighur girls often received sexual harrestment from Chinese military.

Only communist rules,no religion allowed!

Now,open your eyes Muslims!OPEN YOUR EYES!

Antigone,dude,I'm joining theatre?

2009-02-02T22:12:00.000-08:00

I was walking on my faculty,just scribble with notes and some articles that I should refer,suddenly a girl walking near at me.

"Hello Ez,my name is Susan".

"Hi Susan.How can you know my name?"

"Well,you're President of Lefthanders Club right?Who haven't forgot your inspirational speech,about lefthanded people and discrimication with left people?I'm a lefthander too."

"Hehe,uh,you know it's a rhetoric that create a wonderful speeches.It never be wonderful without rhetoric."

"Well,I want you to be my actress,lead actress in my play."

"Err..I never act in play.I never had a experience(to act)."

"Don't worry,I see,people like you will never have a problem with stage fright.I think you're alright.Besides,I've read one of your articles about Girl Power Movement in Faculty of Humanities,right?It's inspiring us!"

"Err..thank you."

"In conjunction with Women Emancipation's Day on April 21st,I hope you can join us to perform Antigone,the Greek girl power play."

"Who is Antigone?A Greek?I don't speak Greek.I have anchestor of Turkish but I don't speak Turkish,how can I speak Greek?"

"Don't worry,we will doing it in English.All you have to do is coming to our talent casting,right now.By the way,I'm your director,Susan McPhilson.Christina Rivera,she's the one who recommends you."

"Bloody bastard girl!Haha!Well,I hope you're don't pick the wrong girl.I don't know how to act."

"Ok,here's a script,all you need to do is read,and imagine that you're a women leader who wants to defend women from these,sarcastic,egomaniac guys."

"Now I like that.I love Antigone.Yes!This is a great script.When the play begin?"

"Now you need to rehearse with us,and the show is on Emancipation Day,April 21st."

"So,I should be like Hillary Clinton,like that?"

"Sort of.Probably like Cleopatra or Queen E.Strong yet beautiful."

"Cleopatra ehh..hmm,but I'm afraid that I have a lot of commitment,especially my brother will be marry this week,so I'm quite busy.."

"It's okay.No pressure,but I believe you can do it.Just like BO always said,Yes We Can."

"Haha,BO is the one who defeat my Hill!"

"Just read the script,okay?You're interested?"

"Yes,I think it's such a honor to join this play.Antigone,eh?Girl power!"

"Yes,girl power and lefthanders too!"

"Okay,Susan,nice to know you."

"You too!"

Now can anybody who has experienced the theatre,can anybody help me?

Antigone is a daughter of King Oedipeus and Jocasta.When her father died,she wants to pay respect by burying her father,however,it's an outlaw for women to follow a funeral.It's only for men.In this patrimony system which always viewed women as only "birth machine",Antigone try to against this stupid custom.She believes that there's no such thing as man is a leader,woman just a follower.Whoever can rule,regardless man or woman,can also rule.

Antigone rival is Creon,Oedipeus brother(which means it's Antigone uncle).And the rival begins as it's shows that Antigone is far more intelligent than her uncle,but man will always follow their ego,and until the end,Creon kill Antigone.

Haha I die with pride!Wow this play is inspiring.Nami or Hafiz,please help me right now!

Tag From Sue

2009-02-01T23:10:00.000-08:00

5 Fakta tentang diri:

-very very particular about toothbrush
-book worm
-straight-forward
-straight,but not narrow
-celtic fc fan

5 perkara menakutkan dalam dunia:

celtic 0 xxxx 5!
broken legs(again!)
perverts
fat
hospitals.

5 lagu buat masa sekarang

I Love My Computer-Bad Religion
Bodysnatchers-Radiohead
I'm the Greatest Man Ever Lived-Weezer
viva forever-spice girls
Warning-Green Day

5 perkara yang selalu disebut:

hik hik!
ezreentastic!
go my platipus go!
saya kangen(when I'm with citra)
girl power!

5 benda yang amat bernilai
george orwell's animal farm novel
encyclopedia
my platipus
elly's keychain gift :( miss her!
my mom's birthday card :( miss her!

5 perkara pertama kali dalam hidup ku:

pertama kali jatuh cinta masa umur 11 tahun-an italian boy name giuseppe.tapi cinta tak terbalas.
pertama kali pergi travel dengan bf kat singapore-2004.
pertama kali masuk hospital umur 7 tahun.
pertama kali dapat surat cinta umur 10 tahun.
pertama kali pergi konsert-green day 2006.

An Idiot Create Me A Stupid Friendster.

2009-02-01T14:21:00.000-08:00

http://profiles.friendster.com/78653923

First of all,I never have a Friendster account.

Second,I'm not Malaysian citizen.I'm in Glenmore,Calgary,AB,Canada.

The picture that being used in that Friendster is 2 years old.If I intend to create my Friendster I will update my new pictures,perhaps with sexy or naked pictures of me to attract sex-maniac to add me.

There's a lot guys who trying to add me by saying "hiiii..leh kenal..","hi cuteeeeyy..""hi syggg..!!",and I will replied "You're retarded" or "dumbass".

I won't put my name "Ezreen Sulaiman",instead I will put my nicks such as "Ez the Conspirator","Double E","E" or "Ez".

Anyway wasu makatan,thanks for information.Let me inform you again,I NEVER HAVE A FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT.

Nami,did you smell this is Fahmi's job?I think he knew my password.I never change my email password,because I don't know how.

The Offside Flag Has Been Raised.

2009-01-31T13:31:00.000-08:00

The ego has landed.The topic right now is already out of topic.

To be honest I'm not a little bit feel guttered with comments of a person so called "Dr.Ahmad" in Federation of Bloggers.And I don't even care,whoever,which ever,or what ever he is,I don't care.

Well I'm not feel offended by the latest entry of Deniel about men@women ego,but I'm slightly bittered because I've been rubber-stamped a person who denies the rule of God.I'm clearly believe that it's not his intention to say this,but about my opinion to be free and independent,for me it's not against rule of God.

According from Sigmund Freud,everyone in this world has 3 different type of emotion.Id,ego and super-ego.

Id is the feeling to be pleasure.Sex,hunger and sleep is one of those feelings.We cannot control this feelings,because this is what human should be(fitrah).

The Ego comprises that organized part of the personality structure which includes defensive, perceptual, intellectual-cognitive, and executive functions. Conscious awareness resides in the ego, although not all of the operations of the ego are conscious. The ego separates what is real. It helps us to organize our thoughts and make sense of them and the world around us.

Now,if I defend my perception,my opinion,is that I already disobey my God?

Super-ego is a control agent for both id and ego,such as government,religion or anything authorizes us in life,are actually surpressed our own id(especially to commit murder,to rape,or to rob bank) and ego (to think,express,to feel,to say your opinion).We need super-ego to control ourselves to be behave,but overusing it,it's like ISA of your own.

We need law but we don't need law to surpress us.

Sin or virtue,is not in our hands.We cannot simply judge people according with his opinion or his attitude.This is the problem for "holier-than-thou" people.Always love to judge people with self judgement.

Sin and virtue is in God's hand.You cannot decide which one go to heaven,which one go to hell by your own mentality,your own judgement.You're not a God.Only God can decide that.

In a meantime as we lives in this world,we carry on our lives,and keep on expressing your opinion because it's what you should be.

There's an Irish princip that I always hold,

Amhain Dia litriu breith me.Only God can judge me.

UMNO will eventually dead,sooner or later.

2009-01-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

I remember about a novel written by George Orwell,Animal Farm.The story how these farmland animals,such as cows,chickens,pigs,horses and donkeys revolting against human hegemony.Thus,the revolution starts from Old Major the Pig,then eventually dies and the animal kingdom is led by the new leader,Napoleon the Pig.

I won't write the entire story,but believe me,it's a great novel and all of you should read this book,one of the greatest political satire literature I ever knew.

The book tells us the story how animals,including us humans eventually obsessed with power and wealth,and tortures among our peers,and against your own people for yourself.

What happened in Soviet Union in 1991 reminds me that eventually UMNO will repeating the same mistakes as Soviet does.As Nazi does.And even the big conquerer like Alexander the Great,Julius Caesar or Gengkhis Khan,eventually they will fall--and their own people will bring them down.

For the record UMNO dominated Malaysian politics since 1955,when they won General Election by cheating.51 out of 52 is a cheating elections.Since then,the resistance from KMM,API,AWAS,PAS,and right now Pakatan Rakyat(PAS+PKR+DAP) are already develope to demolish UMNO hegemonies.In secondary history book UMNO lies to all students,except me who hardly being fooled,and students seems don't care--that they're been blatantly lied by their own government.

I personally don't trust the credibility my secondary history textbook.I even formed the club--I Don't Trust Buku Sejarah KBSM Club--so far I received around 5 people to join,including Nami.Anyone want to join?

And the way UMNO rules Malaysia is the same way like the Communist ruled Soviet.And Napoleon the Pig rules Animal Farm.They have secret police,propaganda to make their people stupid and loves to make their own people to be poor.

Like I always said,dictators loves to do 3 things for it's people:-

1.To make their own people fear to them.
2.To make their own people poorer.
3.To make their own people stupid.

Fear,Poor,Stupid.These three element are already happened in Soviet around Communism era.And Malaysians?

Fear,Malaysians got ISA,and prohibits open critics in public about government,whoever questions the authority will be punished.

Poor,the price hikes so high.The price will always go up and never go down.

Stupid,how can you develope the "great brain" if you teaches your students to be corrupted?Universities are the brain of the nation!

So,UMNO administration got these three elements,and eventually,corrupted dictator will fall down.

But don't get excited,oppositions!You're still surrounded by these idiots trying to harm your resistance.All you need to do is educate people that surround you,teach them,be more creative,and uphold the princip of liberalism.Remember liberalism bring corrupted Dark Ages Europe down.We should be beacon towards others.We must liberate ourselves from this ruthless dictator.We must revolt!

And I can see far from Malaysia,people are already wake up from propaganda dreams(Wawasan 2020,developed country,industry etc.)

People already realized that they don't want anything except for be free.

And we got a lot more work to do.We must educate people surround us,to bring this corrupt government down!

Just like Thom Yorke of Radiohead sings a song "No Surprises"-"bring down the government,they don't,they don't speak for us."

To dare is to do.

ATEMM(A Typical Egoistic Malay Man)

2009-01-28T15:11:00.000-08:00

When I was living in Malaysia,almost everyday I spent my evening at skate park.There,me and my friends usually chatting and gossiping,like women loves to do,talking about cupidity--how attractive guys,and of course,we girls love to talk about boys.

One day,me and my boyfriend at that time(now ex,but still a best friend) hanging around while watching others rolling with piece of wood and 4 small roller--the skate.And finally I've noticed--that I'm the only one girl taking a Malay man as boyfriend.

Myra with her boyfriend,an Indian(not from rubber estate) Roger,Suhana with her boyfriend Jay,a Chinese,Sasha with her Eurasian(woo!) Derek,and Fida with her boyfriend,Ming,also a Chinese.

I'm joked,"technically he is not Malay.He is Javanese.He told me the word "Melayu" means refugees",I told everyone on that day.

Now guys,especially Malay,have you wonder,how many Malay girls nowadays like to be captivated with non-Malay boys?What makes non-Malay far more better than Malay?

Now,what is ATEMM.ATEMM is an acronym stands for A-Typical-Egoistic-Malay-Man.ATEMM main character is:-

1.Uncontrolable ego.
2.Love to brag,but fail to proof.
3.Never be romantic.
4.Stupid,but hate his girl to be clever than him.
5.Self-centered,never think his girl feelings.
6.Love to decide for his girl.
7.Power monger,but don't know how to use it,the right way.
8.Love to control everything,but eventually fails to control.
9.Pretend to be "macho",but actually annoying.
10.Never say sorry if mistakes occured.

Now,if I gather all Malay men today,and I throw 10 stones from above,9 out of 10 men being hitted by stone were ATEMM.

Yesterday on FOB there are a serious debate about Holier than Thou,today,this Holier than Thou person bragged about his achievement,which actually never impressed me,at all.

Guys,aren't you aware right now,Chinese and Indian guys are captivated Malay girls now?Are your "stupid ego" being challenged now,yet?

So,perhaps this is things that I should tell you guys,before all of you Malay men will never be Malay girls choice.Before Banglas or Indons reaping up Malay girls.

1.Be considerable.Be more wiser and understand that women loves to be cared and loved.
2.Don't brag.Let what that you good at been noticed by girls.
3.Be more romantic.How many of Malay men will push himself to write a poem for his girlfriend.My friend Sue is very lucky to meet Nami the Poet.
4.Be clever,if you don't like your girl to be clever than you.
5.If your girl are clever than you,then you have to accept the fact that you're not.
6.Stop deciding everything for your girl.Your girl is not a cleaning vacuum for you to control.
7.Even totalitarian dictator like Adolf Hitler love and care about his Eva Braun.Treat us as a lover,not an Indon maid.
8.Be "Argentinian macho",ego with care,not ego with stupid pride.
9.Always say sorry if mistakes occured.
10.We girls are not your slaves.We are your lovers.

It's nothing wrong to be ego.Ego is macho,but these nonsense ego,it's make we,Malay girls sick upon you all.

Holier Than Thou(English Version).

2009-01-27T10:57:00.000-08:00

What is holier than thou?

Is a French quote for those people who believe that he/she is better than anyone else,literally or not.

I've been writing my blogs around 6 months,uh well,there are so many people like this visiting my blog,and comment my entries,telling me that "you should not say this","we should follow everything that be decided before" bla bla bla.

Boring...

I'm fine with some people who criticizes my ideas,especially my Ezreenology and Girl Power,and some of critics,with fine and nice point,like Deniel who always brief his words before writing,to be honest,I enjoys to read a very brief critic.

This is the way we evolve.Like William Jefferson Clinton quoted "Arguements always create ideas",and I agree with some brand new ideas,and I respected other opinion,and I hope they will be more critics to improve my entry and my thoughts,not just for myself,but for rest of the world.

However,holier-than-thou people aren't helping me.They love to critic--but they don't even know what they actually criticizes for.They don't even have a clue,have a point,to point out--which part of my ideas that should be critic?

Holier-than-thou people always thought that he/she is genius,even greater than rocket science,copy paste some article that I've already read million times before.Copy paste some quotes from somebody that I already know ages ago.

Holier-than-thou people believe that they have a right to tell off to other,which is true and which is not.They don't like to discuss,to debate,or to evolve the ideas.

Holier-than-thou people will always showing off his/her achievement,and to be honest my statement is always be "I-don't-give-a-damn!"

I don't care--whether you from religious schools,whether you're a lecturer,you're a teacher,you're a rocket scientist,or even you're Ronald Reagan--I don't give a damn.If you think you're right,show your point that you're right.

Talk is cheap.Lie is expansive.People loves the idea to feel great.However,it will generate an annoying feeling surround you if you can't prove yourself that your ideas are great to share,but just an open critic and whiny emotions,shame on you.

Year of the Ox-Gong Xi Fa Chai!

2009-01-25T14:36:00.000-08:00

I wish to all Chinese a very prosperous(I don't think in this economy crisis right now) Chinese New Year!

People who was born on Year of the Ox:-

Ole Gunnar Solsjkaer
Caroline Corr(The Corrs)
Matthew Ferguson
Roberto Carlos
Adrian Brody
Heidi Klum
Carson Daly
Kate Beckinsale
Monica Lewinsky
Fillipo Inzaghi
Ryan Giggs
Eddie Murphy
Barack Obama
Ric Flair
Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono
Bruce Springsteen
Leona Lewis
Jelena Jankovic
Keira Knightley
Michael Phelps
Ashley Tisdale
Wayne Rooney
Deniel Ahmad
Lewis Hamilton

Enough With Boycotting.

2009-01-24T19:52:00.000-08:00

After reading the depressed tone of Hafiz in FOB,it's a same feeling I had when I read a Venezuelan Hugo Perez about my entry about Hugo Chavez.For Venezuela I will discuss later,and gather some information about it,meanwhile...

I can feel the discontent of Hafiz about Barry Obama's administration.And perhaps his scope about Muslim world especially Palestine has been oppressed by Israeli,but is that Israel is the only country who--oppressing Palestine?Egypt is the one who closing it's border gate for humanitarian,while Jordan authority will always presuming that Palestinian refugees were illegal immigrants.Whole Arab countries are also Zionist.You'll know how many billions these Zionist companies invested in oil refining,and building oil and gas pipe in Middle East.How many billions these Zionist companies invest in real estate and finances?These Arabs were also Zionist.

Now,to answer your question,one fact that my friend Nami answered in FOB is that,Barack Obama is US President.Zionist companies are the backbone of US economy.So,don't expect Barack Obama will remove his support towards Zionist because it's a backbone of economy.

I also like his answer about how Muslim actually loves to play the blame game,and boycotting "so-called" Zionist products are "small jihad"--well,the question that I want to ask you--are you really boycotting?

Intel Incorporated is a Zionist supporter,but how many from you guys want to remove that processor from your computer?Shell is Zionist supporter,but how many from you willingly to use solar-panel cars?And how many from you really boycotting Nestle products?I bet all of you guys still can't leave your life with Milo,Nescafe,Neslac,Coco Crunch etc.

I also believe that "so-called" Zionist products is not the only products that we should be boycotted,as a humanitarian effort to against Israeli aggression against Gaza,but how about Chinese military in Tibet and Uighur?I'm glad Nami mentioned about it too.I personally forbid myself to watch or buy any items from China,and I'm actually loves to collecting merchandise from big sports event--such as Olympics,FIFA World Cup,or Commonwealth Games--but I didn't buy anything from Beijing 2008.I don't even watch the whole games.And I don't use anything "Made Of China" products.

But if I'm saying I boycotting these Zionist products,perhaps I won't use my computers again.I won't watching tv and I don't even bath with my Camomile Johnson and Johnson bathcare.

Let me tell you frank,those people who asking Muslim to boycott these so called Zionist products are the Muslim businessman who failed to penetrate businesses from society.They are failed to compete with these "so called" Zionist products.I knew some of Muslims toothpaste products trying to beat Colgate by saying "our toothpaste is halal".It's just a toothpaste,who cares?If these toothpaste is unhalal,so,what it is?Pork?Pork in toothpaste?Give me a break.These Muslim entrepreneurs need to be "a little bit more creative" rather than just asking people to boycotting these products.

All of you seems despise with Jew,despite all of you didn't noticed that from Ishak a.s to Isa a.s were Jews.Albert Einstein is Jew,but we still use his relativity theory.

And if you think that only United States the only country in the world supporting Zionist,no,because Great Britain also supports them,the whole European Union,Japan,South Korea,Russia,all of them supports Zionist.

So start boycotting your supermarket,if you really serious.Start to boycott your own PC and stop watching TV guys!

Tag from Nami

2009-01-23T03:08:00.000-08:00

Rules:

Go Google,and find the pictures that related with questions.

age of next birthday:-

Rafael Nadal,1986

place i want to travel:-

Ireland,Land of Beauty.

favorite place:-

Skate Park,and i got my steel leg because i love it!

favorite food:-

Colcannon,Irish Pride

favorite thing:-

TV's Remote Control

nickname i had:-

psychotic prototype robot

favorite color:-

err..it's green..it's white..and it's orange...it's Celtic Colors!

currently studying in:-

did i told you guys that political science is sexy?

name of your lover:-

rachel..can i borrow your thom yorke?i'm radiohead's geek!

bad habits:-

i love to yack yack yack!

hobby:-

video games,such an addiction!more addicted than cocaine.

wish i want to be:-

be as influential woman like hillary clinton

celtic fc win again champions league.

now i'm tagging:-

1.sue
2.nizam
3.hafiz
4.deniel ahmad
5.christina rivera
6.camelia richardson
7.i just don't know which i want to list

Brand New Name,Same Old Me.

2009-01-21T23:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I've scrabbled my name,playing with letters with my name.In my history I was called Reen,Mira,Ezreen,E For Emo,Bosnia(my brother call me that),E,Double E,Ezmira, and Psychotic Prototype Robot.

This time,call me Ez!

I don't know,it's just a cool name,I guess.

Brand new name,same old thoughts of mass destruction.Muahahahahahaha!!

New Rules In Obama Administration/Peraturan Baru Dalam Pentadbiran Obama.

2009-01-21T13:32:00.000-08:00

Today is his 2nd day of his administration.From now until January 20th,2013,I'm keen to see "change" in Washington administration,and the policy not only to the world(which everyone expect for),but to it's neighbor(which I expect even more),and the policy inside United States(which American expect even more).

President Obama yesterday has speak out that "America should not be blame for everything".Here's his quote :-

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West - know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy.

And to the rest third world countries,he added :-

To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to

unclench your fist.

For those people who always love to blame America as "evil in everything",Obama is telling you that "it's not a right time for create tension between Muslim world and America.I know some people will ask "how about Israel-Palestine" and Afghanistan,or Iraq.Well we don't know what is his stand about Israel-Palestine problems,but looking for sucsess in Oslo Agreement between Yitzhak Rabin and Yasser Arafat peace deal,and Clinton's effort in Camp David Agreement,I think peace maybe far from the corner,but at least Democratic Party took more diplomatic action than Republican.

About Afghanistan and Iraq,it's already planned that American soldiers will gradually withdraws from both country until 2011.So,as citizen of the world,we should observe whether this plan were according to the plan--or not.In the economy crisis like this,I guess Barack Obama wants to tight up military spend--just what Clinton did during 1993.Military spending dropped,and mostly spend on creating Internet--it's what Clinton did in 1993.Obama will be more cautious in military,because he got tight budget to control.

Today he already discussed about closing Gitmo Bay Camp,and he is commited to closing it down,according to the plan.

Today he also announced the new rule of lobbying in White House.He puts the limit--which most lobbyist can't give more--because economic crisis.He determine to do this because he didn't want influences from these lobbyist--which actually control White House.By limiting lobbying,government has sufficient power to control the whole nation,not by these lobbyist.

All we have to do is watch is this the better America that we want?All we have to do is wait and see.

Hari ini ialah hari kedua pentadbiran Barack Obama sebagai Presiden AS.Mulai sekarang sehingga 20 Januari,2013,saya berharap mahu melihat "perubahan" yang dijanjikan oleh beliau,polisi yang dijanjikan beliau kepada dunia(seperti kebanyakan kawan-kawan saya harapkan),polisi kepada jirannya(seperti yang saya harapkan) dan polisi kepada Amerika sendiri(seperti yang rakyat Amerika harapkan).

Presiden Obama hari ini menegaskan bahawa "Amerika tidak boleh dipersalahkan sepenuhnya tentang segala masalah dalam dunia".Beliau menegaskan:-

"Kepada dunia Muslim, kami mencari jalan baru untuk ke hadapan, berasaskan kepentingan bersama dan hormati menghormati. Kepada setengah pemimpin di dunia yang ingin menanamkan benih persengketaan, atau menuduh Barat sebagai punca segala kebejatan dalam masyarakat mereka – sedarlah rakyat kamu akan mengadili kamu diatas apa yang kamu bangunkan dan bukan apa yang kamu rosakkan."

Dan kepada dunia ketiga beliau berkata:

"Kepada mereka yang ingin terus berkuasa melalui rasuah dan penipuan dan menutup ruang demokrasi untuk rakyat bersuara, sedarlah bahawa kamu bukan bersama sejarah, tetapi kami akan menghulurkan tangan jika kamu bersedia membuka gengaman kuku besi kamu."

Kepada mereka yang suka menyalahkan Amerika tentang "segala kejahatan yang berlaku dalam dunia",Obama memberitahu anda bahawa "ini bukan masanya untuk mencari ketegangan antara dunia Islam dan Amerika.Saya tahu ada dikalangan kita yang pessimist terhadap kemampuan Obama tentang Israel-Palestin,dan juga Afghanistan dan Iraq.Kita mungkin tidak tahu apa pendiriannya terhadap isu Israel-Palestin,tetapi harus diingat Parti Demokrat yang berusaha dalam perjanjian Oslo antara Yasser Arafat dan Yitzhak Rabin,dan Perjanjian Camp David,mungkin kedamaian terlalu jauh untuk dilihat,tetapi sekurang-kurangnya Parti Demokrat lebih berjaya daripada Republikan.

Tentang Afghanistan dan Iraq,Presiden Obama jelas sekali mahu mengundurkan tenteranya dari kedua-dua negara menjelang 2011,jadi penduduk dunia sekalian,kita harus melihat perjalanan tentang pengunduran tentera ini,berjaya atau tidak.Dalam kegawatan ekonomi,Presiden Obama mahu pengecilan terhadap belanjawan ketenteraan yang melampau tinggi--seperti yang dilakukan oleh Clinton pada tahun 1993.Perbelanjaan ketenteraan disusutkan,dan dialihkan kepada pembinaan Internet.Obama mungkin akan berhati-hati dalam perbelanjaan ketenteraan ini.

Hari ini beliau telah membincangkan secara serius tentang penutupan kem Gitmo Bay,dan beliau komited untuk menutupnya terus.

Hari ini juga beliau telah mengehadkan golongan pelobi dari terus melobi dalam White House,dimana golongan pelobi ini tidak boleh memberi secara berlebihan,kerana kegawatan ekonomi.Beliau kelihatan bersungguh-sungguh kerana beliau tidak mahu golongan pelobi ini menguasai White House.

Apapun,apa yang perlu kita buat ialah tunggu dan lihat pentadbiran seterusnya dalam pentadbiran Presiden Barack Obama ini.

Islam Liberal.

2009-01-20T20:57:00.000-08:00

First for all,I would like to congratulate my neighbor--United States of America--for receiving their new President,Barack Obama.Hopefully the relationship between Ottawa and Washington be more friendlier--hopefully.

Anyway,among the bloggers came here and telling me about hudud etc,one phrase makes me curious--it's Islam Liberal.I never heard this phrase before,perhaps since 2005 I left Malaysia and to be honest--I never heard of this phrase before.

Correct me if I'm wrong--Islam Liberal is something like--you're Muslim,but you're free thinker,or Muslim In Name Only.Whatever it is,this phrase is for me,distorting.

Let me copy from dictionary what is meaning of liberal.

lib⋅er⋅al
/ˈlɪbərəl, ˈlɪbrəl/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [lib-er-uhl, lib-ruhl] Show IPA Pronunciation
–adjective
1.
favorable to progress or reform, as in political or religious affairs.
2.
(often initial capital letter) noting or pertaining to a political party advocating measures of progressive political reform.
3.
of, pertaining to, based on, or advocating liberalism.
4.
favorable to or in accord with concepts of maximum individual freedom possible, esp. as guaranteed by law and secured by governmental protection of civil liberties.
5.
favoring or permitting freedom of action, esp. with respect to matters of personal belief or expression: a liberal policy toward dissident artists and writers.
6.
of or pertaining to representational forms of government rather than aristocracies and monarchies.
7.
free from prejudice or bigotry; tolerant: a liberal attitude toward foreigners.
8.
open-minded or tolerant, esp. free of or not bound by traditional or conventional ideas, values, etc.
9.
characterized by generosity and willingness to give in large amounts: a liberal donor.
10.
given freely or abundantly; generous: a liberal donation.
11.
not strict or rigorous; free; not literal: a liberal interpretation of a rule.
12.
of, pertaining to, or based on the liberal arts.
13.
of, pertaining to, or befitting a freeman.–noun
14.
a person of liberal principles or views, esp. in politics or religion.
15.
(often initial capital letter) a member of a liberal party in politics, esp. of the Liberal party in Great Britain.

Origin: 1325–75; ME freedom, befitting the free, equiv. to līber free + -ālis

So,what is wrong to befitting the free,and fight for freedom?What is wrong to be open minded and tolerant?What is wrong to be free from prejudice and bigotry?

The person describes me Islam Liberal is like horrible,condemned words,and we should avoid it from your mind.Are you telling me that if you want to be a good Muslim,you have to be CONSERVATIVE?

Now,don't tell me liberal and conservatives are not teachings in Islam.It's a basic point of view,regardless what religion you are,or race.My brother is quite conservative,I'm quite liberal,my dad is open minded,considers as liberal--it's just a point of view.

OK,put it this way--let's say about emancipation.Women emancipation is a major role in Islam.In Quran there's a lot mentioning about women emancipation.There's a verse called An-Nisa means women.Now that's liberalism.In Quran it's mentioned about liberation from slavery,now that's liberalism.And from this point--I don't see there's nothing wrong with "liberal" word.

Now,to discuss about this word,you have to think like a knife.If we think knife is a tool,then it's helpful.If you think knife as a weapon,that's a dangerous part.

If all of my friends here thinking that "Islam Liberal" is a phrase for Muslim In Name Only,then I don't want to be like that.We must hold our religion deep inside our heart.But Islam is a religion of peace,religion of freedom and religion that against prejudice and bigotry.Then Islam is already--a liberal religion.It should be like that.We mentioned about women emancipation,against slavery,and so on.

You must remember in liberal there's also a law.It's no such thing as no law--it's not liberalism,it's anarchism.I don't believe in anarchy,where is no God,no law,and you're free as free as you want.Religion is a guidance,a path for us to improve ourselves--to be a better person.

I'm not an anarchist.I am a liberalist.

In Islam we uphold human rights,we take care of our prisoners of war carefully--that's liberal.

Unless you've been surrounded by CONSERVATIVES,then I can't help you to describe what is meaning to be a liberal person.

George W. Bush is a conservative person.Stephen Harper is a conservative person.Ehud Olmert is also a conservative person.Are you part of them?

CONSERVATIVES IS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE THAT CANNOT TOLERATE OR JOIN OTHER THAN A BUNCH OF PEOPLE LIKE THEM.THEY DISLIKE THE IDEA OF UNIVERSALISM,DISLIKE UNITY AND ALWAYS DESPISE PEOPLE THAT NOT PART OF THEM.FOR EXAMPLE:COWBOY REDNECKS,ZIONIST,NAZI,EVANGELIST,KLU KLUX KLAN.

We should showing to others that our religion is the one that bring human rights and justice in the right path.We should be the example--to be better religion for a better person.

Instead we always like to punish rather than TEACHING."If you do this then you will be condemned,don't go that way,don't leave this way.."

You can't plant a tree just like that.You need to water your tree,treat it well,a bit of fertilizer,then you will get a fruitful tree.

"Life is all about discovery.You cannot discover something if you stay the same way,from baby until you die--it's a learning process."-My dad.

Reform means change.In Islam we also talk about change--hijrah.That's why our Prophet went to Madinah--to reform.

Islam Liberal is a definitely different than Muslim In Name Only.This MINO people are poseurs in Islam.And I believe Islam is religion of peace,freedom and liberty--something that liberal people adores the ideas to be free.

Barry Obama.

2009-01-20T01:09:00.000-08:00

In less than 5 hours from now,my neighbor--United States of America--will received a new president.

My friend Christina Rivera told me--this is you call so called "a brand new hope"?

Most of my friends--whether in Calgary or in Kuala Lumpur,became so pessimistic about Barry Obama.

Whether socialist Rivera or my PAS supporter friend Hafiz--they all pessimistic about him.

Well,he is just ordinary human.A man.And suddenly all around the world hoping that he can do the change--just like he always told us--Yes We Can.

We already knew that Zionist won't be negotiatiable.And I knew,we won't able to eliminate them--just like that.

Revolution won't go anywhere.It tooks someone to evolve--evolution is a better way.

Let's hope Obama administration will be better than Bush.Just hope.Okay?

Paprik Pizza-Invented By Aril,Improved By Me.

2009-01-15T12:24:00.000-08:00

Surprise..surprise..

Along coming home today.It's been a month ago since he left for his new job in London,Ontario,and I can't believe that I missing him so much.

Anyway,me and Adryan to plan to celebrate Aril's arrival with his invention--Paprik Pizza.Of course his famous dishes,i bold it,famous dishes when he worked as a cook near town,has now become legend.Unfortunately,people in that restaurant were dissapointed--when Aril resigns and continue his study in mechanical engineering.

DOUGH
---
1 package active dry yeast (about 2 teaspoons)
1 cup warm water
1 teaspoon sugar
2 tablespoons olive oil
2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
pinch salt

Topping:

1 can (8 ounces) tomato sauce
1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese
1 to 2 cups shredded Mozzarella cheese
300grams of chicken meat/squid/prawn
4 slices of garlic
3 lemon grasses,sliced
5 kaffir lime leaves(it's limau purut in Malay)
1 teaspoon of oyster sauce
4 teaspoons of soy sauce
Long beans
Carrots
Cooking oil
Salt
Eyebird Chilli(cili padi)

Instruction:

Heat cooking oil and fry garlic and eyebird chillies.
Then,put chicken meat,soy sauce,oyster sauce and a little bit of tomato sauce.
After mixing them together,put kaffir lime leaves and lemon grass.
Mix it with vegetables,and salt.

Meanwhile,Add yeast to the water and stir until dissolved. Add sugar, oil, flour, and salt. Set mixing bowl filled with dough in warm water for 5 minutes to rise. Pat dough out on a well-greased pizza pan or cookie sheet.
And pour paprik at the top of pizza before put some grated mozarella cheese on top.
Layer toppings on dough in order listed. Bake at 400° for 15 to 20 minutes.

Hugo Chavez Is More Islamic than Saudi King?

2009-01-12T21:26:00.000-08:00

A friendly non-Muslim to Hamas.

Keep on resistance,guys!Such a brave soul!

Well last night I've met my friend Robbien.A staunch Calgary Flames,we discussed about last night game against old rivalry Edmonton Oilers.Ice hockey is an interesting thing to discuss right now,since Canada become World Champion last week.

Then Christina Rivera came and bring her Arab boyfriend--George from Bel-Air,Calgary.So close to my house and I wonder why I never meet him.So the topic change--to disturbance of Middle East,especially Gaza.

George is a Christian Arab,and he is from Palestine.When we talk about Palestine,his voice changed.Everything has turned sour.The pain that he can't swallow.

Then along come his girlfriend Miss Rivera speaking.He is a staunch New Democratic Party supporter-NDP is a socialist party in Canada.As Liberal Party member,I'm fine when she criticizes conservative figures like Stephen Harper or George W Bush,but I kinda dislike the way she criticizes Liberal Party figures such as Stephane Dion or Michael Ignatieff.And she also dislike Barry Obama.She told me that "Barry is just nothing but a black clown came to the town".

If I can compare a magnitude of radicality between Nami and her,or Hishamuddin Rais,I can't compare all of them.They all seems--I don't know,people who enthusiasts about red star and black flag--anarcho-socialism.Of course Subcommandante Marcos and Che Guevara is one of their idealist.People who loves to put A letter surround with circle,those punks and skinheads,they're for me too radical to take.

However,she mentioning about Bolivar Socialism,things that Aril always mention to me.Things that Zach de la Rocha of Rage Against the Machine always mention in his lyric.Things like Nami and Christina enjoy to talk for.They enjoy to abolish class society,they show middle fucky finger toward their King or President,and always hate the rich.People like this always create fear among people like us,but this time--I listen--not like when Nami discussed about this with me.

I told Christina "American already chose Obama for change,they simply don't want war,they want to stop global warming,and Obama is commited with his voice".She dislike the tune that I used,so she turn her voice slow but sharp,"What's a different between Shell and Exxon Mobil?McDonalds and Burger King?Pepsi and Coke?"

Now she fucks globalization.Fucky fucky globalization.She fucks free trade,and she even fucks people with necktie.

And then she reveal her new bag patches,Che Guevara and Hugo Chavez.She wants the whole South America--from Mexico to Argentina--as one country.It's already happen in Rio Conference--and how she despise Spanish King Juan Carlos in por no te callas issue.She said in Spanish "usted rey espanol para cerrar su boca!su familia real conquista su tierra hasta pobres, e incluso independencia, usted todavía quiere actuar como una!Cogida!"--translate:Spanish:you spanish king to shut your mouth! your royal family conquer their land until poor,and even independence,you still want to act like you're the king!Fuck!

And how she passionate about Hugo Chavez until George opens his mouth "Hugo Chavez are more Islamic than Saudi King,no offense Ezreen.As a Muslim you must know that.I have a lot Muslim friends and they love to help each other,but this bastard(Saudi King) are self-centered,allowed American at their soil,and using it for Israel for attacking Palestinian people."

"Saudi King don't know how many Palestinian people had died last week aggression of Israel,and he don't fucking care".He then turns his voice down,and deep inside him he knows that it's unbearable pain.He told us that one of his uncle died while walking across the street to buy candy for him when he was a kid.

And my mouth opens up and say,"Obama will bring us together,believe,we can".Christina replied "Fuck him,it's just another fucking rhetoric from capitalist leader.Capitalist should be burn until dead.They steal our money and treat us like slaves.He is another mindless puppet from Knesset(Israel Parliament).

And after all these time,perhaps tonight I've reflect a lot about my words that I've said and the party that I supported.Unlike NDP,Liberal seems silent in Gaza issue.Don't mention Harper,he is Canadian Bush.

It's seems Hugo Chavez are more serious with Palestine than Muslim leaders itself.Now I realize I was on the wrong side.Perhaps what Nami told me in FOB--Hugo Chavez is like Nagasyi of Ethiopia who saved Muslim people from annihilation of Quraisy--changes my thoughts about socialism.

And right now just like my blogger friends said,perhaps we at the wrong side but we didn't realize it,until you finally realized that everything you believe is not really the truth.

My prayers to women and children in Gaza.

Keep Wave Palestinian Flag In Your Blog For Support!

2009-01-12T00:47:00.000-08:00

Just step down,Mahmoud Abbas.You're not helping us to help your people.

Tagged from Christina Riviera

2009-01-08T19:04:00.000-08:00

I am politically centrist.Not so liberal,not so conservative,not so capitalist,not so socialist.

First of all,answer all question from this page:
http://www.politicalcompass.org/test

CANADA IS WORLD CHAMPION-of ice hockey..

2009-01-06T01:55:00.001-08:00

Champions of the world!

Well,I never be so excited like this before.

Next time I will keep on dreaming Celtic win 2nd Champions League title.Yeah,so any Irish billionaire tycoon,takeover the club please!

Hik hik!Then our own rich history will fade away,like Manchester United.

Wondering what would it like when Messi,Ronaldo and Kaka plays for green and white hoops?Haha!Hey Fernando Torres,we sing "You'll Never Walk Alone" too!

Anyway good luck for all of my friends for mid-term exams.Be like a champ!

Kuala Terengganu,The Windy City.

2009-01-05T01:59:00.000-08:00

First for all,I want to congratulate to Canadian ice-hockey team for qualify to final Ice Hockey World Junior Championship after defeating Russia.I even miss Celtic-Dundee United match for Canada.And I hope Canada will defeat Sweden tomorrow.

Well,I still remember when I was 14 years old,it's year 2000--the last time I went to Kuala Terengganu.The wind breeze,and I still remember my arwah sister Elly walk with me at Pasar Payang(isn't it?),looking for something,an unique attraction.

I still remember our family trip to Kuala Terengganu.Aril was there,my dad,me and both my arwah sister and mom was there.

Everything is so sweet to remember.

And there will be an election in Kuala Terengganu.

I guess I don't observe it much like I did when Permatang Pauh election last August.

And I change my subject for my thesis,at first I want to wrote about Anwar Ibrahim and opposition parties in Malaysia,but I finds out that there's nothing much to write about Anwar or Pakatan Rakyat.

I decide to write about Russian politics after Soviet Union,especially Vladimir Putin.He is the most sexiest politician in the world.

And right now he is bullying ex-Soviet like Georgia and Ukraine,and bullying Europe as well--raising up gas price to Europe.

But anyone in Malaysia I will like to listen anything from Kuala Terengganu.

I heard Maimun Yusof won't register herself at elections.Well,she is 89 years old.Mahathir retires when he was 78.

And I will remember Kuala Terengganu-just like I remember Elly walk with ice-cream and share with me,at Pasar Payang.

Hudud:Dua Undang-Undang dalam Satu Negara?

2009-01-03T11:43:00.001-08:00

Ada rakan bloggers saya memberitahu saya tentang hukum hudud yang jelas sekali dipeningkan oleh PAS.Saya bertanya kepada penyokong PAS tentang "how sure undang-undang hudud itu boleh dilaksanakan di dalam negara berbilang kaum seperti Malaysia?"

Lalu ada yang menjawab.Justice Note berkata,undang-undang hudud yang akan dilaksanakan di Malaysia,mengikut kata-katanya yang saya fahami,akan terbahagi kepada dua.Undang-undang hudud akan dilaksanakan kepada orang Islam,sementara yang bukan Islam akan dipanggil takzir.

Sekarang,jawapan dia menjurus kepada satu lagi soalan dari saya.

"Kenapa warganegara yang berlainan agama dikenakan hukuman yang berbeza?"

Mengikut kefahaman saya,negara yang mengamalkan dua undang-undang terhadap dua kaum/kelas/agama/kumpulan yang berbeza,dipanggil sebagai Apatheid,seperti yang dilaksanakan di Afrika Selatan satu masa dahulu.

Pada zaman Apatheid,undang-undang yang dikenakan terhadap kaum kulit putih adalah berbeza dengan undang-undang kulit hitam.Begitu juga dengan pembahagian kawasan,Soweto untuk kulit hitam,Bloemfountein untuk kulit putih.

Sekarang,kenapa yang bukan Islam tidak dipotong tangannya sekiranya dia mencuri?Kenapa yang Islam sahaja?Disini saya tidak faham dengan anda semua.

Ini dipanggil racial segregation.

Racial segregtation dalam istilah politik bermaksud:-pemisahan antara kaum/kelas/agama sama ada dari segi tempat awam,undang-undang dan kawasan perumahan,serta hak-hak sesuatu kaum diasing-asingkan mengikut ras/kaum/kelas/agama.

Sekarang,sekiranya masyarakat Islam dikenakan hudud,tetapi yang bukan Islam dipanggil takzir,dimana keadilan yang dikatakan itu.Satu negara perlukan satu undang-undang,jika tidak,satu puak akan tidak bersetuju dengan puak lagi satu.Itu adalah lumrah manusia.

Sekiranya mencuri itu hukumnya dipotong tangan,what if sekiranya orang itu disalah sabit hukuman?Orang menuduh dia mencuri tetapi sebenarnya tidak,apa hukumnya kepada saksi palsu?Bagaimana orang ini mahu mempertahankan haknya sebagai orang yang tidak bersalah?

Mengikut hukum hudud,apa yang saya faham,sekiranya zina wajib disebat 100 kali bagi belum berkahwin,tetapi what if orang mereka-reka cerita,kerana dikatakan wajib ada 3 orang saksi.

Siapa yang nak jadi saksi untuk penzinaan?

Dan bagaimana hukuman takzir itu?Apakah kalau orang bukan Islam mencuri,hukumannya membayar 200 ringgit kepada hakim?Atau bagaimana?

Penjelasan anda tidak terang malah tidak menyakinkan saya yang parti PAS tidak benar-benar berminat untuk memperjuangkan agamanya bagai dikata.

Soalan Kepada Rakan PAS Saya.

2009-01-01T08:36:00.000-08:00

Menulis dalam Bahasa Malaysia.

Kawan saya Deniel Ahmad telah menjawab saya tentang PAS dalam artikel di Federation of Bloggers,dengan mengatakan kenapa saya selalu mengkritik PAS,dan seolah-olah saya tidak memahami apa itu PAS.

Ini jawapan dia.

:)
apa khbr shbt..
lama tak menjenguk..
hentaman kpd PAS lagi..

ezreen..
ur statement:
"Saya belajar sains politik,hari-hari saya observe politik seluruh dunia."

"Mustahil saya terlepas pandang keadaan di Malaysia."

Maaf, anda terlalu beremosi..anda masih blm memahami PAS itu secara all out..lihatlah sejarahnya dari akar umbi.mempelajari sains politik di dalam pengajian anda belum pasti membolehkan anda memahami semua isu ini seumpama tuhan memahami mahkulknya.

Bukan saya ingin merendahkan anda, ttp bak kata pepatah, sekiranya tidak mengetahui lbh elok kita menyiasat,mempelajari,agar apa yg diucpkan tidak nmpk silapnya..

Dlm menganalisis soal PAS, bukan hanya ilmu sains poltik semata-mata anda perlukan..soal Agama,akidah,harakiah perjuangan,dan sbgainya perlu diambil kira..

Tq.

Sebagai seorang student sains politik,tahun satu,maafkan saya jika saya salah berkata-kata.Tetapi,berdasarkan pengalaman saya selama 10 tahun saya tinggal di Malaysia,saya rasa pemimpin PAS "lebih retorik dari pelaksanaan".

Soal agama,akidah,harakiah perjuangan?

Konsep saya dalam politik adalah mudah.Penubuhan parti politik adalah kerana ekonomi dan kuasa,kerana tanpa dua perkara itu seolah-olah penubuhan parti adalah sia-sia.Untuk apa menubuhkan parti?Kerana mahu menubuhkan kerajaan,dan dapat mengawal ekonomi.Menubuhkan kerajaan bermakna mengawal ekonomi,dan pengawal ekonomi adalah kekayaan.

Apa sekali konsep fahaman politik,baik liberal,konservatif,Islam atau komunis,matlamat adalah satu--mengawal ekonomi.

Apa yang PAS lakukan di Kelantan selama 18 tahun ialah berceramah setiap tahun,menjadi alternatif kepada mereka yang tidak suka kepada UMNO,dan memain retorik agama.

Parti politik,I mean,semua parti politik,adalah sama dengan doh pizza.Tidak kira apa yang diletak di atasnya--pepperoni,ikan bilis,daging,ayam,sardin,atau semata-mata keju,tetapi asasnya sama--tepung dan air.

Jadi parti politik ini,tidak kira apa intinya--matlamat asalnya adalah satu--mengawal ekonomi.

Jadi jika UMNO gunakan retorik "Ketuanan Melayu",DAP gunakan "Malaysian Malaysia",maka PAS pun gunakan Islam.

Jadi saya nak tanya satu soalan kepada semua penyokong PAS,apakah PAS tidak ada matlamat untuk mengawal ekonomi sepertimana mana-mana parti politik?Even Hamas dengan Fatah pun tubuhkan parti politik kerana hendak mengawal ekonomi dan kuasa di Palestin.Hezbollah dan puak Druze berebut kuasa di Lebanon untuk mengawal ekonomi selatan Lebanon.Republican dan Democrat berebut kuasa di Amerika untuk mengawal ekonomi dunia.

Jadi,jika ditakdirkan PAS mampu mentadbir Malaysia,apakah cara PAS mengawal ekonomi?Kerana ekonomi di Canada kerajaan Stephen Harper goyah.Kami ada undi tidak percaya yang berkesan berbanding di Malaysia.

Now,sekarang kita ada dengar tentang alternatif yang dibuat oleh kerajaan Kelantan-Dinar Emas.Perkara yang menarik,malangnya kenapa PAS tidak mampu mengeluarkan dinar emas yang secukupnya untuk menjana ekonomi negeri?Pengeluarannya macam melepaskan batuk di tangga--hanya laku untuk mas kahwin,dan pertukaran hadiah.Apa ni?Sepatutnya dinar emas menjadi foundation ekonomi negeri Kelantan!

Tentang hukum hudud,saya tidak menentang sekiranya hukum itu dilaksanakan di sebuah negara yang hampir 95% penduduknya beragama Islam.Seperti Kelantan.Ya,ia harus dilakukan demi kesejahteraan penduduk.Pencuri harus dipotong tangannya.Saya pun menyokong undang-undang ini kerana baru kehilangan Blackberry.

Tetapi,apabila saya dengar yang hukum hudud hanya untuk orang Islam sahaja,saya rasa itu tidak seragam.Jadi sekiranya orang Islam sahaja yang dipotong tangannya,yang bukan Islam makin bermaharajalela mencuri.

Apabila DAP membantah,itu kerana mereka tidak faham.Saya faham dengan hukum hudud,tetapi saya tidak faham konsep PAS yang double standard dengan hukuman tersebut.Seharusnya yang bukan Islam sekali pun dihukum hudud,supaya tidak ada lagi pencuri di dalam negeri.

Kalau DAP membantah,kita tengok suara paling ramai.Simple as that,right?

Saya tidak membantah hukum hudud yang diperintah Allah,tetapi saya membantah hukum hudud ala-PAS.Dan saya rasa,kata-kata PAS hanyalah retorik semata-mata kerana undang-undang agama dan adat terletak di dalam kerajaan negeri,bukannya pusat.Kenapa Kelantan yang 95 peratusnya Islam tidak lakukan hukum ini?

Ada dua-tiga hiccups dalam PAS yang saya tidak faham.Maaf kerana saya orang yang memerhati dari jauh.Tetapi,kalau foundation parti itu sendiri dibina dalam keadaan yang tergopoh-gapah,makanya jadilah hiccups macam yang saya katakan ini.

Akhir kata,saya bukannya "keyboard warrior" seperti yang dikatakan oleh Deniel tentang isu Palestin.Tetapi saya masih tidak faham,apa motif penubuhan parti PAS ni?Untuk agama,bukan?Tetapi agama memerlukan ekonomi juga untuk terus survive.Kerana itu Islam mewajibkan kita bayar zakat.

Kurangkan retorik,lebihkan berfikir.

2009 Resolution.

2008-12-31T08:58:00.000-08:00

My resolution in 2009 is to be a better daughter of Sulaiman bin Daud,a better sister of Shahril Iman,a better sister in law-elect of Citra Sasmi Hardina,a better best buddy of Sue,Mary Edwards Shane,Adryan and Nami,a better student of University of Calgary,a better Canadian,and a better homo-sapiens.

I also will upkeep my endurance for my Girl Power and Enpowerment Movement,uphold my struggle for women's emancipation,to be more moderate,to open my mind wider,and to be closer to society.

I also continue my criticism towards extremism,either race,religion,skin's color or sexual orientation.I believe all human are equals,and I believe everyone has rights to express their minds.I will always against people who loves to divide human being.

I believe ability is the best for measuring humans,not because it's religion,race or skin color,and I believe we're deserves to live and free.

I will continue my study,better and strive harder,to achieve my own destiny.I also will help Liberal Party,led by new leader Michael Ignatieff and although it's hard,I'll be stand for my beloved red party.

I will also determine to cut my carbon usage,by trying to use green technologies to keep this Earth clean.I also try my best to reduce electricity waste,and I will try to walk and using C-Train to arrive to my university.I will also try to reduce eating red meat,and prefers soy beans and vegetables.

I determined to declare war against global warming.

I will also will be the best Celtic fan,if not in the world,in Calgary Canada.I will be with Gordie Strachan and we will win the league.

"To be a better person takes courage and determination.To be an idiot,just let yourself to be Paris Hilton."

A Story of Two Loud Roosters/Kisah Dua Ekor Ayam Memekak.

2008-12-29T11:34:00.001-08:00

Once upon a time,in a rural Alberta area of Wild Rose,in near small town called "Harperpoo-ville",there's two roosters,compete each other,which is the loudest.The winner of this competition will have the mating rights to all chicks in the farm.

So,the first rooster shouts it out loud,"Kook kook kook koooooooooookkk!",then another rooster counters the first,"Kook kook kook kooooooookkkk!",then the first still want to proof that he's the best,he shouts "Kook kook kook kooooooooooookk!",and so goes the second rooster.They're shouting outloud until both of them until a cockfight happens.

By the time they fight each other,it was so loud that the farmer wake up.Since that farmer was so pissed off with both rooster,he slaughters both and cook it for lunch at that day.

So,I think both PAS and UMNO please,shut the hell up!Both of you are lousy,self-centered,and just using your party members for your own.Before bigger power(America probably,who always observes Islamic party very closely) slaughters both of you like they did in Afghanistan,stop fighting and start uniting each other.

Daaa!

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Kisah Dua Ekor Ayam Memekak.

Pada satu hari,di pinggir bandar Harperpoo-ville di Wild Rose,Alberta,terdapat dua ekor ayam jantan yang mahu bertanding siapa mempunyai suara yang paling kuat.Pemenang akan mempunyai hak untuk mengawan dengan semua ayam betina di dalam ladang tersebut.

Jadi tibalah giliran ayam jantan pertama berkokok,"Kook kook kook kooooookkk!",ayam kedua tidak berpuas hati lalu mencabar ayam pertama "Kook kook kook kooooooookkk!",ayam pertama panas hati lalu mencabar ayam kedua "kook kook kook koooooookkk!!",ayam kedua terus mahu menambah kemarahan ayam pertama dengan meninggikan suara mereka,sehingga tercetus pergaduhan antara kedua-dua ayam tersebut.

Bila mereka memekak terlalu kuat,peladang bangun dan bengang kerana ayam-ayam dia memekak,lalu menangkap kedua-dua ekor ayam tu dan disembelih,dan dibuat lauk pada makan tengah hari.

Jadi kesimpulannya,PAS dengan UMNO,dua-dua memekak je.Dua-dua mengarut,pentingkan diri sendiri,dan gunakan ahli parti untuk kepentingan diri.Sebelum kuasa besar(Amerika tengah sibuk perhati parti-parti Islam ni) sembelih kamu berdua,lebih baik kamu bersatu daripada sibuk memekak.

The Best and Worst 5 in Year 2008.

2008-12-25T19:15:00.000-08:00

5 Best Moments.

1.Barack Obama wins US Presidential Election,and Democrat wins both House of Representatives and Senate,ousted Republican and Conservatives.
2.Muntadhar al Zaidi shoeing George W Bush.
3.Gas prices going down to US$35 after US$140 in June.
4.Anwar and Pakatan Rakyat defeats Barisan Nasional ego in Malaysian election 2008.
5.Boston Celtics wins NBA Championship after the last time in 1986.

5 Worst Moments.

1.Stephen Harper wins Canadian General Election.
2.Beijing 2008 Olympics is in hypocrasy--Olympic is for peace,but Chinese government keep killing Tibetans near Lhasa.
3.Anwar lied to Malaysians-no government changes after 16th September.
4.Celtic FC didn't qualify for next round of Champions League.
5.Travis Barker plane crash in California.

5 Best Songs.

1.Pork And Beans(Weezer)
2.Viva La Vida(Coldplay)
3.Lucky(Jason Mraz)
4.Next Plane Home(Daniel Powter)
5.Love Song(Sara Bareilles)

5 Greatest Sport Teams.

1.Manchester United FC-Win English Premier League,Champions League and FIFA World Club Cup.(unique treble)
2.Boston Celtics-win NBA Championship defeating LA Lakers.
3.Philadelphia Phillies-win 2008 World Series
4.Spain national team-win Euro 2008 after the last time-1968.
5.Detroit Red Wings-win Stanley Cup 2008.

5 Greatest Sport Person.

1.Cristiano Ronaldo-BPL Player of the Year,Balloon D'Or,World Player of the Year,Golden Boot,Golden Ball,Premier League,Champions League,FIFA World Club Cup.
2.Usain Bolt-bidding for world record 9.69 seconds for 100m.
3.Paul Pierce-Boston Celtics captain.
4.Michael Phelps-swimming champion.
5.Chris Hoy-British cyclist champion.

5 Best Politicians.

1.Barack Obama
2.Hillary Clinton
3.Michael Ignatieff
4.Desmond Tutu
5.Anwar Ibrahim

5 Worst Politicians.

1.Robert Mugabe
2.Abdullah Ahmad Badawi
3.George W Bush
4.Stephen Harper
5.Sarah Palin

5 Worst Situation.

1.Global Warming.
2.Economic crisis
3.Listeriosis disease in Ontario and Saskatchewan.
4.Russian attacks Georgia.
5.Mumbai attacks.

5 Best Movies

1.The Dark Knight
2.Star Wars:The Clone Wars
3.WALL-E
4.Forbidden Kingdom
5.W.

Meanwhile,goodbye 2008!

Mary Shane's Craziest Project.

2008-12-23T21:17:00.000-08:00

Click for bigger picture.

She bought her new Jeep Patriot for Christmas,and now she plans to drive from Calgary,to West Coast of Vancouver,then going to Edmonton,head straight to London to meet Aril,and going to East to Halifax,then drive back to Calgary.

She will finish her tour in 3 weeks.(hopefully..)

Of course,typical Liverpool fan will never walk alone.She will drive that Liberty with another Liverpool freak,Adryan.

Citra and me laughs it out loud when both decided to do this.

First thing when she got this in her mind,and shout it out loud,my mind says,"you got to be kidding..."

Well,I'm prefer to sit home in this -11 degrees.

Bon Voyage Mary!

Distance:

7,011 miles=11,283 kilometre.(shaking my head and I don't know how many times I did that).

p/s:If both of you can't survive on this project,I suggest both of you to drive to the closest cargo airport that you can,and pack your car home to Calgary.Haha!

Jeep Patriot II Liberty.

Hudud:The Ego Has Landed.

2008-12-22T20:46:00.000-08:00

I'm log on to internet today,first thing after no one reply my entry at FOB about moon hoax,I suggest people are not interested in conspiracy theory of US propaganda.Or maybe they're interest only in politics.Okay,politics it will be.

And after reading some news and article in Malaysia(where I was born),most of news and articles were mentioning about Khairy-Husam debate at Kelantan,and one of the issues that touched my mind is about Hudud law.According from Husam Musa,PAS will implement hudud law as soon as they will establish the government.

And now,they are trying to proof Pakatan supporters that they are the most powerful party in Pakatan,and all Pakatan members should accept Hudud law as "the law of Malaysia".

How about PKR and DAP supporters?Is that all of them don't have words or anything to decide?

And our polemic is just begin,right here,right now.

According from the last general election,Pakatan Rakyat seats is 82,which is PKR 31 seats,DAP 28 seats,and PAS 23 seats.If let's say 24 members of Sabah REALLY cross the floor to Pakatan,which not happening on September 16th,I don't think all of them will move to PAS(because most of them were Kadazanist,so I think they prefer PKR over PAS).And it goes PKR 55,DAP 28 and PAS 23.If Sarawak elections goes smoothly for Pakatan,DAP will received some MP from Chinese areas such as Miri and Bintulu,and Sibu.

And tell me,is that PAS--the superior party now?

And how can these "pak lebai" become so arrogant to determine what is right for all Malaysians-I MEAN ALL MALAYSIANS,NOT ONLY MALAYS!

And I've read one of PAS bloggers,which telling me about "issue of hudud making PAS even stronger for Kuala Terengganu"(article)

If we discussing about Kuala Terengganu by-election,uh well,yup,PAS can win that election.But if we talking the dimension of whole Malaysia,haha,it's a joke pak lebai.

According to all Muslim I heard this,we have to do hudud because it's Islamic law.What if Ah Keong or Rajeshwari will do?How about my friend Sherene Leong who loves Yoga,will she will be banned too?How about my friend Eric Chuah,he loves to bet about football,will he be banned too?

To all PAS supporter here,can all of you see that your leaders are freaking hypocrite?Your leader are not interested in Islam,your leader are interested to gain more power,more money,and people will listen to them.Those who against them will be declared as "kafir",and these people will be hunt and to the extreme,kill.I'm not saying that PAS will reach that extreme,but this is a dangerous mind for all of us to live together as one.In Canada,here at my place,Calgary,lies the biggest mosque in Canada,and in walking distance,we got Jewish synogue in Christian conservative city.We have no problem when we talking about religion.Yes I know there's a difference between us(Muslim) and them(non-Muslim),but here,Christians does not implement Christian laws to us.In Canada,there's no such thing Christian laws,Jewish laws,or Islamic laws,we got Canadian laws.

Secularism is the key of our sucsess here.Here,we don't discuss our difference much,we don't even hurt each other by telling which religion is better for humanity.

As quoted from this PAS blogger,"Yakinlah bahawa mereka yang cuba mempermainkan-mainkan perintah Allah akan menghadapi akibat yang buruk. PAS harus bersyukur dengan kemunculan isu ini menjelang pilihanraya di Terengganu kerana dengan perbicangan meluas akan jelaslah kepada pengundi siapa yang berusaha membela mereka dengan kebaikan dan siapa pula yang sebenarnya mempermain-mainkan agama untuk kepentingan politik sempit."(English:Be sure that those who fooled Allah's word will received bad omen.PAS should grateful for this issue when election in Terengganu because this discussion will broad up,and to the voters which party is really with them with goodness,and which party were actually fooling the religion for their own narrow politics.

Deux ex machina?People who against you will receive bad deeds?

See,they're only interested to gain power,but using religion as weapon to attack Barisan Nasional.Well,UMNO will always using Malay supremacy excuse to reign power,and PAS will always using their Islamic law as excuse for power.Like my friend Nami always enlighten me about situation in Kedah,"if they care about Islam,they won't approve pig farm in Kedah at the first place".

And now this pak lebai got their big head with big egoes inside.They don't care whether non-Muslim will accept it or not.They don't care,for as long they got power to rule,they just don't care.

Let me repeat once again,secularism is the key of unity and sucsess.Secularism,and meritocracy,where people has not judged based on their race,color or religion,or sexual orientation,not based on their gender or aristocracy,but judged by ability and knowledge.

And how about my friend like Shaiful,who enjoys to talk about fashion.Can he talk much about fashion when these pak lebai rule Malaysia?Can he discuss about which boutique is better,or he only can where which he should wear,either kopiah or songkok?

My friend Hafiz asking me,what is Ezreenology?Why I put my name on my own ideology?Because like Trotsky,Mao,Karl Marx,Stalin,or Lenin,they got their own ideology based on their own name.So,Ezreenology is basicly left-libertarian,a pinch of egalitarian with green politics combined.

And honestly,I'm concerning about global warming rather than lots of my friends told me about oppression towards Muslim worldwide.Hey,I survive at one of the most conservative Christian city in Northern America,but I don't feel being oppressed at all.

So,Kuala Terengganu,vote Maimun Yusuf!Either elite oppressor(BN) or faking religious (PAS),both of them will eat all of you alive!

p/s:proof that PAS member only thirst for power!

I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker With Flower in My Hair.

2008-12-20T13:54:00.000-08:00

Green-Eire(Ireland),Yellow-Kernow(Cromwall),Blue-Alba(Scotland),Gold-Ellan Vannin(Isles of Man),Red-Cymru(Wales),Black-Breizh(Brittany)

It's a great article from my friend Nami in FOB,about English and their hegemony to control the world with their languages.While Nami are focusing on Science and Maths in English,a polemic in his country Malaysia about the importance to learn both subjects in their own mother tongue.

But here I'm focus to my topics to revolt from English supremacy from it's own isle-British Isles.And most of times we've been told by English propaganda,that the whole British Isles is owned by Queen of England,and Scotland,Wales,Isles of Man,Cromwall, and Northern Ireland were part of Britain.

Let me correct this to all of you.Scotland,Wales,Isles of Man,Cromwall and Ireland are not states that forms United Kingdom,they are countries.

Since only Irish rebellions fought war with English,that's why only Irish got full independence from United Kingdom,partly,while the Northern part rather to surrender to English supremacy at London.

Celtic countries were Scotland(Alba),Ireland(Eire),Wales(Cymru),Isles of Man(Ellan Vannin),Cromwall(Kernow),and Brittany(Breizh).Except Brittany which in France,the rest of Celtic countries were at British Isles,and except 85% of Ireland,the rest of Celtic countries are under English supremacy,ruled by London administration,led by Queen of England.

Sandi Thom is a Scottish singer,which most of her songs demands for Scottish independence or unification of Celtic countries.And I noticed that song recently sang by Celtic Ghirls(Celtic women fans),and that song was famous in year 2006,which whole Celtic countries put that song #1 on the chart.An Aberdeen native,but grew as Celtic FC and Liverpool FC fan(due to her record singing You'll Never Walk Alone at both Celtic Park and Anfield),Sandi Thom are associates with Scottish National Party.

Sandi Thom

And just like Sandi Thom,let Celtic countries free!I declare myself to against and resist the existence of United Kingdom,and English supremacy in our land.Spirits of Michael Collins who fought for Ireland against England.

Michael Collins

With Scottish nowadays votes for SNP in election,it's clear that Scotland will free in near future.And then Celtic countries will free once again,from Anglo-Saxon and England.

If Nami demands English to be kick out from Science and Maths in his country,I demand English to be kick out from our land!

Reference:

Celtic countries

Top 10 George W Bush Stupidity.

2008-12-19T09:43:00.000-08:00

30 days left for him to be President.After being threw by shoe,I guess all of you thirst for more.Hilarious Bush!

Well,love or hate him,we will going to miss him.Haha!

p/s:the only president who choked when eating pretzel.dumbo!

Kuala Terengganu Election:If I'm a voter of Kuala Terengganu,I will vote...

2008-12-14T12:04:00.000-08:00

Maimun Yusof,89 years old,was an independent candidate of Kuala Terengganu election last March.The by-election in Kuala Terengganu will held in January 2009,after KT MP,Razali Ismail died in heart attack last November.

So,both sides,Barisan Nasional and Pakatan Rakyat has now start to open new battlefield political wars,and Barisan Nasional are seeking revenge after shameful performance in General Election 2008,and severe lost at Permatang Pauh.

Kuala Terengganu is an open battlefield for both sides.Permatang Pauh was one-sided,and Pakatan Rakyat candidate on that election,is indeed,the general of Pakatan Rakyat,a field marshall.

Now,Barisan Nasional got open chance to proof that "the empire strikes back".

But I always hate dictatorship.If BN wins Kuala Terengganu election,it will be a moral boost for them,after BN's general Abdullah Ahmad Badawi seems weak to handle the situation.Najib tun Razak will be a dictator,but unlike Mahathir,he is not smart as Malaysian 4th Prime Minister.

Well,I personally will glad to see Pakatan Rakyat reign in power.But seems the candidate of Kuala Terengganu by election will be represented by PAS,plus,the candidate will be Muhammad Sabu,I withdraw my support to them.

I will support any pragmatic and genius leader to lead.Anwar Ibrahim is one genetic breed of genius leadership,so does Mahathir.That's why Malaysia enjoyed 8-10 percent of economic growth from 1992-1997.That's why Malaysian are confident to achieve Vision 2020,which already Mahathir "pessimisticly" view it-will fail.

If Pakatan Rakyat candidate for Kuala Terengganu is from PKR,I will support Pakatan Rakyat at the first place.But since it's from PAS,well,I can consider if it's Husam Musa or Dr Lo Lo,but Muhammad Sabu?

I rather see 89 years old grandmom,around the town with her bicycle,rather than this typical "pakcik pakai kopiah suka cakap kuat-kuat dalam ceramah".

She might be lost in this election.At least she is honest with what she promised to Kuala Terengganu,although she won't be able to do all of her task as MP.

I will vote DAP,I will vote PKR,but I won't vote PAS.I don't like the idea of religion being used in politics.Religion is sacred,and politics is dirty,too dirty for religion to be dragged.

I love my religion.I just don't want it to be used by those hypocrite people.

Girl Power Maimun Yusof!

And hail to the thief..but I'm not..!

2008-12-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

Before I wrote this entry even further,let's watch a video from Radiohead,2+2=5.And I'll put the lyrics so all of you can sing along.

2+2=5

are you such a dreamer
to put the world to rights
i'll stay home forever
where two and two always makes a five

i'll lay down the tracks
sandbag and hide
january has april showers
and two and two always makes a five

it's the devil's way now
there is no way out
you can scream and you can shout
it is too late now

because you're not there
payin' attention (4x)
yeah i feel it, i needed attention
payin' attention(3x)
yeah i need it, i needed attention
i needed attention (3x)
yeah i love it, the attention
payin' attention(3x)
soon oh

i try to sing along
but the music's all wrong
cos i'm not(2x)
i'll swallow up flies ?
back and hide
but i'm not(2x)
oh hail to the thief(2x)
but i'm not(4x)

don't question my authority or put me in the box
cos i'm not(2x)
oh go up to the king, and the sky is falling in
but its not(2x)
maybe not

maybe not.

OK,now I start to write.Maybe my voice sounds so pain in the neck,pain in the butt,whatever,but I trying to draw one conclusion after serial of debates with my Mujahidin friends.

Friends,Muslim and Jew,Christian or Buddhist,Hindu and atheist.
We humanity are facing the biggest destruction on Earth yet still we can't figure out our differences.

Global warming is real.

And some of my Mujahidin friends rather to argue about me about their Khilafah rather than what we suppose to fight for,climate change.

Yesterday a chill bone wind has strucked my house,-14 Celcius degrees,the coldest since I moved to Calgary.As a matter of fact,I already told all of you about my concern of Greenland ice would dissapear completely by 2045.And you know what it means?

1/10 of fresh waters of the world came from Greenland.If it's melts,North America will be colder,perhaps can reach -40 Celcius degrees,which is inhabitable for whole Canada and North America.Sea rises and cities like New York,Boston,London,Lisbon and Lagos will completely dissapear.Warmer in Equator,and almost 2.5 billion people are at stake.

And my Mujahidin friends are concerning about their Muslim ruling the world,more than our Mother Nature raging now?

Japan will completely dissapear in 2045,so does California and Peru.Are we concern about all of this.And hail to the thief,people who sold weapons and destruct the earth.

Why?Almost everyday Hamas launches rockets to Israeli territory,and Zionist blow up Gaza.Everyday US forces blow up caves at Helmund and Kandahar provinces in Afghanistan.And each and everyday,terrorist led by Taliban and Al-Qaeda blow up villages at Afghanistan.

What's a problem with all of you?

Is that power that we concern more,rather than our own planet Earth?

Or perhaps all of us,reacted like a cows,against the pigs at 2+2=5 video?

Watch,learn,and think.

Girl Power!

2008-12-04T03:42:00.000-08:00

Women,represents by half of mankind population,is always been ignored and snubbed by egoistic men.In our history,we became sex-slave,prostitute,been murdered,and most of relationship,been fooled by crooked men.I do not tell everyone that I hate men,but most of the time,that we,daughters of Eve,is always be the victims by ego and crooked men.

There's a speech about men and their "nature born to lead",which definitely I deny these speech.They was saying,"only men can lead,and women only breed",and thinking us as a baby machine,and we shall not accept that only men deserves to lead.

I called these men:ego-centric,selfish and ignorant,about the true power of women.Women gave birth to all people on this Earth,and mothers gave birth to all of us.And I knew,without men there's no such thing as babies,because they provides chromosome and we provide eggs,to gave birth.I'm going biological words today,but these ignorant men,always forget that women also has a right to think,and to say.

Today,we celebrate our marvelous women,from Rosa Parks,to Hillary Rodham Clinton.From Queen Elizabeth to Joan of Arc,from Margrethe Thatcher to Angela Merkel,and from Queen Isabella of Spain to Condoleeza Rice,we are not weak.We are stronger than men.Because we gave birth to them,and we demand them to respect us!

Perhaps those muftis and ulamak that proclaims that women can't lead,perhaps they should think this.What if women say no to them to drink our milk?What if women say no to gave birth to them?

In Canada,women only can vote since 1916 when Manitoba allows us to vote.1916?Canada independence is 1867.

I believe in my ability,not because I'm women,or whatever race or religion.I work hard for my ability,and no one,not even mufti or those mullahs can stop me.And today I shout out loud,GIRL POWER!BECAUSE WE ARE STRONGER THAN MEN.

And all of you men,instead of ego,they should improves themselves,to be a better men.

"There's no such thing as best man wins anymore nowadays,it's best person,wins!"-Hillary Clinton on her speech against Obama.

Pakatan Rakyat,put these NDP-Liberal-Bloc Quebecois as good example!

2008-12-02T07:11:00.000-08:00

Today,a history were made for Canadians.NDP leader Jack Layton,Liberals Stephane Dion and Bloc Quebecois Gilles Duceppe today sign a treaty that create a pact to form government,against Conservatives Party.The Tories are already weakening,and this non-confidence vote will be successful in December 8th,all we have to do is to wait Governor General Michelle Jean to arrive from Prague.

Despite our ideological differences,NDP with socialism,Liberals with liberal and green politics,and Bloc Quebecois as Quebec nationalism separatist,we still can form great team here.

And Pakatan Rakyat should take us as a good example too.

16 September already a failure,and now,we Canadian oppositions did it in just 2 months,whilst Pakatan Rakyat still do nothing after 9 months of election.

Action speaks louder than words.And I know,maybe after all these time,my harsh words toward PAS,in for ensure that they're committed to against BN,not for their own agenda.

I know there will be by-election in Kuala Terengganu,and this is the time for Pakatan Rakyat,especially PAS to change my mind.I want to hear a sound of moderation,sound of sharing and not shouting in the name of Islam,and dismiss multilateral.

Multilateralism is the only way now,for success.If ignores other voices,you may fail,like Bush and Harper does.

Islam is a good religion,so does others.Instead sounds unilateral,fighting only for Islam,why don't you PAS people fight for others too?Because so far,I've been thinking,it's only PKR who's committed in this battle,against corrupted conservative government of Barisan Nasional.

One More Step for Liberals--it's either Dion or Ignatieff.

2008-12-01T06:43:00.000-08:00

Canada's three opposition parties have reached a tentative deal to defeat the minority Conservative government and then put together a coalition to rule for 2-1/2 years, television networks said on Monday.

They said the deal was struck very late on Sunday at the end of three days of talks between the opposition Liberals and New Democrats, who insist the government must go because it has failed to tackle the effects of the global financial crisis.

A spokesman for the New Democrats said the reports "seemed to be accurate, more or less" but declined to give details.

Parliament is due to hold a confidence vote on Dec 8 and if the government loses, the opposition parties are likely to get their chance to run the country.

The 2-1/2 year lifetime of the proposed coalition is highly ambitious since the Liberals and New Democrats would have to rely on the separatist Bloc Quebecois for support.

The Conservatives, who won a strengthened minority in the October 14 election, say the Liberals and New Democrats are trying to subvert democracy.

"What this is all about is the opposition wanting to take power without an election. They don't want to earn the right to govern, they just want to take it," federal Transport Minister John Baird told CTV television on Monday.

The Liberals and New Democrats have a total of 114 seats in the 308-seat Parliament. The Conservatives have 143.

The opposition is also furious that Ottawa said last week it would scrap public financing for political parties.

Such a move would cripple the opposition parties, which rely much more on public financing than the Conservatives. The government withdrew the proposal on Saturday but the opposition say they can no longer trust Prime Minister Stephen Harper.

The outline deal must be approved by the New Democrats and Liberals before it can come into effect. New Democrat legislators are set to meet in Ottawa at 9 a.m. (1400 GMT) on Monday to discuss the draft agreement.

The media reports said the new government would have 24 ministers, of whom 18 would be Liberals and six New Democrats. The Liberals have governed Canada longer than any other party while the New Democrats have never been in power federally.

STICKING POINT

One potential sticking point is who would lead a coalition government. The Liberals have more Parliamentary seats, so leader Stephane Dion would in theory be the leading candidate.

Dion, though, led the Liberals to such a bad defeat in the October 14 election that he will step down after the party chooses a new chief next May. A move to make him prime minister so soon after such a crushing loss is bound to be controversial.

Most Liberal legislators support ex-Harvard academic Michael Ignatieff, the front-runner in the leadership race, raising the prospect that they might try to force Dion to step down early. Under party rules Dion is not obliged to quit until the leadership convention.

Bob Rae, the other main leadership contender, said he had held talks with Dion and Ignatieff on Sunday on the need to maintain party unity and discipline.

"It's very important for Canadians to know that the notion that somehow any internal issues in the party would be allowed to interfere with a successful transition to a new government, that notion is false," he told CTV.

He denied a newspaper report which said he had agreed to step aside in favor of Ignatieff.

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I don't think Stephane Dion will be PM by now,maybe it's Michael Ignatieff.Maybe Dion will be Acting Prime Minister waiting for Ignatieff to be Liberal Party leader.

December 8th,2008.The day Stephen Harper will go down(hopefully).

LATEST NEWS:Stephen Harper is under threat of no confidence vote.

2008-11-29T10:26:00.000-08:00

News from The Canadian Press.

The battle for public opinion is on as opposition parties try to cobble together a government-in-waiting and Tory MPs denounce the effort as an illegitimate power grab.

Reprieved for a week from a potential defeat in the Commons, Tory MPs hit the airwaves on Saturday and fanned out in their ridings, armed with talking points issued by the prime minister's office.

They are getting out the double message that Prime Minister Stephen Harper is dedicated to rescuing the economy while the opposition is bent on backroom machinations to seize power.

Pierre Poilievre, Harper's parliamentary secretary, told CBC Newsworld the opposition parties are focused on power while Harper is looking at the economy.

"We have a prime minister fixated on the economy and a group of Liberals, separatists and socialists fixated on taking control." he said.

Liberal and NDP officials continued dickering Saturday about a possible coalition that would be prepared to form a government if Harper is defeated a week from Monday.

The NDP caucus arranged a mid-morning teleconference on Saturday to discuss the situation.

Liberal Leader Stephane Dion and NDP Leader Jack Layton spoke by phone Friday night.

They and the Bloc Quebecois say they will vote Harper out because of his lacklustre economic package brought down earlier this week by Finance Minister Jim Flaherty.

They would then offer their coalition government - and a promise of Bloc support if not actual participation - to Gov. Gen. Michaelle Jean.

Jean would then have to decide whether to give the coalition a chance to govern or dissolve Parliament and send the country into a new election just two months after the last.

Constitutional experts say precedents suggest that Jean won't grant a dissolution.

Harper has delayed the critical vote for a week, but is refusing to back down from his economic plans or from his proposal to end public subsidies for political parties, a move which would virtually bankrupt his opponents.

Poilievre said the opposition is thinking only of its own money.

"Isn't it interesting that the opposition parties say they can't manage their own finances and that's why they need to take over the government and run the nation's finances?"

However, both Liberal and NDP officials claimed their parties have been deluged with supportive calls and e-mails from people outraged that the government is indulging in partisan gamesmanship while the economy burns.

Moreover, they attacked Harper for decrying their efforts to form a coalition when he himself participated in a similar venture in 2004 to replace the minority Liberal government of Paul Martin.

"He has proven to be the patron saint of hypocrisy," Liberal finance critic Scott Brison said in an interview.

"Canadians can't trust a word their prime minister says. He's proven he will say anything and do anything to hold on to power."

Brison said Harper should have used the global economic crisis to try to unite Canadians and get parliamentarians working together on solutions. Instead, he said Harper has so poisoned the atmosphere in Parliament that it's hard to see how a crisis can be averted.

"I see virtually no possibility of Stephen Harper being able to earn back the trust of this Parliament."

Both Brison and NDP House Leader Libby Davies denied that the coalition talks were more about saving their parties' share of public financing. They insisted the real issue is the failure to stimulate the economy or offer aid to the struggling auto, manufacturing and forestry sectors.

"The government failed Canadians," Davies said. "They did not bring forth the kind of significant economic stimulus that we've seen in all other G7 countries."

She said the country is at a critical point:

"We're at this incredibly important moment in the country. Mr. Harper had a chance last week, Mr. Flaherty had a chance on Thursday to really show that they could rise above their pettiness and put the public interest first.

"They really blew that."

YEAAAAAHHHHH BABY I LOVE THIS!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!The Conservatives is going down!HAHAHAHAHAHA!2 months old of government HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

Yeah,after I return back to Calgary from Mexico,I'll throw eggs to those Conservative nuts who threw to my car on Election Day!I swear I will do this.Yes.

Stephen Harper are you listening,
Keep our seats shine and glistering,
Coz when you're idiot as people's say,
And we will take it away,
Walking in Rideau Hall wonderland!

BOMBay Mumbai..Day 2

2008-11-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

Day 2 of terrorist attack at Mumbai(known as Bombay before,now it's BOMBay),so far National Security Guard(NSG) are successfully releasing hostages from Oberoi and Trident Hotel,while Taj Hotel still under battle.The Jewish temple in Mumbai are also been attacked by terrorist,Mujahideen Deccan.

150 people is killed so far on this attack so far,mostly innocent people.

So,all of you,are you still want to argue me that fanaticism sucks?Can all of you gurranty these terrorist is doing jihad,and promised heaven for them?I don't think so.

Hamas,Mujahidin Deccan,Al-Qaeda and Taliban,is responsible bringing these war against terrorism to surface of Islam.

While in this bloggosphere,there's one guy who want to be "internet terrorist" by attacking my blog,with sarcastic remarks.

Fanaticism is an ideology that will destruct all of us.Believe me,people like these terrorist,are just as equal as PAS people in Malaysia.

150 innocent people died for 2 days.Are you ready for backlash?Oh yeah,there will be blood for Islamic innocent people soon.Believe me it will.While Kashmir mountains with never ending war,who's going to be blame?I call these mullahs are responsible on this terrific event.

These orthodox are even worst than conservatives.Time changes,so do mindset and thoughts.But these people are refused to do so.These people,like PAS people,are refused to change their attitude.And for those who believed by voting PAS can gurranty you heaven,open back your Quran and read,understands it.

Even yoga can be banned.Killing people is jihad.What the hell?

Mumbai bombed by mullahs.

2008-11-27T06:41:00.000-08:00

I told you,fanaticism is ruining everything.These people,terrorist,not only using religion for their own agenda,and they're put Islam name,bad.

How many I have told you guys,stop this nonsense.Now Mumbai,next?

Mumbai is one of example why extremist like PAS should stop use the name of religion for politics.You'll become an extremist.

Now,stop this circle of violence,and start to live as one-mankind.

Nonsense approach.

p/s:hahaha,idiot people like you,misuse internet so badly.Did you know Internet are invented to connecting each other?Internet don't recognize you're Muslim or Judaism or Christian or atheist.

Your moronic attitude only annoying mosquito sounds bugging on my ear,only idiot people will wrote comments like that.

Tagged from Sue

2008-11-26T08:13:00.000-08:00

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
-Phineas and Ferb
2. What were you doing at 0800?
- in the classroom.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- online.
4. What happened to you in 2006?
- I met Alkaline Trio live.
5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
- Fuck Aalborg!
6. How many beverages did you have today?
- I drink OJ,once.
7. What color is your hairbrush?
- red
8.What was the last thing you paid for?
- coke
9. Where were you last night?
- on my bed :)
10. What color is your front door?
- stupid ugly orange.
11. Where do you keep your change?
- In my small purse.
12. What's the weather like today?
- -8 degrees snowy windy day.
13. What's the best ice-cream flavor?
- Chocolate+mint.
14. What excites you?
- Ice hockey?
15. Do you want to cut your hair?
- Did that.
16. Are you over the age of 25?
- 3 years from now.
17. Do you talk a lot?
- They said I'm sound like freaking robot that talks.
18. Do you watch the O.C.?
- Nope.
19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
- Steven Gates,my lecturer.
20. Do you make up your own words?
- Ezreenology,Ezreenistic,Ezreenism,Ezreenistas.
21. Are you a jealous person?
- nope
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
- Ashley McArthur
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
- Datuk K?Hmm..and my best friend is Sue.
24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
- Ashley McArthur.
25. What does the last text message you received say?
-"Celtic lost,haha!Wish Liverpool good luck.You'll never walk alone"-Torresimo Adryan.
26. Do you chew on your straw?
- I did that,sometimes.
27. Do you have curly hair?
- nope.
28. Where's the next place you're going to?
- puchong
29. Who's the rudest person in your life?
- shahril iman sulaiman.
30. What was the last thing you ate?
- tuna sandwich.
31. Will you get married in the future?
- InsyaALLAH
32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
-big fish.
33. Is there anyone you like right now?
-His name is Thomas Edward Yorke.
34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
- 2 hours ago.
35. Are you currently depressed?
- Yup.
36. Did you cry today?
- Yup,Celtic lost. :(
37. Why did you answer and post this?
- Tag tag tag!
38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
- nami-o-fish,nyzm cendol,razor,matarakyat,asrulita

Yoga Banned,Give Me A Break!

2008-11-25T07:50:00.000-08:00

My dearest friend in Malaysia,

Your country now has been observed as the biggest joke,people of the world,far and wide are now giggles when discuss about Malaysia,and now,ladies and gentleman,Yoga has been banned!

You see guys,those mufti-mufti who creates fatwa,is not really,"religious".WHY?

They want people to listen to them,so they can control people's mind like psychic beacon,with their fatwa and statement.

I tell you frank,I do yoga.But I never do such a Hindu things.I don't even naked while doing yoga.

You see,when Europeans in Dark Ages,they've been controlled by these medieval churches,and if people didn't follow the churches,Bishops or Arch-Bishops have a power to give eternal condemnation to them.You can buy forgiveness for your sin,and definitely,Pope is a God on Earth.Whatever against Pope,you against God.

Until Martin Luther,a German theologist starts Protestan Reformation,then progress in Europe began.And French Revolution shows that people don't need king to establish the country,so does Martin Luther did,people don't need nonsense in religion.

Perhaps all of you people digest those words without even think it's real or not.Most people afraid to be condemned.Ah,so what,if you afraid to sin,are you holy enough as a human?

I support secularism.And in Turkey,I support secularism movement.Secular means politic should not be mixed with religion.You see,in this world of corruptness and dirty,you can't mix it with divine gift from God-religion.

And we need to split religion and politics to ensure that religion won't be abused.Secularism protect religion to being used by these mullah,or fatwa makers,or mufti,whatever.

Why Islam right now facing the Dark Ages?Because these mufti are acting like Bishops and Arch Bishops during European Dark Ages.Ahh,stop dreaming about Islamic glory that end ages ago.To start the new one,all of Muslim must stop dreaming of our previous glory ago.We must do like what Martin Luther do,to liberate our mind from these hideous and power hunger of these people,and using religion as their weapon.

Oh ya,all of these freaking mufti,why don't you ban Malay wedding "bersanding"?It's a Hindu thing too,freak!

Tagged by Nizam

2008-11-22T11:06:00.001-08:00

1.The last movie you've watched:
-Bolt.

2.The last food you eat:
-Potato bread.

3.The first words you've said when you wake up today.
-"Headache!"

4.The last song you've heard at your I-Pod/MP3/PC/MTV.
-Let the People Sing-Celtic FC

5.The first website you've logged on:
-http://ezreenemira.blogspot.com

6.The last place you've spent your money:
-Walmart,for groceries.

7.The last drink for today,so far?
-OJ.

8.The last words you've said,just now?
-When Candace will bring Phineas and Ferb busted?

9.The first thing you've done after wake up?
-Betulkan bantal.

10.The first blog I've comment today?
-Nami

Vladimir Palputin?

2008-11-22T10:29:00.000-08:00

Russian Parliament Duma today has approved presidential terms in Russia from 2 terms(1 term-4 years) into 3 terms.Before this,the Presidential Limitation Act has protect Russia from fall into dictatorism based on Stalin leadership.After Cold War ended,Russia supposed to be democratic country,instead Vladimir Putin,ex-President,now Prime Minister has rules Russian with his iron fist.

He seems like Palpatine in Star Wars character,did I told you that earlier?

With Barack Obama will be the next US President this January,Putin has been seen by some Russian as a leader that bring Russian glory back when it was Soviet Union.

Can Obama deal with this Palputin?Would it Russia finally underlines United States under passive Barack Obama?

We shall see this.Another Cold War in making.

Freedom of Speech,Guys!

2008-11-14T13:32:00.001-08:00

After surgery operation for my ankle injury,there was Internet wars and circle of friends,has turned--circle of violence.Well,in the terms of cyber violation law-cyber bullying.

My friend Nami has been attacked by his own peers at Manchester United Myspace group,after he called Dimitar Berbatov as Dimitar Beratbontotov (literally:Dimitar Heavy Ass-tov).

His disappointment towards Berbatov as Man United fan,which the club that he loves since kid,was unbearable.Especially after his favorite Man United player,Carlos Tevez,has not become the first team since arrival of Dimitar Berbatov.He often describes Dimitar Berbatov as the culprit of Man United under performance on striker section.Despite his 4 goals in Champions League--2 of the goals were totally offside(game against Celtic),he is still,for Nami,is not Manchester United material.

The peak goes high after Manchester United lost against Arsenal last week.Yes,as childhood favorite team,this result was disappoint him.Without Tevez on the pitch,his angst towards Berbatov even higher,and in the end,he wrote a blog that hurts entire Manchester United fan.In the end,after been attacked by Man United's fan,he decided to delete his old Myspace,and change his favorite team-Liverpool FC.

Well known rivalry of both teams,I know one thing-he is upset with reactions toward him.Not because hatred toward his blog,but toward himself.

I think,both sides were childish at this situation.Fight against friends because of football club,eeww..that's not matured,at all.

I am a Celtic fan,and I got reason of that.And let me remind myself--sometimes people are taking seriously about the game that they love--in this case,football.

Opinion hurts.A lot.Sometimes I can't accept what people say or think of me,it's freaks me out,but at the end of the day,I sit back,and thinking what did I done that make other hurts.The angst outburst at Myspacespere nowadays,and if I were Nami,I think I won't delete my account.

Freedom of speech oftenly being remark as hurting other feelings.Sometimes freedom of speech makes others uses freedom of speech to generate hatred and anger.

Look,I believe in capitalism,small government and Reaganomics,although I'm often politically liberal.I believe freedom was meant to be inside mankind,and law--either from the government or religion(authority) restricting it.If Islam don't have any law,Arabs will end up killing babies and they will drink alcohol like water.

I always be liberal,but in economics,I believe in supply-side economy and cutting taxes for middle income,I believe business running the whole world,and I won't certainly believe socialism works.Socialism sucks.That's why I prefer Hillary Clinton over Barack Obama,but I can't stand neo-cons keep controlling the world,I prefer Obama over McCain.

Now if I said I've talk a lot about liberalism in my town in Calgary,it's ended up people threw eggs at my car.Simple,this city is the most conservative city in the whole of Canada.It's a home of Conservative Party.And some people hates "freedom of speech".

Like Nami,I also was a hatred symbol in Canadian Election.But it's politics,and that's a serious thing.But being hate because of football,give me a break.All of you got serious thing to think,rather just a football thing.Malcolm Glazer won't pay you guys if all of you spitting Nami on his face.

Therefore,I endorsed Nami to join Liverpool FC fan club.Beside,Liverpool FC won more trophies,won more Champions League,and historically rich.Something that fits you.

Nami,as your friend,You'll Never Walk Alone.

Something in common between Liverpool and Celtic fans shares together-friendship.Believe me,it's a deep meaning at that phrase.Either you're Scousers or Bhoys,they won't leave you.

But please,all of you,grow up.I MEAN,ALL OF YOU.Next time,you'll end up fighting for something idiot-ice cream cakes or chocolate chip cookies.

Remember Eleventh of November..Armistice Day.

2008-11-11T07:49:00.000-08:00

Thanks for my beloved friends and my blog followers for praying my health during my ankle surgery,last Sunday.I'm recovering and hopefully,my ankle will be alright.

Today,11 November,is 90th Anniversary of Armistice Day,or in US,it's called Veteran Day.Armistice Day is the day that peace has win over the cruel first world war that killed almost 25 million Europeans.

To celebrate today 90th anniversary,countries that involved on this war--direct or indirect,declares today as public holiday.Canada also helped the Allied against German,Turks and Austria-Hungary for this epic war to be ended.

Today,on 11th hour,of 11th day of 11th month,the war ended,the peace installed--at least for a while.Then Hitler came and declare war,for once again.

For what we declare war?Is that for our pride,for our religion,our race,or simply for supremacy and awe for those who not on our side?Some of my friend declares "the khilafah need to be installed for Muslim supremacy in the world".

Guys,we belong together.Black,white,Asian,Caucasian,African,Muslim,Buddhist,Jew,Christian,Orthodox,
Protestant,Catholic,Atheist,Communist,Socialist,Capitalist,Left-Wing,Conservatives,Liberal,Right-Wing.

We all belong together.

Last Saturday morning I've watched Arsenal vs Manchester United,and I saw poppy flower at Arsenal's jersey,so does Celtic when the Bhoys against Motherwell.

This is tribute to all army that fought to win liberty and freedom.Freedom that we share,freedom that we all belong.As one single human race.

I don't agree when Zionist blows up Arabian head,so does when Hamas blows some Jews head.It will be never ending story.

Extremist should realized that this is not the way to preach your religion.Evangelist,mullah,and Zionist--all of them must stop this war,because we can't simply move to Mars if this Earth full of nuclear chemicals,and people dying because of poverty and war.Instead buying guns and bullets,we should spend that money to agriculture to grow more food,to art for make people happy,and for medicine,to heal people that suffers.

Just like what my late sister Sherina said,"We don't need guns and weapons to protect us,we can protect each other with love."

Now,with poppy flower,I carry this message around the world,for peace and humanity,regardless race,religion or gender.

People of the world,unite!